Chapter 5 Loving and Being Loved

It's the previous thing, Xia Jingyan can only go up to find Rong Su to go back to the palace together, anyway, they have already been discovered, it's not good to sneak away and let the family stand here for a night.

After that night, Zhou Ranmiao didn't say anything, and Xia Jingyan just regarded this matter as over.

After a few days, Xia Jingyan rectified up, after so many days, she should still go to see Gu Yun after all.

Listening to Shen'er, Gu Yun is also very sick, often waking up and crying, crying, fainting, dizzy, fever, crying, and dizziness......

So repeatedly, no one could listen to the persuasion, and he also drove all the subordinates out of the door, leaving only Shen'er alone to take care of him personally, but Shen

'er didn't leave, it wasn't that he wanted to ask for Shen'er's comfort, he also rushed Shen'er, it's just that Shen'er has been by his side for so many days.

Before Xia Jingyan left, he met Zhao Jichen, who happened to come to him at the gate of the palace, and the two walked to the Huai Wangfu together.

"Yan'er, Wen Zhao's things can be considered to be handled clearly, plus Dye Hao helped you so much in the court that day, your regency will be much easier in the future." Zhao Jichen said.

Seeing that the weather was overcast and about to rain. It was Zhao Jichen who hurriedly took the umbrella from his subordinates, and as soon as he took it, it rained in the sky, and Zhao Jichen could naturally follow Xia Jingyan to hold the umbrella for her.

"Thank you, Brother Chen."

"Why should you and I say thank you?" Zhao Jichen said with a smile, and Xia Jingyan had no choice but to nod in response.

The two of them continued to walk, Xia Jingyan was wearing white clothes, and Zhao Jichen was wearing black clothes, one black and one white, which was very obvious in the palace road with red walls and green tiles.

"Yan'er, I have already dealt with all the things you asked me to deal with, and that Wen Zhao will never be able to turn over."

When he had nothing to do, Zhao Jichen talked to Xia Jingyan.

"yes, I know."

Xia Jingyan responded perfunctorily, she still had something else in her heart after all, and she had no time to talk to Zhao Jichen.

"But I always feel that this thing was done too quickly and smoothly, what kind of person is Wen Zhao? Even if he has military power, he shouldn't be so arrogant, maybe it's really us who let our guard down, Yan'er, do you think Wen Zhao is just a bait? ”

Zhao Jichen really noticed that Xia Jingyan should have known that he couldn't hide anything from him.

Xia Jingyan stood on her feet violently, turned around, and looked at Zhao Jichen and smiled.

"Brother Jichen, do you believe me?"

Zhao Jichen was stunned.

"Of course I believe in you."

Zhao Jichen seemed to understand something in an instant.

"But Yan'er, do you believe me?"

"Yan'er naturally believes in Brother Chen's."

Zhao Jichen's expression dimmed for a moment, and when he heard this, he naturally understood that Xia Jingyan had already planned, but he didn't tell him.

"Forget it, Yan'er, I will always believe in you, if you have other plans, then plan to go, I only support you......"

As if comforting himself, Zhao Jichen smiled again, but this smile was really a little bitter and helpless.

Xia Jingyan turned around at this time, and grabbed Zhao Jichen's hand in the palace regardless of his identity, which made Zhao Jichen startled.

"Yan'er, this ......"

"Didn't Brother Chen say the word? Words won't hurt you, right? Xia Jingyan Bing didn't pay much attention, she was very calm and stable on the surface, but in fact, her heart was also very nervous, her heart was pounding, and she was about to jump out of her body.

Even in Ming Xia before, Xia Jingyan had never been so bold and reckless in grabbing Zhao Jichen's hand, both polite and unwilling, but now that Xia Jingyan is married, he dares to be so blatant in the Zhou Palace.

Zhao Jichen was naturally happy, but he was also worried. One is worried that Xia Jingyan will be criticized, and the other is worried that Xia Jingyan still has something to hide from him, and there will be more in the future.

Xia Jingyan made up for it in this way.

But this way of making up for it is unacceptable to any person in this world who is deeply in love......

"Yan'er, in fact, what do you want me to do, to put it bluntly, you don't have to do such a thing......"

"Yan'er is not doing anything excessive." Xia Jingyan still looked forward and never looked back, "Brother Chen, actually...... Yan'er has always wanted to bury this matter in her heart, even if we hide it from each other like this, this life will be over, but there are some things, now that we have opened our mouths, we can't go back......"

Zhao Jichen understood what Xia Jingyan wanted to say again.

"I can't give you much, what I give you is sincerity, but it's not the kind of sincerity you want, I have promised my heart to others, I'm afraid this life is going to be a burden and brother Chen, in fact, you don't have to spend so much thought on me, there are thousands of better women in the world, maybe Brother Chen can look at others in the future, I am not a good match, even the people around me can be calculated, let alone those who have nothing to do with themselves, and Brother Chen, you are the world, you are yearning for freedom, There is no need to be stuck around me. ”

"So Yan'er, are you going to drive me away?"

That's not what I meant. If Brother Hechen is really willing to stay, I am naturally very happy, I just want to say, if Brother Hechen really finds a better home in the future, you don't have to remember me, I naturally hope you are happy. ”

"In fact, you don't say these words, I also know, it's just that after so many years, I want a home very much, and I have long been my home where you are, whether it is in Yingdu or Xunzhou, I just want to be by your side, I don't want to go to others' places, Yan'er, you may not understand my mind, but let you imagine for yourself, you are so deeply in love with him, do everything for him, one day he told you that there are many better people in the world than him, let you yearn for freedom, are you willing to go?"

"It's that I didn't think of this level, and Brother Chen, I'm sorry......"

"It's okay, I thought there would be such a day, in fact, it's okay to say it, after all, you know your brother's thoughts about you, but you don't need to bother, my brother doesn't ask for anything, just want to be by your side and protect you, don't worry, I won't calculate Zhou Ranmiao, the bento is for you, for the child in your womb, I endure it, let him survive for the rest of his life."

"I am really wronged in this life, and Brother Chen." Xia Jingyan lowered her head, she never thought about what mistakes she had made in her life to suffer this retribution, now it seems that she is really guilty, she has borne the sincerity of many people, and she has been stained with the blood of many people.

"But I don't feel wronged, people say that as long as the heart is sunny, the future is bright, and now I'm not looking to you? You are the light in my heart, and only by following you will I be brighter in the future. ”

Xia Jingyan cried, shedding tears on the way to Huai Wangfu, but laughing, making people wonder whether she was happy or sad.

But it can be seen that Zhao Jichen is happy, he is reluctant to let go of Xia Jingyan's hand, but he is even more reluctant to see Xia Jingyan being criticized.

He withdrew his hand from Xia Jingyan's hand, but did not leave, but stretched out his wrist forward, Xia Jingyan naturally understood, and put his hand on Zhao Jichen's wrist.

"That's fine, I don't ask for anything else."

Although Zhao Jichen smiled, it was really distressing.

But Xia Jingyan couldn't turn back for a long time, they could only walk on this endless road with an enlightened smile.