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The fourth meeting with Zhou Xiansen

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Zhou: "It's here, you won't get lost, right?"

Me: "No, I'm on my way"

Zhou: "I see you"

I walked towards him smiling, he ran towards me smiling, and then when he came to me, he suddenly pulled out a bouquet of flowers from behind him

Zhou: "Uh-huh"

As I said before, flowers are beautiful but they wither. He seemed to remember

Zhou: "Although the flowers will wither, my love for you will never change."

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Zhou: "No, look at the strawberry candy gourd that I bought for you"

Zhou: "Do you want to try it now?"

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I'm not very emotionally stable these days, and I try to control it, but sometimes, I just can't control it. Personal reasons, so at some point I will cut off all contact, and want to give myself an independent space, so that I can be quiet, of course, this will not reply to Zhou Xiansen's message, or to reply concisely (one or two words). Therefore, when this situation usually occurs, Zhou Xiansen will understand that I am angry. Hahaha. Zhou Xiansen should be very loud-headed, I was angry, and he was helpless. He said that sometimes, he would be angry and didn't understand, but I was his girlfriend, what could he do, he could only coax well, he had to coax well. For this reason, I don't know how many times he checked Baidu and how many friends he asked. I remember the last time he told me that he promised to give his friend a two-day campus run in order to get a friend to give him a boost. Then in the afternoon, when we were on video, he was so happy that he said that he didn't run in vain. In fact, it's just me, and I have nothing to do with Zhou Xiansen, let alone his friend's tricks. He said, "It's all worth it when you see me smiling." I admit that I did get angry because of Zhou Xiansen, but only once. But today I also know that the only time I got angry was a little reckless. I wanted him to search for a video, but he excused himself, saying that he wanted to watch it with me, and then it was messy, and I felt that I didn't want to watch it, so I just said it and made a bunch of reasons. After that, I didn't want to pay attention to him, and I didn't want to pay attention to him. After a while, he noticed that I seemed to be angry, and then he didn't know who instructed him to search for the video, but he searched for a TV series...... I...... I didn't want to pay attention to him, now I have no interest in that video, I said, it's late, it's all over, including my mood at the time. I don't know if I'm the only one, but when I want to share something with you, and you show no interest or perfunctory, I immediately stop sharing. Interesting things should not be shared with perfunctory people. And the point of interest is for a while, and I may be at that moment, I really want to tell you that after that moment, I don't feel it anymore. So, I thought he was a little perfunctory. He told me today that he was refining at the time, and because it was a rotational and there were instructors, it was possible to watch the video......

Me: "Then you can just tell me."

Zhou: "I don't want you to think I'm perfunctory"

Me: "......"

Me: "You don't want to reply to me."

Zhou: "But I really want to get back to you."

Zhou: "I want to talk to you"

Me: "......"

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We talked a lot about it that day

ZHOU: "I probably wouldn't be like your roommate's boyfriend, who can just run over and coax her when she's angry. Identity issues, I don't spend a lot of time with you. But I'll double down on yours in other ways. Believe me! ”

Me: "I believe in you"

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Zhou: "The motherland and you are the objects I want to protect for the rest of my life"