Dear Zhou Xiansen,

Hello Wow! 🐒🐒

The greatest tragedy in life is that there is no direction and no fighting spirit. Although I always say the saddest, the saddest, but the saddest is this, confused and unknowing. It's good that you have your own direction, your own ideas. I'm really happy for you, and I'm always going to support you, no matter what kind of identity I'll be in the end. Go your own way, don't give up, of course, I know you won't give up. If you want to stay in the army forever, I don't have any ideas, because everyone has what they want to live, and besides, you're defending your country, you're cool. I can't swear that I'll wait for you until you return. There is a country before there is a home. In that unknown time, no one knows what will happen. Remember, I've liked you. I'm never afraid that we'll end up one day, love and future can be together. I took it all in stride. I will slowly get better and grasp my own course. The pen is written here, but it seems a little abrupt. In recent days, there has always been an indescribable feeling, but you are still the same, maybe I am alone. If you don't like me anymore, be sure to let me know in advance. Of course, if one day I don't like you anymore, I'll tell you too. Love is not reluctant, it is not improvised. We should be honest with each other. For example, I admit that I have thought about giving up this relationship many times, but when I think about it, it seems that I am all emotional, lacking a sense of security. What does love look like? This question has been bothering me for a long time, but today I seem to have found the answer:

One day, when I was about to wash the dishes after eating instant noodles, I found that I had run out of dish soap at home. I just washed the dishes with toothpaste. At this time, I thought that it would be nice to have a girlfriend. It's not that I don't want to eat instant noodles because I have a girlfriend, or that someone will help wash the dishes because I have a girlfriend, but I want someone to be there when I wash the dishes and turn back, waiting for me to say mysteriously, "Hey! What do you guess I just used to wash the dishes?"

That's someone else's answer, and I think that's what it seems. Ha ha. No matter how far we can go, I hope that every day we spend together is full of desire to share, happy, and full of good memories when we think of each other. Dear Mr. Zhou, don't forget that there is a person who loves you in another place.

———— your Mr. Yang

2022.03.17