I didn't really have much of a sense of faith before, seeing people on their knees, praying or repenting deeply, and they were even willing to offer their most precious things to the gods they believed in and ask God to give them what they prayed for.

I didn't understand it, but I would have knelt on the ground and pretended to be like them. They kowtow, and I kowtow. They were talking, but I couldn't keep up with what they were saying.

Later I felt a little scary to believe this, I didn't want to die, I was afraid of ghosts, I was afraid of ...... Black. Perhaps, in addition to the parents, the one who made a vow to it was his protector.

It will save me.

But then I didn't believe it so much, I felt that I was omnipotent, I felt that I was really good, I felt that I knew everything, I felt that I was not afraid of anything, I felt that I looked at everyone as stupid, especially those who were pious were the most stupid.

But now I don't think so. It's not that I've seen any miracles, but I've seen some so-called miracles or hearsay of some so-called miracles. That's not the main reason I believed......

The main reason is...... I...... I found out that I was not as good as I thought when I was younger, and it turned out that I was an ordinary person! I can't even become a successful person who makes tens of thousands, hundreds of thousands, or millions of dollars every month, because I don't dare to fart in the crowd, I don't dare to come forward to persuade others to fight, and even someone shouting around me doesn't dare to stop people from making a little noise.

This gap made me feel like a failure.

But as I got older, I realized that it was actually ...... It's called fate, or maybe it really exists.

The kind of courage and courage that I have to decide that my fate is up to me, that I am the number one in the world, and I am determined to conquer the sky, is rapidly fading, and even to the ...... The stage where I threw in the towel.

I said to myself...... People have to accept their fate.

But what is fate?

My adult?

It's pure emotion...... Nothing else.

Everyone has their own destiny, the way you are now is your destiny, and the way I am now is my destiny.

I used to wonder if I could control my destiny, and at one point I even wanted to make friends with astrologers, soothsayers, and soothsayers in the hope of getting some revelation from them.

Revelation is not being confident in yourself. I'm not sure what the future holds, but I want to know to make sure I can fully grasp it in the future. Maybe I wonder if there will be good luck in the future, at least it will make me feel relieved and happy. Or let me know what sad things will happen in the future, and I will prevent and prepare in advance.

Especially when it comes to death.

Even though I'm very sensitive to death, I've been preparing for how I'm going to die tomorrow since I had an impression of death, and when I see a car on the road, a construction site, and a tool thrown aside, I think of what it would be like if I were at this moment, and I would have been crushed to death by a flower pot falling from the sky, or if I had been scraped upside down by a car and crushed to death under the car, or because I saw someone very upset and killed with a hammer.

None of that happened, I had been preparing for years, but I still exist, at least the body is still there.

Tirio's fate is that his family is ruined, his wife is separated, and he is homeless. Arthas's fate was to kill his father, kill his father and usurp the throne to destroy the kingdom and the world. And Mograini......

That guy is honest...... To say lucky is to say lucky, he was not in the absence of Tirio during the trial, he really didn't feel embarrassed because he couldn't help his brother, but if he was really there, it was difficult to say what he would do in the end. This is considered that he escaped the catastrophe. When Arthas returns, he will walk around Andorjar again, and if you want to go from Andorhar to East Wilder, you will have to pass by his house...... He was still not at home.

Thankfully, his children were protected.

This is the second catastrophe that has been spared.

But there is a saying...... Again and again, two and no more...... Have you heard that?

Mograini did not escape the Third Catastrophe. And the way he died...... It's really a bit ...... Inexcusable.

Arthas killed his father, and although Arthas claimed that he wanted to replace Terenus and inherit the throne, his purpose was not to do so.

Mograini, on the other hand, did not differ much except for the way in which he died, for a completely different reason than Alsace.

Mograine's son killed him simply because...... Eat one's heart out.

Can you believe such a bloody thing?