Song Jinyu's words made Song Qi and Song Jinyan stunned.

Song Jinyu looked at her biological mother Song Qi with red eyes and tears in front of her, as well as Song Jinyan, neither of them seemed to know how to speak.

She suddenly understood, and asked a question that was not easy to answer.

Just when Song Jinyu was thinking about changing the topic, Song Qi spoke, "Your father was in a car accident five years ago and left. ”

Song Jinyu was slightly stunned.

Song Qi said again, "That year, it happened that your brother was going abroad to participate in a competition, and I went with him, and your father received a message from a friend that he saw a girl in Songshi, saying that it might be you, so your father hurriedly booked a ticket and ran away."

"Whoever thinks about it, there will be a car accident on the road."

"When your brother and I received the news and came back, your dad was already gone, and I didn't find you......"

When he said this, Song Qi had already burst into tears, "Jinyu, your father really loves you, we have been looking for you for more than ten years, but we can't find a sound no matter how we look for it." ”

"Every time we get the news, we run, but it's not you......"

Every hope is accompanied by disappointment that sinks to the bottom.

Listening to Song Qi's words, Song Jinyu's heart also sank to the bottom, she never thought that in a place she didn't know, someone would have been missing herself, looking for herself for so many years, and she didn't know that her biological father died in a car accident in order to find herself.

She opened her lips for a long time before she said, "Five years ago, I did go to Matsushi, but I only stayed for two days and left. ”

That year, she was in her first year of high school, and she knew that her family could not give her money to go to college, so she worked part-time to save tuition fees everywhere, and was dragged to an event run by a large company in Matsushi to work as a product model with someone older than herself.

Two days, a total of two events, she can earn three thousand yuan.

At that time, an uncle came to ask for contact information, saying that he looked very similar to a family he knew who had lost his daughter, but at that time, he was only fifteen years old, and he heard his older sister say that when he was a model, he must be vigilant, and he couldn't talk to the opposite sex who was talking to him.

Therefore, in a strange city, the biggest way for her to protect herself is not to cross paths with strangers.

The next day, after the event, she left Matsushi on a bus.

If you had believed it at the time...... If she gives her contact information, or stays in Matsushi for two more days, will everything be different, she can also have a mother who loves herself, can have a father who regards herself as more important than her own life, and has a brother who cares about herself, and has a warm home.

Song Jinyu didn't dare to imagine it, because it wasn't five years ago, and she was already dead, and there has never been a regret medicine in this world, and if you miss it, you miss it.

Song Qi and Song Jinyan were both stunned, and then there was a wry smile, after all, fate played tricks on people.

…

After an hour was over, Yan Qing yawned and returned to the props room, and Du Fengqing also asked some details about the day of the crime.

The three members of the Song family said a lot of things, and Song Jinyu kept silent about Tao Yingcai's life in the past ten years, but just listened to Song Qi and Song Jinyan talk about some things in the past ten years.

Those lives that she couldn't participate in because of the tricks of fate.

When Yan Qing came in, Song Jinyu knew that it was about time for him to say goodbye to the family he had just met.

Song Qi was reluctant, thinking that her daughter's departure was goodbye, and her heart hurt terribly.

Yan Shu originally came in and stood aside, but he couldn't bear to look at it at this time, but he saw that Yan Qing's expression was still as cold as at the beginning, and his mood was not emotional.

Her appearance made Yan Shu can't help but think that many times before, her sister was like this, and there seemed to be nothing that could make her particularly happy and sad, or make her particularly angry.

She doesn't seem to have that kind of empathy for people.

Yan Shu couldn't help but feel distressed, did my sister have a hard time in her previous days?

When Yan Qing sent Song Jinyu away, Song Qi stretched out his hand to hold his daughter, but the outstretched hand passed through Song Jinyu's body again.

Yan Shu couldn't bear to look at it anymore, and when she turned around, she couldn't see this parting scene.

Song Jinyu suddenly smiled, "It's good, I'm dead, I can see you again, thank you, let me know that I am also loved by someone, but it's a pity that I can't grow up by your side......"

"Thank you, Mom."

Song Qi burst into tears, covering his mouth and nose to prevent himself from crying.

"Actually, I've always wished I had a brother to protect me since I was a child, but I didn't expect that I actually did, thank you brother, take care of my mother......"

Song Jinyan's fists were clenched tightly, and his voice was low and hoarse, "Don't worry, I will take good care of my mother." ”

Song Jinyu's voice was a little choked, in the impression that when she was a child, when she was called wild by people of the same age, Tao Yinghong next to her was playing with marbles, and her adoptive parents were partial to her younger brother and never cared about herself.

At that time, she wished that a hero would fall from the sky and take her away.

At that time, she hoped that her biological parents could find her and take her away.

It's a pity that I couldn't wait when I was alive.

She looked at Yan Qing and pulled her lips and smiled, but her smile was a little bitter, "Actually, I really envy you, you can do something without thinking about it, because you can afford the consequences that come with things." ”

"But I can't, that day He Rou threatened me that if I didn't give her half of the money, she would tell Su Che about my bag sale, I slapped her, but I still have to worry about whether I will lose my job of helping him translate when Su Che comes to me later."

"I know that He Rou and Su Che have a good relationship, Su Che has always regarded He Rou as a sister, and others think that I have something with him, but in fact, he has never paid me any remuneration for translation, and he thinks it is too tacky to give money, so every time he just gives me those gifts that he thinks are carefully selected, clothes, and bags for me."

"Maybe it's because the people who live in the ivory tower don't know the struggles of those of us who live under the tower and don't even have the ticket to enter the tower for sightseeing, and in front of the people we like, we can't even say the word "need money", just afraid that the other party will look down on us, that ridiculous self-esteem."

Song Jinyu smiled bitterly, "I don't care what others think, but I still envy you, envy your character, envy you can do whatever you want without thinking about the consequences, unlike me...... It's not always yourself. ”

Yan Qing was slightly stunned, he didn't expect Song Jinyu to suddenly talk so much to him.

Song Jinyu had a smile on her face, but tears slipped from the corners of her eyes and flowed down her cheeks, "Yan Qing, thank you." ”

Thank you for allowing me to be greedy again and feel this feeling of being surrounded by happiness before leaving.

(End of chapter)