Chapter 315: I Don't Have That Thoughts About You
Obviously, it was not that he had never refused before, but the atmosphere between the two was obviously different from before.
After Du Fengqing looked away, he realized that his behavior was more obvious, she was so smart, how could she not see it, she had just agreed to her, and the atmosphere was suddenly a little embarrassing.
He opened his mouth to ease the embarrassment, "Just came back from school? ”
Because he had just finished running, his voice was slightly wheezing, and there was still a slight heat on his body, and he was afraid that there would be sweat on his body, so he took a small step back.
Yan Qing nodded, put the phone back in his pocket, and didn't care if Du Fengqing heard the phone just now, and how much he heard.
Du Fengqing: "You chose the topic this time very well, and the professor has always admired you." ”
From the beginning of admission to the present, Yan Qing has been excellent in all aspects, but there are too many outstanding students at Yunda, and what can make the professor pay attention may be the unexpected performance in class.
So after knowing that the two knew each other, the professor once asked Du Fengqing if Yan Qing had the idea of studying for a master's degree, and a good seedling like this can be cultivated well, and it will definitely not be easy in the future.
If so, what are you interested in?
"Do you plan to become a lawyer in the future?"
The two are in the same direction of the community, and they can't avoid peers, so he took the initiative to talk about some other topics, and the road is still a little long, so as not to chill the atmosphere.
Yan Qing thought for a moment and shook his head, "There shouldn't be." ”
The more I learned, the farther I went in this profession, and the more I found that not everyone can be a lawyer, and I am obviously not suitable.
Du Fengqing was suddenly a little curious, "Why did you choose this major in the first place?" ”
Even if it is randomly selected, there are so many popular majors in Yunnan University, and the ones that are easy to get employment are not law majors, but literature or computer science.
Knowing that Yan Qing chose the law major, for a moment, Du Fengqing even had an illusion, thinking that she was influenced by herself to choose this major.
But now it seems that this is obviously not the case, and it is really his own delusion, which is self-inflicted.
There was a hint of sour bitterness in his heart.
During this time, I even thought that the other party slowly had a good impression of me, and I liked myself and accepted myself a little bit.
The corners of Du Fengqing's mouth sank, evoking a touch of self-deprecation. What are you delusional, not all feelings can be responded to, it's you who are pestering others, you should let it go now, you have to let it go thoroughly, don't make people embarrassed.
Yan Qing was actually thinking about the question raised by Du Fengqing, why he chose to read it
"It may be that people, whether they are alive or dead, have too many unspeakable grievances."
"God has given us compassion, but has not given us the ability to save sentient beings, and it is clear that we are not living well, but we are biased against the suffering of this world, and we always want to do something for them."
Yan Qing said, turning his eyes sideways to look at him.
Du Fengqing was slightly stunned, only feeling that these words were a little familiar, as if he had heard them somewhere.
He smiled, "I've fought so many lawsuits, and I've met hundreds of lawyers, but I think you're quite suitable to be a judge." ”
Never talk much, as long as every word that comes out of your mouth is useful.
Yan Qing looked at the night sky, today's night is exceptionally good, there are no clouds, tomorrow is the fifteenth, the moon is very round, hanging high in the air, very bright and bright.
Just like the people around you, bright but gentle.
In fact, what she didn't say was that she didn't have any ideas about going to school and what major to study, all in order to deal with the Yan family, studying this major, she was more or less influenced by Du Fengqing, after all, there was indeed more contact with him at that time.
She bowed slightly, "It's good." ”
In front of Du Fengqing's eyes, she appeared dressed in a single body, she herself has special abilities, the right of the living, the voice of the dead, and a righteous spirit.
She's really nice.
What kind of person will such a good girl like in the future.
While speaking, the two had already walked outside Yan's house.
Du Fengqing: "Rest early."
Yan Qing nodded: "Well, you too." ”
I wanted to wait for Yan Qing to go in before leaving, but I don't know why, Yan Qing is strange today, he usually turns around and goes directly, but today he stood still and waited for himself to go first.
Helplessly, he could only go first, and he couldn't stay still at the door of people's homes.
Seeing Du Fengqing leave, Yan Qing turned around and entered Yan's house, what the two didn't know was that from Fang Cai to the present, Yan Xiuwen followed closely behind him, and at this time Du Fengqing just walked with his front foot, and Yan Xiuwen followed into the door with his back foot.
She entered the room, and the door was just about to close, when a big hand blocked the door, "Qingqing, let's talk." ”
Yan Qing frowned, looked up at him, and talked again?
Talk twice every three days.
In the bedroom, the two faced each other, Yan Qing sat on the bed, Yan Xiuwen sat on the tatami mat, the bedroom was dimly lit, and the atmosphere was a little gloomy.
"Du Fengqing is just an ordinary person, he will grow old and die, not for you."
Yan Qing heard this, but he didn't answer him, thinking that he knew what was going on tomorrow and what he wanted to talk about, but it turned out to be about feelings.
Yan Xiuwen's hands clenched slightly, his fingertips were a little white, obviously he shouldn't think about these things at this time, he should put Du Fengqing aside, Cai Luo was like he had disappeared, and he couldn't find a trace at all.
But seeing the two approaching, he couldn't completely put Du Fengqing aside, he was afraid that he would sit back and ignore it like this, and Du Fengqing would take advantage of it.
He couldn't give Du Fengqing any more chance.
"Qingqing, we are different from them, we will not get old, we will not die, we will be the same for decades, do you think, he is an ordinary person who will grow old and die, can he accept that while he is getting old, the appearance of the people around him will remain the same for decades?"
He tried to persuade Yan Qing to sober up and stay away from Du Fengqing.
"We are the same, and we are the most suitable."
He got up, crouched down, took her hand, and lowered his voice, "Remember what I told you before and made you think about it."
"Is there an answer now?"
He looked at Yan Qing, the girl he had been guarding for decades, the girl he had to protect with his life, was the meaning of his life in this world.
No one can replace it.
He seemed calm, but in fact his heart trembled a little.
Yan Qing's lips were pursed, and he only felt that his palms were very cold.
In this way, if it was many years ago, it would have been very desirable to hear it, but if it is late, it will be late, and if it is a day late, it will be late, let alone decades or hundreds of years.
She broke free of Yan Xiuwen's hand, "I'm sorry, I don't want to talk about feelings." ”
Yan Qing's tone was stiff, like a cold knife, piercing Yan Xiuwen's heart, digging and stirring in the depths.
Yan Xiuwen clenched into a fist, unwilling, her eyes stared into her eyes, she didn't avoid her gaze at all, those eyes didn't lie at all, every word was true.
"I don't think that way about you."
(End of chapter)