This period is perhaps the happiest time in the living world, the invasion of the undead scourge has been repulsed, and there is good news from Hillsbrad's side, it is said that the combined army of the Stormwind Kingdom and Stormgard has restrained the orc attack, although there are still large tracts of land still not reclaimed, but the current stalemate is the most celebratory state for humanity.

Under the attack of the orcs, the human race held on again, and it was already commendable that there was no defeat after defeat, and Gavin Rad still seems to have two brushes.

However, after such a great victory, the Scarlet Crusade will march south to cooperate with the two kingdoms of Stormwind and Stormgard, or continue to engage in their affairs, I do not know.

Because I'm also ready to leave.

Tairosus was reluctant to give up on me, and although his repeated retention made me feel a little embarrassed to leave like this, his retention also made me feel constrained on the other hand. I don't like to be constrained, and I don't like to be forced. So I chose to leave after Tirio left.

It's not good, it's not complicated, it's just that I still have things to do.

Actually, I don't know what to do, Tirio is still alive, he has gone to find his salvation, and now the future of the human world is very good, and I don't think I need to worry too much about the old friends who are called by name.

Well...... I'm talking about Vandal Thunderspear, who is still stationed in Alterac and believes that he must have done a better job of defending now, or he will not allow Hillsbrad's army to be able to draw with the orc army.

I'm not in a hurry to figure out what to do or where to go, and I have time to think about it when I'm back on the road that leads to the West Wilder and even the Tirisfa region.

However, as I walked through the crossroads to the Stratholme and Tyre regions, I suddenly remembered something...... I promised the female ghost of Cowlin to help them get free. But now I feel like I have nothing to gain or better to get rid of them. At least I don't know how to save them, and I really don't understand the so-called prophecy it says.

Walking unhurriedly, the road is still long, and there are still several days to think about this problem. But when I could see the town, I grabbed the reins.

I...... Are you now a person with the Light?

It's still early, it's still a few hours before the sun goes down, it's still early to set up camp, it's okay to walk through that town before dark, but it seems like evening to get around it, I don't worry about what will happen in the night, I just don't think it's too much to walk through it.

Let's go and see it.

But as I got closer, I suddenly realized that it was here...... It wasn't what I saw it at first, so I quickly turned around and ducked aside.

Not only were there a large number of undead disasters there, but the number was definitely beyond the reach of me or even a team of a thousand people. At this point, I didn't want to come over to see what was going on, or what I needed to know about and report.

The chasm on the north side of the town prevented me from getting around that side, and the undead scattered around the town were already giving me a headache. Standing on a hillside overlooking the town, the blue glow emanating from the undead soldiers was like stars in the sky in the dark night, and I knew it was the light emitted by piles of undead gathered together.

I beg your pardon for the decision I have made, I will not change my mind even if anyone says anything, and I will leave it to the Crusaders to deal with it later.

After rounding the town of Cowling, I felt my horse's hooves lighter and even a little more pleasant. Along the way, I was thinking, feeling, trying, and I often even sat by the fire all night trying to get myself to that meditative state.

Tirio said he felt a huge amount of energy in me, and I wasn't sure if he was comforting me or ...... But I kept it in mind. I covered my eyes with my hands, I thought those eyes that had turned silver and white would glow, but no, in the palm of my hand I only saw the darkness after being covered.

I want to experience what it's like to feel the Light, and I've always heard them say that when you understand the meaning of the Light, you will feel joy, happiness, and satisfaction, and you will have a sense of hope and joy in your heart, and your whole mental state will become very positive, and that is a kind of willingness...... Well...... How so?

I wouldn't describe it......

But as I sat by the fire and looked at the joyful flames, I didn't feel it at all, or I didn't feel it at all. How can I be happy and satisfied? Is there anything worth it for me to be happy and satisfied?

I can't get it.

So I extinguished the flames, hoping to look up at the stars to get some inspiration...... Well, apocalyptic. But when I looked up and saw the dark sky, I suddenly felt a little depressed or depressed, and there were no stars in the sky of East Wilder.

After crossing the Sodoril River to the West Wilder area, I felt a little refreshed in my nostrils, I could see the stars here, and some memories slowly came to my mind as I lay on the grass and looked up at the starry sky.

I thought of her, her and them. Those who have been in my life.

Hmph, in fact, it would be just a superficial and sloppy thought, but when my mind uncontrollably thought about something related to them, I instantly closed my eyes, and then turned over in irritation.

When I opened my eyes and looked at the sky again, I forced myself to drive those people and things out of my mind, and I didn't want to remember them anymore.

Really, when I look back on the past, I feel more regrets, shame, and unwillingness, although these things have passed for more than ten or twenty years, but they have not been completely relieved of this, I still care a little.

It was really a failure in the past.

Hehe, meditation doesn't seem to be supposed to be such a thing.

So I started to comfort myself again, or to make an excuse for myself to feel better, and it would be better if I could let go of it completely, but ...... It doesn't seem to work well. Then I began to force myself to think of something else, such as something that could move me, to feel emotional, to feel, but it turned out that I found that the past was really over, and those past were only in my mind, and I recalled those things but only recalled, and I couldn't find the feeling of excitement and excitement at that time, and those feelings of the year now became all sentences that could be said calmly and calmly.

I always thought I was a sensitive person, but now I find that I seem to be a bit ...... Cool thin. I don't know if it's a good word to use here, but I think it probably is.

The things that once kept me awake at night and couldn't sit still when I thought about it, the things that made me feel troubled were no longer much turbulent, and the things that once moved my heart and blood were surging became emotionless. I've also found that I'm becoming less and less moved now, and even if I'm moved, I quickly lose that upswing.

Ah, when I think about it, I suddenly realize that I seem to have a relatively high sensitivity to the feeling of anger, that's all.

Such a state of affairs seems to be completely out of step with the path of Light......

No...... Am I repenting?

But I ...... I didn't feel any remorse, I knew I had done something bad, I didn't do it right, but I didn't have much remorse.

I am no longer ashamed, no longer remorseful. What's wrong with me? In such a state, the Light seems to ...... You won't have any response from me.

Uther is a good man, he ...... Warm, friendly, loving, forgiving, I don't think any beautiful words of praise can be used on him. Such people are born to be chosen by the Light. And Tirio...... Tulayan......

And what about Dasuohan? Now he ...... I don't think that's the case anymore, so how did he become a paladin favored by the Holy Light?

At that time, he gave me the impression that he was tall, powerful and cold, and the word "not smiling" felt too light on him, anyway, he was the kind of person who was not easy to approach, and it was a little strange that such a person could let the holy light appear on him.

Could it be that there is a warm, friendly, benevolent heart that I can't see under his cold exterior?

I still know what kind of character Gavinrad is, I still recognize his temperament and character, although I still have a little prejudice against him, but this person is selfless and fair under the stern surface, I don't know whether he was a faithful believer in the Holy Light or not, but his character should be the fundamental reason why the Holy Light chose him.

And this guy Saidan Dasohan can't I see him now, and I can't think of him as having anything in common with Gavin Rad. He's trying to kill me.

What qualities do I have that will make the Light favor me?

This is the first time I have seriously thought about this question. But when I seriously reflected on myself, I felt that I had better forget it, and that the light of my faults might never favor me. But it's ......

Darien used his body as a lightning rod to destroy almost all the undead, and I survived. How did I survive? If Kel'thugad had used his magic to block the blow, how could I have survived?

And if my eyes were the result of the purification of the Holy Light, as they say, I should not be a good person now. Brave, friendly, kind, passionate, selfless...... Wait a minute! It's a great good person, and those ...... in my heart The filth should be completely gone.

Yes? That's right...... Is the squalor inside me gone?