Volume 5 The Return of the King 261 This life is in vain

Egwene left a lot of things in the world, not only magic, but also countless secrets. Some have already been solved by her, but there are also many that she is not capable of solving. The relics of Sargeras are one of them.

She had enough power at the time, it was the pinnacle of the pinnacle for humans, and until now she hadn't seen any magician with the talent and ability of hers, so she was both a little relieved and occasionally scared of that thing, she couldn't destroy it, but if someone found out and used it one day, she couldn't tell what the result would be.

I asked her if she had the ability to foresee the future with her powerful ability, and she said that it was because of this ability that she often felt afraid, and she knew that someone would reveal this secret in the future, but she still retained the illusion that this thing could be discovered and used by a good person.

I asked her if she knew who had taken it now, and she shook her head and said she didn't know, but she knew it was gone.

I told her that it had been taken by a Night Elf, but no one knew where it had gone. I asked her if she had told him these things after making Medivan the Guardian of the World, and she said that she didn't say it directly, that the book that recorded this secret was sealed in Karazhan by her, that Medivan should have read it when she grew up, that he should have known, and that she had written in the book that she wanted to keep this secret forever.

But Medivan ended up being a puppet.

Speaking of this, Egwen's face was very sad, she never expected that she would be taken advantage of. Sargeras played a big joke on her.

She said that she had spent a long time sorting through the messy fragments in my mind after perceiving my chaotic memories, and that she had sensed something strange and had returned to Karazhan to find out what was going on with Medivan, but when she was looking for him, she was surprised to perceive that the energy emanating from Medivan was the same as that of Sargeras.

Shocked, she chose to question Medivan and finally made a move with him, but at that time she was no longer a guardian, after giving birth to Medivan, she sealed most of her magic energy in Medivan's body, she hoped that when Medivan grew up, when he had enough strength, he would be able to discover the energy that was sealed, and he could make himself strong little by little like peeling an onion, without being hurt, but what she didn't expect was that Sargeras had already lurked in her body, And when he conceived Medivan, he transferred to Medivan.

I said if it was something that Madison had ever fallen into a coma.

She nodded, at that time, Medivan's rash awakening was actually the ghost of Sargeras, the demon released the energy of the seal, although Medivin was the child of her and another powerful magician, and perfectly inherited the talents of the two of them, but it was still too early for Medivan, which made his body faint because he couldn't bear it and fell into a state of suspended animation for a long time.

I asked her why she didn't help him since she knew, and she said that she couldn't help much, and she didn't need to help, she knew Medivan's talent, as long as he didn't die on the spot, he could adjust himself to recover, but it might take a long time, but once he woke up, he was the most powerful person in the world.

It's just that at the time, she didn't expect that it was not Medivan who had unraveled it, but Sargeras. In the years when Medivan was asleep, Sargeras gradually manipulated this body, that is to say, from the time Medivan woke up, the real Medivan was actually controlled by Sargeras, and sometimes the things he did were not done by Medivan, but by Sargeras guiding Medivan to do it. Including finding that orc world, contacting orcs, and guiding orcs into this world, this is all Sargeras's plan.

I asked her how she knew, and she said that when she went to confront Medivan, Sargeras appeared, and that Medivan was so powerful at that time that she almost sacrificed her life, but she only wounded Sargeras, and if she hadn't run fast, she would have died there.

I asked her if I would be affected if she died, and she looked at me and nodded slightly. I said that there were a few times when my body suddenly went out of control and lost strength completely, and she nodded and admitted it again.

I said that once in Lordaeron I met an imposter earl who had gone from the Stormwind Kingdom, and now I think about it as a dragon, and my body suddenly lost all power, and she looked at me with regret on her face and said that it was the time she went to find Medivan.

Since then, she has become weaker and weaker, and she has been on the verge of death several times, and the changes in my body can also be felt by the charm that is probably the reason.

I asked her if she had any other thoughts than to spy on me with this curse, and she smiled wryly and asked if I minded, and I smiled and shook my head and said I didn't mind, and even then I survived, until now.

I wanted to ask her if she had cast a curse on another magician back then, but I still didn't open my mouth when I saw her like this.

I asked her if she had found a way to find a remedy since she knew that Medivan had gone bad, and she said yes, and even she went back to Dalaran, and she wanted to go back to Dalaran to see if there were any harder people over there who could turn the tide, and the young man named Khadgar was one of them.

I looked at her in surprise and asked her what one of them was, and she said that she was willing to let Kenrito, the top of Dalaran, send someone to study with Medivan, and she also said that she was not very compatible with Medivan now, and Kenrito was suspicious of such a lie, but they still sent people, openly called apprentices, but behind the scenes, they were actually to spy on Medivan.

Egwen said that she was also under the surveillance of the Tirisphat Council, but she was so powerful that no one could contact her at the time, and later the Tirisphal Council was very angry and asked her to hand over the Guardian's Scepter and the Guardian's powers, but she was selfish at the time, and it was this selfishness that caused everything that followed. She chose a man, and together they conceived Medivan, and in order for Medivan to survive and live better, she brought the magician to this poor and closed place, far from the north.

She never mentioned the man's name, but I knew and remembered the man's name deeply, but now judging by her words, she didn't love the man at all, and the man was just a tool for her.

I couldn't help but feel a little uncomfortable thinking about this, but looking at her sad face, something else happened in my heart.

Hmph, in fact, it doesn't matter, as a person at the peak of power or ability, or a person at the center of the contradiction, using and being used are basic operations, and love is almost impossible for these people to exist, and even if it exists, it is extremely rare. Thinking about this, I feel a little relieved.

It doesn't matter if it's still a scene now, I feel like I have nothing to lose, and it's hard to find a woman who can work with me so much in bed that I forget a little bit.

I asked her if she had told Medivan about these things, and she shook her head, and she had gone to great lengths to piece together Medivan's soul so that she didn't have much ability anymore, she was now running out of oil and barely surviving, and the resurrected Medivan was a first-hand witness, and she didn't need to tell him many things, and the things that Medivan told her after waking up were basically similar to what she knew.

She said that being a guardian was the thing she regretted the most after living for so long, that she was carrying too many things, and that she was not only guarding the balance of the world, but also guarding those secrets, which was a very tiring job.

She asked me if I knew about Muradin. Brass Beard, I looked at her curiously and said that of course I do, but she sighed softly and said that Muradin's death had a direct connection with her.

Her words made my eyes widen and I said Muradin. Copperbeard was killed by Arthas, and she nodded and said that it was I who told their brother, Muradin, the news of the Northern Continent. Brass Beard with Brian. The Copperbeard brothers formed an explorer's guild, and they used to only travel around the continent, but after learning about the northern continent from her mouth, Muradin decided to go to the continent to see, if Brian wasn't with him at the time, it is estimated that both of them would have gone.

I said that when Muradin was in the northern continent, something very serious happened in Lordaeron.

She said that she knew that she was no longer capable of taking care of these things at that time, but she knew that there was powerful energy on the northern continent, and the energy contained under those magnificent buildings was not so simple. She has been in contact with the dwarves for many years, and she thinks that the dwarves are a relatively pure and resolute race, which is difficult to be seduced by evil, and the human will cannot be compared with humans, so after she told the news to King Magni, Muradin decided to go to the north to explore it himself, but he never expected that he would die in the north, or be killed by his own students.

She was so sad when she learned about it that she didn't dare to face King Magni.

I was stunned for a long time to hear her tell me about these things, but in order to comfort her, I still said that it was not her fault, she just wanted to make the world a better place, and she could only complain about the impermanence of the world.

Somehow, all of a sudden, I saw a sad look on her face that I had never seen before, a sadness similar to a dead heart. It's hard for me to associate her with the most powerful person in the world. At this time, she was simply sad and helpless in front of me...... Woman.

A weak woman who suddenly made me feel a little distressed.

I don't know why, this contrast made me suddenly ...... I really want to hug her and comfort her. If you want to say pitiful, there should be some, but ...... I feel like it's more about love.

Yes, it's love!

She said that she was tired, really tired, and now the changes in this world have exceeded her imagination, beyond her control, her time has long passed, and she has been abandoned by the times. Although she is indeed a little unwilling in her heart, she now understands that she can finally live like a person, a normal person.

There was a sentence in my mind that I dismissed that thought, so I should not ask such negative questions. But even though I chose not to ask, she brought it up.

She gently took my hand, then looked at the runes on my left arm, and when she said something and her fingers glowed slightly, I covered her mouth with my right hand, and then grabbed her right hand with my left hand.

She didn't resist, but waited quietly for me to let go.

"I'll wipe this mark off for you." She said.

I smiled and hugged her tighter in my arms, I held her hand and said, "No need, this is the most valuable mark you have left me, there will be no one in this world who can have such a privilege except me, no matter what it is, but it can let me know that through it I can feel you, and you ...... You should be able to sense me, too! ”

"But I'm dead...... You ......"

I pinched her mouth to stop her from continuing, "It's okay! I said, "I have already died once, and there is nothing to fear from dying again." ”

"But I want you to live, live well."

"I'm content now." I greedily sniffed her scent.

"I've lived long enough that I've forgotten how long I've lived." She said.

I had this question in mind, and now I have the answer.

"Only now do I feel happy, I feel the greatest meaning of my life, I will not be eternal, I will die, eternity is not a blessing on me, but a curse, for hundreds of years, or centuries...... I'm living with a curse, I'm not happy! ”

"Now this happiness makes me feel that life should be like this, and I am very satisfied, even if I come to the end of my life now, I think it is worth it." She snuggled her head into my arms as she spoke, "Thank you, Mason, thank you." ”