What is the most important thing in a person's life, the vast majority of people do not count.

Some people say that making money, enough money can solve all problems, and if you ask him how much money is enough, people who have never seen money and live at the bottom of society will say millions, tens of millions, hundreds of millions or even more the merrier.

Some people say that if you are healthy, you are not afraid of earning less, but you are afraid of dying early. Hmph, in this era of no social welfare, health can only be a wish.

Some people say that getting married and having children will pass on the family lineage. Well...... None of these answers are correct. These answers are very much in line with his cognitive and social status at this moment.

But in fact, as a human being, the most important and most difficult thing is to know what you really are.

In layman's terms, it is...... Know yourself, know yourself, know yourself deeply, and then grasp yourself.

To grasp the word must be before knowing. And all the actions are in line with his perception.

Very few people in their teens and twenties can know themselves, not to mention knowing themselves, people who can find their own interests and hobbies and continue to develop are absolutely rare. It's pure people.

The other is a late bloomer.

Although I don't know what I am, or how many pounds and taels I have, it doesn't affect eating, sleeping, shitting, and farting, how can I not live a lifetime? But once the person knows what he is, he can often live more smoothly, or calmly, understandably, comfortably, or ...... Succeed.

Do you know what you are? Most people don't think about this problem in their lives, maybe when they suddenly incur major setbacks and disasters in their ordinary lives, they will think more or less about what they are because this difficulty is difficult to overcome, how many pounds and taels they have, and only then will they imagine how capable they are, what they can do, and what kind of degree they will reach in the future.

And the sooner you know what you are, the sooner you understand yourself, the easier it is for you to find the skills you are good at, the direction of life, and the hunch ...... Approximate future. Whether it is the rise or fall of a career, the harmony of a family, the development of children, the continuation of health, the smooth and healthy health of parents, etc......

And myself......

Who am I, what am I doing, what am I going to do, what am I trying to do, why am I doing this, what are the benefits of doing this, what are the consequences, what goals should I have. All of a sudden, I remembered this question again......

yes, I'm back to square one, right?

Again, these questions are addressed.

What is my goal. Wow...... So what is your purpose in life? What do you live for? You're alive...... What is the significance? The protagonists, the protagonists, the heroes in the story, they all have a predetermined approximation, you know, you know, you can imagine, the author tells you...... Future!

You'll know what happens to the heroes of the story, like Anduin. Lothar for Lordaeron! For example, Arthas seized power in order to kill his father. Another example is Sal for the tribe.

These heroes seem to ...... have found their own purpose and direction. In the first half of their lives, the foreshadowing of the story is to have a climax in the later story, what did he do, what did he do for, he had a lofty goal and fought for it! You can see the rest of his life at a glance from the very beginning of the story.

Belch...... Everyone is the protagonist of his life and the protagonist of his life story. So you ...... Know...... What will you do in your future story, what will your goals be, what will your expectations be, what are you sure you can control in life?

I seem to ...... I don't know what I'm for.

Do you think that's weird?

Yes! Look, there's a fool here! He didn't even know what his future holds! Ha! He can't even control his future! He can't be like anyone, look at whoever is who, life is magnificent, life is ups and downs, life can sing and cry.

Well...... I really want to ask you, do you want your life to be full of ups and downs, ups and downs, twists and turns, nine deaths, and a lifetime? Have you ...... so far? What is the greatest disaster that has ever been experienced?

You...... How many more disasters like this would you like to experience? Or...... than these setbacks and disasters...... It's a little harder...... How many more points is difficult, or how many notches is it to go up?

I have lived until now, and suddenly I realized that the past no longer expects to be magnificent and ...... How bumpy and frustrating it is to think that Nine Deaths is handsome and no longer willing to tell the story of the past.

It just feels flat, even if it comes out of my mouth, it won't be as excited as when I was young, and I will emphasize it like that, for fear that others will not empathize, for fear that others will not listen, for fear that others will have different opinions.

It doesn't matter, but what makes me feel upset is that I'm suddenly told now...... I still have things to do. And it's something I don't want to accept.

Hmph, I don't like to be forced.

I've lived through those things until now, I'm a participant, but ...... More like a bystander.

Do you feel like I'm not very involved? Or...... It's not as it should be.

As someone who has also worked for a living, a person who has participated in and even presided over some things in Stormwind City, when I recall those pasts, I really feel that I am just a bystander, even if I am involved, even if I also lead some things, but why do I only feel like a bystander when I think about it now, obviously I have experienced it, but in my heart I am not excited at all, I don't feel that the memories are so good, it is so evocative.

What was it for when you were young? In order to sleep with more women, for money, for face, for status, and ...... To stay alive.

And then it's just for ...... To live is to live. And then for the sake of ...... Job? Task? I don't know what I'm for...... Anyway, that's it, and then I make my own choice. For what exactly? For justice! For whom, whoever! For what a great goal! I'm going to work hard!

Yes...... I'm sorry, I don't seem to have a goal. Step by step, my identity, my career, my ability, my job, if I have to sublimate it again, it is mine...... Liability.

Hmph, fuck your responsibility.

I'm sorry, but you're a responsible person.

When I think about it, my goal seems to be a transient existence, a persistent absence. I'm just relying on what little bit of my ability to mess with my own life. I think that's the best summary of my life so far.

What am I for? I really have a clear goal, a heartfelt and a strong desire for ...... Want to do something?

There were.

Can't say no...... Why did I try to run back from the north? In order to...... Ally? I'm sorry...... I...... Now that I think about it, I seem to ...... I've kind of forgotten how much I loved and missed her back then. The only thing I can remember now is that I knew something big was going to happen and I wanted to change something. But I have this ability, this level, this character, this character...... I think it's a bit amazing to keep me alive.

Why can't I be as smart and superhuman, charismatic, exquisite, and clever as the people in the story, turning clouds and clouds, and covering clouds and mountains with fog, that's simply ...... It's God!

Ah...... How can I change my life?

Gee...... I found that I couldn't change it. I...... I think with my wisdom, this is already the limit.

Later I ...... I've been through so much, is it all what I want?

Why can't I dominate history, why can't I reshape history, why do I live as a person with no bright spots, mediocrity, inaction, insignificance?

I was ambitious back then, and I felt like I had a lot of potential, and I think I was going to be ......

At that time, I was not convinced by anyone, I thought that I would definitely become a billionaire in the future, a beautiful woman with a fragrant car, a villa and a manor, and I thought it would be no problem to be the overlord of a country.

Don't look at me now, I must be like that in the future...... I'm sure I'll be able to mix it up in the future, and I'm going to have a lot of promise in the future...... I'm just not talented now, I just haven't made a lot of effort now, I don't care about those powerful and rich people to get rich and promoted, I don't take them seriously at all, what I have now is time, I'm so young and so talented, I think I'm just ...... How can I say it, I will definitely not be able to do it in the future.

But now I'm ...... I don't think so.

What about you?

You're still holding on to your ...... back then Belch...... Dreams? It's still ...... Dreams?

Well...... Regrets?

Tsk, I'm ...... Oh, I don't feel sorry anymore. I used to have it, but now I don't regret it. I think that's what it's called...... Fate!

So...... I'm indifferent to what happened in the past...... So be it. As for the future I envision now...... I want to be with that woman, I feel like I want to have a partner, I think about her, not like that, but a kind of uncontrollable, a kind of peace of mind. I've really had enough of those magnificent waves, I don't look forward to it at all, I don't want to fight anymore, I don't want to charge anymore. I came into this world...... I feel like I've made my contribution and I've proven the value of my existence...... Albeit......

Hehe......

I wanted to make everything dull, I wanted to continue to watch the world change, to see the vicissitudes of the world, but I didn't want to participate anymore, and I suddenly remembered the hermit in the Tirisphahl woodland, his name was Guntel Acanus. He has lived longer than me, he has more experience than me, and I think his choice is the right one.

But when I learned from the mouth of this ugly fellow that I couldn't seem to stop as I wanted...... I'm very angry.

I hate being forced.

And it tells me...... I'm in league with them!

Ha, I think it's an insult to me. It's trying to woo me, well, or trick me.

That's right, demagoguery!

But what value do I need it to bewitch personally?

It occurred to me ...... There are a lot of people I should think of, but the only one I can remember now is Egwene, who told me that there was something abnormal in my body.

Many people will be attracted to me, not because of how handsome my face is, but because of a kind of scrutiny and doubt. I really don't know what I'm backing for, what Void Shadow, what Shadow Child...... If I had before, I might have thought it was a little powerful, a little mysterious, a little tricky, a little ...... Expect.

But I just think it's troublesome now, if this guy looks a little better, even if he becomes a female orc, I can accept a female dwarf, but the way this thing looks tells me that I'm in the same league with it, and I just feel disgusting when I tell it that I can't still have an inextricably linked relationship with each other!

That's what I really think.

I don't care about the future, the twilight, the apocalypse, the mess. It's like one year when someone said that the end of the world was coming, but then there was no, and the plague came! The world wants this and that, but that's what happened in the end.

So I don't care anymore, even if I'm dead, I don't feel wronged at my current level, this is fate, in this world...... My life is nothing.

I'm comfortable with this, but what I can't accept is being manipulated by this kind of thing.

I don't like it, psychologically.

Yes...... That's right. I've got a goal!

Yes, I have a goal. My goal is to get rid of this thing, get rid of it as quickly as possible, and kill it as far away as possible. The reason is not complicated...... I hate it, I hate being choreographed!