I slept a lot and woke up at six o'clock in the evening. Asked Qu Erhei to come out for a drink, and the two of us went to Xiaoximen to prepare beer and skewers.

Qu Erhei came up and poured me a glass of wine: "You hurry up and punish yourself!"

"What's wrong with me?"

"You said the wrong thing during the day. How can it be said that Yi Jianlian is cowardly? He is the idol that Concubine Yi just added to me. You said that he coaxed, which reminded me of my own cowardice. ”

Well, since it comes to the sad place of the brothers, let's drink it quickly!!

This is a string shop opened by a northeasterner, the store is not big, there is a small private room on the kang, and there are about five or six tables on the ground. In order to relieve Qu Erhei's sorrows, I booked a small room. The huts are full, most of them are men, everyone drinks beer, blows cowhides, and his mutton is small skewers of pure and pure, and the taste is particularly positive, but it is a little smaller. Qu Erhei shouted, I want two waists and two chests! At first glance, I am used to eating skewers in the Northeast, and I order the dishes authentically.

"Xing Genzheng, you are a good brother. You brought me home today. Really, I used to be in my hometown, and I used to play with friends in the ice and snow on the night of the twenty-eighth year. We often have a skewer street there, and there is a saying that there is nothing that cannot be solved with one skewer, and if there is, it is two. Later, Changchun's skewers were on TV, which is the tip of China, and these skewer shop owners are even more ferocious. ”

"I know, aren't you old girls wearing mink and garlic on the side?"

"Haha. Okay, you! I'll serve you! ”

After a few drinks, Qu Erhei's face began to turn red, and he asked me, "Xing Genzheng, are you drinking with your father?"

"I'm afraid of my dad, who drinks outside, and usually quits drinking when he comes home, playing a good boy."

"You're not old. After 25, you and your father will suddenly cross paths again. It's that when I was a child, I played with him, and when I went to school, I changed to play with my brother, and my brother got married and broke up, and you suddenly found that you could still have an intersection with your father, but at this time, your father was both familiar and unfamiliar, so the best thing was wine. But there are not many opportunities, only during the New Year's holidays, can you have a drink with the old man. Since then, every time you can know about some dad's past, you suddenly find that their youth is no worse than ours. ”

"What do you tell your father?"

"Don't look at drinking with you, it's all me talking. But I don't usually talk about drinking with my dad. Because I knew that was the only chance he had to talk. After that meal, he would fall into silence, working, working, working. Just like a lot of dads. ”

"What did your uncle tell you?"

"When it comes to his dreams when he was young, it shouldn't be called. It's called blowing. Boasting about his excellence back then, and blowing every time he drank wine, he made the most money among his peers, and the first one realized his dream of 10,000 yuan. Blow him brave, fight fires and save people, blow that he has good interpersonal relationships, so-and-so is in the agency, and so-and-so is the boss. But in fact, after so many years, the money earned is always not enough, and those so-called interpersonal relationships are often mentioned, and they never come to anyone. But the so-called brute courage never changes, never thinks about himself, and when he encounters danger, he is a top. Then in the end, he finally saved his son, and his skull was broken. ”

"Qu Erhei, don't take kindness as hatred. You shouldn't blame your uncle. ”

"Xing Genzheng, you really can't understand. If you remember kindness, that kind of pressure is like Wuzhi Mountain. But you're right, one cannot be ungrateful. But it has to be fought like a balanced thing, which is hate. It's not pleasant, it's uncomfortable, it's troublesome, so that you can feel comfortable. ”

"If you do this, you and your uncle will be uncomfortable. When we were young, they helped us achieve our dreams. When they are old, we will go and make their dreams come true. I also know that our older generation is the generation that made a deal with the next generation with their dreams, they buried their dreams, got married early, and raised us. ”

"My dad's dream was to be a soldier."

"No wonder uncle always saves people."

"Actually, it was a heroic dream. It's like people like Hollywood superheroes these days. But now that he's old, I don't even know how to repay him. I'm not too young anymore, shouldn't I bury my dreams like him? Spread it down. I really don't know. ”

"You want to get married?"

"I don't know. I just feel that the dreams of generations are like dominoes, one down, and another down. But I really love to sing, but I know that I can't be a singer in my life. Then I should get married, with whom?? ”

"Isn't it Concubine Yi?"

"Brother, it's you who is drunk, not me. Not me. Concubine Yi, how do you teach me how to deal with it? She was still a child, and maybe she would go home to school after discovering that the outside world was not fun. Her family is in Fujian, can I marry her across most of China? In a few years, when she grows up, she has been adrift like you and me for a long time and wants to go home, can I follow her to the stone bridge in Xiamen for a walk? ”

"Don't you really like Concubine Yi?"

"I like it, I like it so much that I forget my net worth and my life, and I always want to elope with her. But what to do? We are ten years apart, and I'm afraid of losing! ”

Qu Erhei has drunk too much, and he has always called him laughing haha and is not serious. People didn't expect him to face so many difficulties.

"Xing Genzheng, why do you say people are always trapped? Concubine Yi was only eighteen, and when she was trapped in the elevator that day, I asked her what she was afraid of? She said it was a predicament and she couldn't get relief. At first I thought she was talking about the elevator as her predicament, but then I thought she was saying something more confusing to her, maybe after a year here, she already had plans to change. But I didn't dare to ask her, I was afraid that the answer was something different? Really, unbearable. ”

"Oops! It's all the same. We are all young, who does not aspire to a more demanding life. Wangcheng in the countryside, Wangdi Capital in a small city. The imperial capital may also

Longing for Europe and the United States. ”

"So—by the way, why did you spend more than 2,000 yuan on such an expensive suit? What kind of day do you yearn for? ”

"I was brainwashed by our marketing teacher. He told us a story. said that there were two young people who went to Europe together. Soon the money was going to run out, but I still couldn't find a job. One of the young men couldn't bear it anymore and bought a plane ticket to return home. The other option was to gamble, buy a top-of-the-line suit with the last money, go to the platinum office area, and meet the boss of Armani in three minutes on the elevator, and get a chance to survive in the PUBG. ”

"And then?"