Somehow tonight, Shen Yue suddenly mentioned Sun Quan and asked her how the follow-up was?

Tan Chuwei felt a little "inexplicable", follow-up? What's the follow-up? "I was politely rejected, and there was no follow-up."

"That's it?"

"Or else?" She asked rhetorically. Walk through the cloakroom with your phone inside.

"It may have been strange to know what I was thinking from a long time ago. Because I feel that love is the spice of life, not a necessity. ”

Shen Yue on the other end of the phone was stunned when he heard it, and originally thought that there would be follow-up gossip, "Why do you have such an idea?" ”

She stood there, looking at the ornaments on one wall with some distress, so difficult to choose, "Isn't it?" I'm also a girl.,I like to read some novels and see some broken mirrors to reunite childhood sweethearts.,But life is not a novel.。

You and I are one of the many beings, we are not the protagonists of this world, of course it is good to meet someone who loves and knows each other, but if not, don't you have to go on?

I was born and grew up not only to know and love a man, I was born under the red flag and grew up in the spring breeze, I live and have my own lofty ambitions, I have my own things I want to do, I work hard for my ambitions to further my studies and maximize my value.

I know I don't have a lot of emotional intelligence, but I don't regret it. When I meet someone I like, I try to hit a straight ball, and at this time I am ready to accept the outcome. If you refuse, you will refuse, and it is good to digest it silently, otherwise what can I do, what should I do, and use power to suppress and engage in a drama of forcible seizure in the novel?

What I want is emotional resonance and interconnection, not trapping someone around me and priding on my deep feelings.

Even if I really love someone to the core, if he doesn't love me, what can I do? Be generous and wish him happiness, be selfish and scold a dog for being lonely and old, that's enough.

Loving someone is not a sin, it is not a crime, and vice versa. ”

This was the first time Shen Yue heard this kind of remarks, and he was a little shocked, and he stammered when he said it.

"Weiwei, you, just, how to say, the impact is a bit big."

Tan Chu smiled slightly, amplified the sound of the mobile phone on the table, and fiddled with the jewelry, the old birthday banquet, she couldn't be laughed at.

Standing there, she represents the Tan family.

"Poisoned by fiction? What do you think I'm going to do? If the confession fails, suppress him, and even do something illegal for a man's so-called love? No, and there is no need. ”

She tried on a huge and gorgeous diamond necklace, this cold touch, she looked at her exaggerated self in the mirror and shook her head, and put it back in the box.

The person on the phone also heard some jingling sounds, but she didn't care, "Weiwei, what are your ambitions?" ”

"Complete the R&D and marketing of new drugs." Tan Chuwei blurted out without hesitation, and as he spoke, he took out a red jade chain and looked it up and down.

This looks good, but it seems that the style is a bit old, and it doesn't match the small dress.

New drug development? "That's going to make a lot of money, right?"

Money? Tan Chuwei put down the jadeite, and finally fell in love with a small diamond chain, with a tassel to look good but not exaggerated, she picked up the chain around her neck and gestured, looking in the mirror The effect is good.

That's it. This is still a set, a necklace, matching long tassel fine diamond earrings, and a bracelet. A complete set is convenient, and there is no need to match, perfect. "Perhaps, but in my opinion, the value behind the research and development of drugs is not the benefit, diseases of the nervous system have always been a medical problem, if our new drug is successful, it will be a breakthrough in the medical field, and it will save countless people around the world. Those families who have been sentenced to death still have a chance to live.

You don't know that when I followed my mentor to visit those ICU and HDU patients, maybe the last time I went they seemed to be fine, and it didn't take long for them to fall into a coma with tubes and ventilators, and they came to the end of their lives, they were gone, maybe they were freed, but their families couldn't get out of this life. ”

As she spoke, she remembered a person.

The memory goes back to a few years ago, when she was still a clinical major, and the tutor deliberately persuaded her to change her major, and it was that sister who really made her make up her mind, "I once met an eighteen-year-old sister, and after many years, I still can't forget her, she is so good-looking." She was really the best-looking girl I've ever seen, and she was diagnosed that year just after she was admitted to the university of her dreams.

The first time I saw her, she was helped downstairs by her mother in a hospital gown to bask in the sun, and the sun hit her, and at that moment I seemed to see a fairy.

The second time I saw her, she fell into a coma, and her body was swollen in a circle, so swollen that a light press on her skin could leave a mark, a small pit. She was lying there like that, and there was even liquid seeping out of her skin that wet the nursing pads on the sheets, and her mother was crying while changing the nursing pads.

The third time I saw her, I stood by and watched the various doctors and directors resuscitating her, and I pulled out the electrocardiogram of the last straight line. She's gone, I've only seen her three times, and I'll never forget it in my life. ”

Maybe she will remember these heavy three sides for the rest of her life.

"Is there no other way? Surgery? There must be someone who can do such an operation. ”

She once asked Mentor Ludwig this question, and she didn't understand why such a good and beautiful person died so undignified in the end without fighting the disease.

"Yes, there are several masters in the country and even the world who are somewhat sure of this aspect of surgery. But even if a doctor doesn't eat or drink 24 hours a day, he can perform at most two such surgeries, and countless patients are waiting for their lives, even if they keep doing it all their lives, how many people can they save? And how many people can't wait for that time at all, can't wait to get on the operating table. ”

This is not a minor operation, and the chief professor in a room can only do one operation to save one patient from morning to night. "You mean medicine is the only way out?" Shen Yue was a little ignorant.

"No, I only know that doctors have limited energy, and this level of surgery is not something that can be started after watching a few games, and even if the drug cannot cure the serious disease, at least it can delay the progression of their disease.

We develop drugs to avoid the operating table for mild cases and the operating table for severe cases. ”

"Sounds great, but it's actually difficult, right? It's hard to think about. ”

"yes." Tan Chuwei sighed, "The end of this road is not necessarily a broad road. But the road must be full of thorns. How many seniors have been trapped in it for more than ten years, and I don't know if I can succeed. But I know I won't regret it. ”