In the private room.

Zhang Chunfang hasn't arrived yet, so this has become a space for Pei Yun and Nangong Qianrong to be alone.

On weekdays, Pei Yun and Nangong Qianrong rarely have the opportunity to be alone.

In this regard, Pei Yun doesn't care, it is Nangong Qianrong who suffers.

Girlish feelings are always poetry.

The girl's poetic hazy purity, maintaining romantic and beautiful feelings, or sadness, or joy, are all from the heart.

In fact.

This sentence is inappropriate to describe Nangong Qianrong.

Nangong Qianrong is a famous prostitute in Wenxianglou, and she is more involved in the world's big dye vat than other women.

She has been painted in a variety of colors.

What has not yet been impregnated with worldly ideas is all a joke for her.

What kind of girl to use to describe her is not rigorous enough.

But.

Is it really the wrong word?

If you are facing someone else, this sentence should not appear.

But when facing Pei Yun, Nangong Qianrong's feelings are the same as poetry.

For Pei Yun, Nangong Qianrong is as hazy and pure as poetry.

and Pei Yun, Nangong Qianrong maintains romantic and beautiful feelings.

Led by Pei Yun, Nangong Qianrong will be sad or happy, all from her heart.

This is explained by the fact that the heart belongs.

Nangong Qianrong was impregnated by secular concepts, and was changed into a variety of colors, and she was more involved in the worldly dye vat than other women.

It's just that.

She never really opened up to anyone......

In fact, this sentence is not entirely true, there is still someone in her heart, and that person is a Chu barbarian slave.

She likes Chu Mannu, yes, that's the one who likes it.

She originally thought that she hated men.

In fact, in Wenxianglou, she hates all men.

It wasn't until Pei Yun appeared that things became different.

Originally, she was just following Chu Mannu's wishes.

Whatever Chu Mannu wants her to do, she will do.

But then, she found out that there was such a man who had the appearance of him in her heart.

And what made Nangong Qianrong really feel tortured was.

On that day, Chu Mannu and Pei Yun were really together.

Since then, there have always been images in her mind that make her empathize.

Such a psychology is.

Two people you like are together with each other, what about yourself, how do you place them, and where is your own position.

Nangong Qianrong was looking at Pei Yun, there were very few opportunities to be alone like this, and the number of times she could look at Pei Yun like this was also very rare.

If it is said that in the eyes of a lover, it can really come out of Xi Shi.

Nangong Qianrong looked at Pei Yun's feeling at this time, and this was probably the case.

Fall yourself for a man.

This is the behavior of a nymphomaniac.

But, isn't it nice to have a man who can turn himself into a nymphomaniac?

Being watched by Nangong Qianrong, Pei Yun felt that he had to find a topic.

"Are you hungry, then I'll order something to eat first."

Is it hungry, if it is said that it is hungry, Nangong Qianrong is also hungry for Pei Yun.

If she really wants to eat something, Nangong Qianrong wants to eat Pei Yun.

Such an opportunity to be alone is really rare, such an opportunity must be seized, Nangong Qianrong finally spoke: "I have always wanted to ask Childe, does Childe think I am not worthy." ”

The reason for the unworthiness is:

A woman in a green house is synonymous with dirtiness in the eyes of outsiders.

Even if he is a famous prostitute, he has made men flock to him.

Such a feeling can indeed make people flutter to the point of forgetfulness.

But there are things that can't be changed.

At the moment when she became a woman in the green house.

I have to face the strange gaze of the world.

On his body, there are stains that cannot be washed away for a lifetime.

And indirectly leads to the psychology of inferiority.

If you don't deserve two words, you just look down on yourself.

Pei Yun: "Why do you say that, you think I look down on you?" ”

Nangong Qianrong bit her lip with her teeth: "I don't know what Childe thinks of me, I only know that Childe didn't really accept me, as for the reason, it can only be that Childe dislikes me like this." ”

Pei Yun was silent, and then his expression became more serious, he felt that there were things that should be made clear, although such a topic was a bit difficult to talk about, but it was better than having a gap between each other.

"I have a question for you, how do you feel that the person you like is the same gender as yourself."

Nangong Qianrong was surprised and wanted to deny it, but she couldn't say it.

Pei Yun: "I don't mean anything else, I respect your choice, I just want you to understand what you want, you don't have to do things against your will, there's nothing unworthy, disgust, I just don't like this." ”

Only then did Nangong Qianrong know that he knew that he had Chu Manslave in his heart.

He didn't even tell Chu Mannu about this, but he could know it.

He said he just didn't like it.

What I don't like is.

He had a Chu barbarian slave in his heart, and he expressed his desire in front of him.

Oh, yes.

Who would like an unfaithful woman.

Even if he has a Chu barbarian slave in his heart, he is a woman.

In essence, I am wavering in my feelings.

Such people are the most abominable.

Nangong Qianrong felt that she was ridiculous and shameful......

She couldn't help but redden, but she didn't cry.

It's yourself who is wrong, and what right do you have to cry.

At this moment, she was at war with heaven and man in her heart.

Pei Yun asked, what he wanted.

So what do you want?

In my heart, it hurts to tear, because I want it all.

Oh, yes.

I just don't deserve it, I want to be disliked.

It is different from the previous unworthiness and dislike, which used to refer to identity.

Nowadays, it refers to the matter of facing feelings.

For a moment, the private room was quiet.

On the contrary, some people can't sit still.

It's Luo Wenqing and Zhong Minghong.

They were not in the private room, but they could hear the conversation between Pei Yun and Nangong Qianrong.

It's not really clear, but it's all heard.

As far as they heard the conversation, they were puzzled at first, and after trying to understand, they were shocked.

Luo Wenqing: "What do you mean by this, do you ...... Won't put ......"

Zhong Minghong: "Maybe, it's really very possible, he is a good man." ”

Yes.

That's what they thought after listening to the conversation.

It's not unbelievable that they would have such thoughts.

You know, they didn't know that it was Nangong Qianrong who was talking to Pei Yun, they regarded Nangong Qianrong as a scholar,

Pei Yun is a man, and the scholar is also a man.

There was such a conversation between them, which made people listen to it, and naturally thought of the matter of being a good man.

Although Luo Wenqing and Zhong Minghong didn't understand it all.

It can be analyzed from what they can understand.

The scholar said that he was unworthy and disgusted.

I also said that Childe didn't really accept me.

Pei Yun said, how do you think that the person you like is the same gender as yourself.

Again, I respect your choice.

It's all men, and it's not a good man to have such a conversation.