I pulled my father's cold arms, and the whole person instantly knelt on the ground weakly, and the warm palms gently wiped away the tears from my cheeks.

"Dad...... Father...... I was wrong, is it okay for you to come back...... I was really wrong...... "I just knelt on the ground, and my heart was about to be hollowed out."

At this time, Lin Tian and Ren Yun also rushed over when they heard the news, and when Lin Tian saw my father's white and purple face, the whole person was stunned.

"How...... How could this be, I was fine when I went to see him the day before yesterday, how could he suddenly die? Lin Tian didn't seem to believe what he was seeing, so he walked quickly to my side, grabbed my dad's neckline, and pulled his whole body up from the bed.

At this time, Pei Jingyao suddenly stood up and wanted to step forward to stop her, and Ren Yun on the side suddenly appeared beside Pei Jingyao without knowing when, and said with a solemn face: "My master is very sad now, so please don't touch him." ”

I slowly picked up from the ground, looking at my father, who was already half of his body caught by Lin Tian, I don't know what's wrong, the ghost made a god pull Pei Jingyao behind me, and quickly lowered his body forward, Ren Yun didn't have time to stop me, my left hand was already on Lin Tian's neck.

"Why did my dad commit suicide, you went to see my dad, my dad died, what did you tell him?" My eyes were red, my whole brain was like being directly inserted by a sharp blade, it was torn apart, I can even feel my anger rising now, my dad will not commit suicide, he said last time that he will definitely behave well in it and strive to come out early, but less than a month after this sentence was spoken, he committed suicide?

"Ye Ze, stop, I asked Jiang Lin, your dad did kill himself, when he found him, his hands and mouth were full of some antidepressant drugs, this drug can lower blood pressure, arrhythmia, if you take too much, it will cause cardiac arrest, he has depression, so he will carry this medicine with him, Ye Ze, that's your teacher, hurry up and let go." Gu Bei suddenly appeared outside the door of the mortuary, followed by everyone in our department, shouting at me.

I looked up, with tears in my eyes, and slowly removed my left hand from Lin Tian's neck, and then, I stepped forward and slowly lowered my dad's body from Lin Tian's hand, and a white shroud still slowly fell on my dad's cheek.

I walked past Gu Bei and them step by step with tears in my eyes, and the sky ...... Eventually, it collapsed.

According to our rules here, the corpse should be placed in the mourning hall for three days, so I didn't say a word, and stayed with my dad for three days and three nights in the mourning hall.

I reached out and stroked the freezer in front of me, he was lying in it like this, his lips had been completely cracked by the ice, it was hard for me to imagine that the man lying in it was my dad.

Tears came out of my eyes again, I was like a child abandoned by the whole world, they didn't want me anymore, did they think I was useless, did they think that after thirteen years, I still couldn't solve the knot in everyone's hearts, so they gave up on me and threw me into this world.

"Dad, do you have to punish me with death? You get up and scold me, you get up and beat me, it's like you beat me when you were a child, I don't fight back, I really don't fight back...... As long as you get up, you get up, I'll take you home, I'll take you to find the murderer, it's okay for you to get up, don't sleep......" I looked at my father's face gently, although I had asked the mortuary to help him put on makeup in advance, but that face was still white and scary.

Three days passed quickly, Guo Yongjia and Pei Jingyao have been accompanying me in the family lounge, as well as Lin Tian and Zhong Li, all the aftermath of my father was handled by them, to be honest, from the beginning I was suspicious of the relationship between the three of them, Lin Tian bowed to my father on the top of the mourning hall, and he was even more remorseful, I didn't see this man cry, but at that moment, tears fell from between his eyes.

I personally sent my dad away, and took my dad out of the cold frozen coffin, and then put it in the coffin, it was Guo Yongjia and I who were doing it, until we entered the crematorium, I was stunned and didn't shed a single tear, because I think my dad watched me go happily, yes, maybe this is a relief for him, he was sentenced to fifteen years, only a year has passed, I can hardly imagine how his life is inside, but it must be unhappy, he even has a son like me, his heart must be very painful, I remember, I scolded him for being a waste, scolding him in front of everyone, he was a man who loved face, but when I said these two words, he didn't use a single word to refute it.

Standing in front of my dad's tombstone, my vision slowly began to blur, and after three bows, I fell to the ground uncontrollably.

Pei Jingyao said, this time I slept for a long time, everyone thought I was dead, no matter how I screamed, I couldn't wake up, and in the end, the doctor said that I just fainted temporarily, and everyone was relieved.

When I woke up again, it had been two days and two nights, I touched my forehead, it was very hot, and my hands were still infusion, I moved my fingers, turned my head to look, Pei Jingyao was sleeping on the side of my bed at this time, I didn't dare to alarm her, I just took a coat from the cup and put it on her body.

"Hmm...... Are you awake? "Maybe my movements were too big and woke her up, and when she saw me wake up, she subconsciously took my hand and asked me if I was hungry and what I wanted to eat, I shook my head slightly, saying that I didn't want to eat anything, I wasn't hungry.

Actually, how could I not be hungry, but I just didn't want to eat anything, I didn't have an appetite, maybe I was too hungry.

"Okay, don't be sad, uncle will definitely watch you in the sky, after all, no parent doesn't want their children to live well, Ye Ze, I believe you will definitely be able to come out." Pei Jingyao took my arm, showed a warm smile, and then slowly put the back of my hand on her cheek.

I forced a smile from the corners of my mouth, and then said, "When you are in the mortuary, why do you want to go up to stop Lin Tian? You know, even I can't beat him. ”

She touched my forehead, then took out a thermometer from the cabinet next to me and put it under my tongue, and said, "Because that is someone who is particularly important to you, I know that Lin Tian will be very sad if you do this." ”

I don't know why, after hearing this sentence, a trace of warmth suddenly rose in my heart, at this moment, I really believe that even if the whole world betrays me, there is someone who will stand by my side resolutely.

The time in the hospital flies quickly, every day someone sends me this and that, Guo Yongjia, Gu Bei, Yang Yifa and Li Mingyu They will come over from time to time to talk to me, I know what they are worried about, but it won't, it has happened, even if I regret it, even if I exchange my life, I can't get my dad back, so I can only choose to accept it.

I sat on the hospital bed for a long, long time, thinking about why my dad committed suicide, and I subconsciously felt that my dad's death was not so simple, and it was even very likely that he did not commit suicide at all, but he killed him.

Because I have never thought of a reason for him to commit suicide, since the last time Lin Tian sent me to him to see him, I used to see him more and more frequently, his good and bad, will tell me, so I have always felt that his depression has been much better recently, where do you know that he will suddenly commit suicide?

I consulted Pei Jingyao, and she also felt very strange after listening to my account, saying that my dad's state at that time was completely free from taking antidepressant drugs.

He is my dad, I know him best, he is a person who does not like to take medicine, so every time he gets sick, he carries it by himself, so since I was a child, I have never seen any medicine in our family, so many pills go down together...... Even if he were to commit suicide, he would not choose this way.