"I know you're wondering, it's not just you who you want to know, even I want to know who I am, but I really don't know who I am, so I have a headache, why haven't I ever told my mother about it for so many years? That's because I can't give her a good explanation at all, because even I don't understand who I am, so how can I explain it to my mother, so over the years she thinks I'm not filial, she just thinks I'm disobedient, but she doesn't know that I'm having nightmares, and the whole person is cowering in the corner in fear. ”

Ototake sighed too, now he said that everything was pale and weak, but he also told the secret of his own heart.

Only then did his heart temporarily ease now, and it was not as scarred as before.

"How is that possible? It's impossible, if you saved Liu Qing'er, is it now that I'm the only one still with the shameless abyss? ”

Xiao Yu raised her head and looked at the man in front of her with a puzzled expression.

"I don't know, I don't know, because my clips are all paragraph by piece, I don't know how you died at all, I have the impression that since I rescued you, I have hugged you so affectionately."

Ototake said slowly, and then his mind returned to the dream.

It was when he was 10 years old, he walked on the remote path, looked at the fish in the pond and became curious, because he fished in the palace, so many times he did not catch a fish, and was ridiculed by others, this time following the man out, he saw this empty ancestral hall, where he could practice his hands well.

At a young age, he didn't even have any equipment, and when he looked at the huge pond, he was not afraid at all.

He took off his pants and his coat, threw them on the ground, wearing only a thin pair of bottoms, and went into the cold pond.

When the cold water wantonly kissed and wet his body, his heart was infinitely angry.

He remembered the cynicism he had suffered in the palace again, why did everyone else have a biological mother? Everyone else has a mother to care for, but he doesn't have a mother to care for him.

He only remembers that others call him brother, as if he is the eldest in a family of three, others call him brother, and he also has two younger brothers, those two younger brothers are cared for by their mothers, and he is the moment when he is the least cared for by his father, but he has never been pampered, after all, he knows that his mother is not in this world, and he can only rely on his own strength to take care of himself.

The cold water of the river made his whole mind calm down.

He was unwilling, why did he suffer such treatment, and a fire of revenge spread in his heart, but he was very wise, he was very brave, he wanted to make himself strong, only if he mastered a certain ability, he could trample others under his feet.

"Who are you? Why do you go down to the river to catch fish on such a cold day? ”

Suddenly, a childish voice came.

He turned his head and saw a little girl, dressed in rich clothes, with jewels on her head and neck, which looked like they were of great value.

"This young lady, this matter has nothing to do with you, besides, this pond is open in the wild, I can go down if I want, if you care about me, I will thank you for your kindness."

He came out of the river and saw the little girl standing on the edge of the river with her hands around her, her face full of menacing.

"Of course, why are you not obedient at all? If your parents knew, would they still let you catch fish in the river in such a cold day? Catching fish in the river in such a cold world will freeze your hands and feet, that's what my mother told me. ”

The little girl said angrily, pretending to be an adult again.

"I don't have a mother."

He poked his head out and said to the little girl.