I was especially afraid that Pei Jingyao would talk to me seriously, and I was also afraid to make a choice on her, because I knew that this was not a choice question at all, because she didn't know how I spent all these years.

I've been to hell, I've seen death, in Lin Tian's training, none of them sounded like I could survive alive, but I came back to life, and the belief that supported me to live was this man, I wanted to catch him with my own hands, and then tear him to pieces, as for the road after that, of course, I also thought about it, before I met Pei Jingyao, I might have been alone all the time, aimlessly messing around in the criminal investigation team, finding a similar woman to marry, have children, and then retire and wait for death.

And after I met Pei Jingyao, my concept changed, I even once thought about hatred and love, which one would I choose, but every time I thought about the end, I shook my head as always, I loved her, but I didn't say these three words in front of her, I was afraid, thinking of the destiny maker, I was really afraid, Pei Jingyao was right, we couldn't fight him, but I knew that even if we died together, I would kill him......

This is my obsession, it may disappear with the death of that person, or it may follow me for a lifetime, in love, Pei Jingyao is rational, and I, but emotional, I can face anyone who stands in front of me without avoidance, but I can't face her gaze at me, just like now.

"Give me the answer, is it so hard to make this choice? After all, your sister is dead, isn't she? Pei Jingyao looked at me with a serious face, and slowly closed between her lips and teeth.

I scratched my head hard, opened my mouth and said, "Yaoyao, don't force me, when I catch the destiny maker, we will get married, and I will promise you whatever you say when the time comes...... It's just that now, don't push me, really don't push me. ”

She bowed her head and was silent, thought for a long time, and finally shook her head and said, "Marriage?" Can you really marry me? Even if you arrest him, will the remorse for your sister, for your mother, for your father really disappear? Ye Ze, don't deceive yourself anymore, maybe Lin Tian is right, your survival itself is for revenge, the hatred is gone, you can only be a walking corpse, let's break up......"

When I heard this, my heart tightened suddenly, and I immediately looked up and said, "No...... Yaoyao, you give me a little time, a little bit, I'm going to catch him soon, and when I catch him, we'll ...... again."

"Time? One day? A week, a month? Or a year, a decade or even a lifetime? Ye Ze, don't you understand, what I care about is not the creator of fate, but yourself, your resentment will infect everyone around you, they don't know what to say in front of you, what not to say, me too, you think you are very powerful, but ...... You are more fragile than anyone else, and for a while I have been thinking, if you don't have that past, if I hadn't met you when I was a child, and the two of us met again, maybe we would be very happy, but ...... I'm sorry, Ye Ze, you can't give me the life I want. Pei Jingyao then stood up, pushed the fish-flavored eggplant in front of her to the ground, and then turned around and passed by me.

"Wait, Yaoyao, do you really want me anymore? I'll try to put it down slowly......" I pulled Pei Jingyao, who walked past me sideways, and said in a very tangled voice.

She shook her head, pushed my left hand away, and said coldly: "You can't let it go, even if you give it ten years, you can't let it go, why waste the time of the two of us." ”

After saying this, I watched her leave, but I didn't catch up......

"Yaoyao, there is a sentence you said wrong, it was never me who chose hatred, but hatred who chose me, every cell in my body, every trace of blood, is supported by hatred, I have never had a choice, and now I am also ......" I sat alone in the living room and muttered to myself, picked up the chopsticks again with my right hand, and silently shed tears while eating the "dark dishes" on the table one by one.

Maybe Pei Jingyao really made up her mind this time, and no one can change the decision she made, so even if this meal is unpalatable, I will eat it all, and it will be regarded as the last meal I ate with her.

After eating, I silently cleaned up the house, and then collected a photo from her bedside into my backpack, and when I turned to leave, I reluctantly took out the key to her house from my trouser pocket and put it on the shoe cabinet, closed the door, turned around, and went downstairs, I did these actions for half an hour, but in the end, that moment still came, and we finally parted ways at a fork in the road.

After returning to the criminal investigation team, I put the contents of my backpack in the tent left behind, not to mention, this stinky boy, when I left like this, I always felt that the office was a little empty.

"Knock Knock"

Just as I was sorting out, there was a knock on the office door, and I stepped forward to open the door, and without looking at who was outside, I went straight outside the tent to pack my clothes.

"Captain Ye, hello, my name is Zhang Junlong, and Director Zhong asked me to report." A calm and powerful male voice instantly floated from behind me.

When I turned around, it was a man about 1.8 meters tall, very handsome and very clean.

I subconsciously glanced at my watch, and then walked in front of him step by step, and looked carefully: "The time when the clock bureau asked you to report should be at eight o'clock, but it's already eleven o'clock, and you are three hours late." ”

"Report, when I arrived at the Criminal Investigation Brigade, it was 7:44, because the colleagues in the first team were not enough, so I went to help, and I was not late." After Zhang Junlong listened to what I said, he immediately puffed up his chest and said with his eyes looking ahead.

I squinted my eyes, smiled and patted him on the shoulder, and said, "Then you tell me that a big man with a pair of white contacts came here to report, and you are using me here as a zombie gathering place?" ”

"Report, I think ......"

"Don't tell me that you think I don't say a word to you even if you come to work in a pair of shorts, but don't you know what the situation is now? You may go out with us at any time, with such contact lenses, fight with gangsters, the first blind is your eyes, others don't know and think that our police station has cataracts, go to the bathroom and pick this thing off for me, a good man, what kind of little girl with contact lenses? I frowned slightly and immediately interjected.

Zhang Junlong looked at me expressionlessly, from his eyes, I seemed to see a contempt, or more convincing emotion, but this emotion flashed in his eyes, and after that, he turned around and went out of the door, walked to the bathroom and removed the two "cataracts" for me.

During the time he went to the bathroom, Ye Ziyan also wore a criminal investigation police uniform that should not belong to her to report to the department, I sat on the chair and glanced at her, and then said casually: "You said that you are a girl's family, what kind of criminal investigation brigade do you run, isn't it good to go to those local police stations to be a file police?" The pay here is not high. ”

I don't want Ye Ziyan to come in, of course, it's not that I dislike her, although there is no one in the department now, but it can be regarded as slowly moving towards normality, and I will receive orders from the alarm station and even Zhong Li to go out of the scene all the time, and her aunt has not died for seven days in a month, and told me that she fainted blood, what a awesome existence this must be?

If you want her to enter the department, I guess she won't have to go out of the scene in the future, just blow the air conditioner in the department and play with the computer, but then again, it's not my salary anyway, what she likes to do in the department is my business.

"Hehe, I finally begged my uncle to transfer me here, saying that you are like a god in handling cases, and you can dig out the murderer who you didn't think of being a murderer, and you are handsome and humorous, and you must be able to learn a lot of things from you, so I came, this kind of work is too boring for the file police, where is there a scene to stimulate ......"

I frowned, and immediately looked up at the river pool and said, "Exciting? Did you know that as long as you are out of the scene, there is a high chance that people will die, do you find it exciting? ”

Ye Ziyan pursed her lips and retorted: "Of course it's exciting, can you not be excited when you see a dead person, and Captain Li told me, follow you, what you see is not an ordinary dead person, just like this time, the intestines and internal organs are hanging on the ceiling, and I feel excited when I think about it......"

Damn, what did I encounter such a strange thing, is there a problem with this Zhong Li's brain, he might as well not stuff these two people.