Mu Shen has never seen his parents.

He remembers living with his grandmother all the time.

As children, they lived in a yard.

The yard is not big, but there are many people.

In order to make a living, grandma goes out early and returns late every day, and Mu Shen can only be alone in the yard.

There were a lot of children in the yard, but they didn't play with him.

"You're a kid without parents, and we don't play with you."

"Your mom is a broken shoe, disgusting."

"Your dad doesn't even know who it is, you stay away from us, don't play with us."

These were the words he heard the most.

When he was a child, Mu Shen didn't understand the words spoken by these children.

Of course, those children don't seem to understand, they all hear from adults.

When Mu Shen heard them, he didn't feel anything, because he hadn't seen his parents.

Until one day.

There was a little girl in a princess dress, who pitifully walked to the corner where he usually sits, and sat down regardless of the dirt on the ground.

The little girl held her round face and asked him softly, "Why do you keep sitting here?" ”

Mu Shen had some impressions of this little girl.

Although she lives in such an environment, she always seems to be cleaner than the children here.

Every now and then he has a new skirt and new clothes.

Her father is also very outstanding, and every time he comes back, he will take her to teach those children who have bullied her.

That was the fatherly love that Mu Shen had never had......

Xiao Mushen hugged herself tightly and shrunk herself in the corner, unwilling to talk to her.

The little girl was talking to herself, and when she saw that he ignored herself, she was quiet for a while.

It was getting dark outside, and she was probably tired, lying on her knees and drowsy.

Boom –

There was a thunderclap in the sky.

The little girl woke up, first glanced at the sky, and then patted herself on the chest.

The rain was pouring down, and the little girl was sitting outside, and the rain that drifted in would wet her clothes.

She looked at him, a little cautious: "Brother, can I come in a little?" ”

Xiao Mushen didn't say anything, just moved inside.

The little girl happily sat in and took out a piece of candy from her pocket and gave it to him: "Brother, please eat candy." ”

Her hands are also white and tender, and she also has baby fat.

He looked at the candy lying in the white palm of his hand.

Other children always have candy to eat, but he doesn't.

Because it was very difficult for Grandma to maintain their lives, there was no extra money to buy these for him.

Xiao Mushen hesitated for a long time and carefully took the sugar away.

Before the rain stopped that day, the little girl's grandmother came back, and she stood in the rain and waved at him.

Xiao Mu looked indifferently.

That was the first time he had spoken to her.

The second time I talked to her, someone bullied him, and he was pushed and scolded by those children.

She suddenly stood up and confronted the children.

She has a super fierce father, and the children in the yard know about it, so they don't dare to mess with her, so they scatter one after another.

"Does it hurt?" The little girl pulled him up and looked at the abrasions on his body in distress.

Xiao Mushen shook his head.

"It must have hurt."

The little girl groped on her body and found another piece of candy.

"Eat sugar, sugar is sweet."

The little girl's soft and glutinous smile seemed to be frozen in the afterglow of the sunset.

That day, Xiao Mushen knew her name.

Afterward......

Many times later.

She was always there for him, occasionally inviting him to candy, and her candy was always weird, many brands, supposedly brought back by her father.

Xiao Mushen sometimes can't figure it out.

The situation at home should be fine, why should she live in such a place and not move out.

"Because grandma has lived here all her life." The little girl said crisply: "My dad has to work, so I can only live with my grandmother." ”

"Where's your mother?"

"......" The little girl pursed her lips and blew softly: "I don't know." ”

She smiled again.

"Look."

Xiao Mushen looked at her hand, the beautiful candy wrapper was in the sun, and the color was as beautiful as the stars falling into the river.

Xiao Chuzheng has a very thick notebook with beautiful candy paper inside.

Xiao Chuzheng showed him the past, it was indeed very beautiful.

"Dad said that sugar is sweet and can dispel all bad moods."

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After they got to know each other, nothing particularly important actually happened, just like other people's lives.

Later, her father died.

She lives with her grandmother, but she is still not short of money, her grandmother also spoils her, and she is still an enviable little princess.

And so it was for a few years.

It was raining that day, and Mu Shen came back from school and found that the atmosphere in the yard was not quite right.

Mu Shen saw her sitting alone under a withered tree in the courtyard.

It was hot, her skin was reddened by the sun, and tears were streaming down her face.

"How...... What's wrong? ”

Mu Shen walked up to her and asked her.

She raised her head, and the little girl choked up: "Grandma is gone." ”

Mu Shen didn't know what to say, so he could only stand silently with her under the scorching sun.

When Grandma left, she left a sum of money, and the people in the yard contacted her for the funeral.

Her fate became another question.

However, just when everyone was worried, a woman appeared, claiming to be her mother, and came to take her away.

On the day she left, she came to him.

"We may not be able to meet in the future, so I'll leave this to you." She left the notebook to him, along with a few pieces of candy.

"Goodbye, brother."

Mu Shen watched her get into the car parked outside the yard, it was a car that no one had ever seen, it was different from the ones driving on the road, and it looked more high-end and luxurious.

Mu Shen clenched the notebook in his hand.

No matter what time it is, she is the bright moon in the sky.

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Mu Shen probably only had a little playmate affection for her, and after she left, Mu Shen gradually forgot about her.

However, he didn't know why he kept the habit of eating sugar and preserving candy wrappers.

Maybe it's because of what she said - sugar is sweet and can dispel all bad moods.

Life is miserable.

Eating sugar can be solved.

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Mu Shen didn't expect that they would meet again.

Or in that situation, so many people, she did it alone.

He didn't know why, when someone was chasing her, he would pull her and run.

Later, I heard her name.

He gradually overlapped the person in front of him with the soft and glutinous little girl in his memory.

Similar......

But not similar.

The next time I met was in that little alley.

He wasn't in a good situation at the time......

Mu Shen couldn't tell what state he was, as if he was being controlled by someone, he could only watch, but he couldn't stop it.

Anger made him lose his mind.

Then she showed up.

She said - killing is not good for you, you don't kill people.

Mu Shen didn't know if she remembered the playmate she used to be.

He tried to ask several times, but he couldn't ask.

Until she took the initiative to ask.

From her reaction, Mu Shen knew that she was not interested in the past, and she was not even willing to mention it.

liking her is something Mu Shen can't control.

He always felt that she was different from when he was a child......

Until that night, she said she wanted to like her now.

Although Mu Shen felt that the events when he was a child had some influence on him, he liked her from meeting her again.

What he likes is...... The first kite when I grew up.