readx;? Jiang Shuai accompanied Lin Jianxuan to drink a few glasses before feeling sick to his stomach, got up and went backstage to bring some pastries and put them in front of Lin Jianxuan. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info

Lin Jianxuan was very useful, cut a small piece of Black Forest and put it in his mouth, "Thank you, if you feel bored, you can feel free." ”

"It's good, it's hard to kill time. Jiang Shuai patted the bar, "Usually I have to book a seat in advance when I come here, but today I want to satisfy my curiosity and sit all the seats here to feel it." With that, Jiang Shuai picked up his wine glass and walked into the depths of the bar, and after a long time, he slowly paced out and found a place by the window to sit down. You can see Lin Jianxuan from the side.

Lin Jianxuan shook the wine in the cup. The atmosphere of this bar is no different to him, whether it is the hustle and bustle of the lights of the event or the tranquility and elegance of the usual day, he has never been curious, let alone thought about what to feel. Lin Jianxuan suddenly envied Jiang Shuai, who was born to be accepted by life with kindness, and had a natural enthusiasm and innocence for life. And he is naturally bored with life, and hiding himself and staying out of it may be the best revenge for life.

The sun's rays gradually shone into the bar, Lin Jianxuan put down the wine glass, got up and glanced at Jiang Shuai, "Change another and drink." ”

“ok。 Jiang Shuai happily went.

As a result, when Jian Fan called Jiang Shuai in the evening to ask where he and Lin Jianxuan were, the two of them had already changed a few bars and were very drunk.

Perhaps because of Jiang Shuai's existence, his mood was never too bad, and Lin Jianxuan's eyes never had the hallucinations he wanted, but his memory always flew unconsciously to today last year, that night with a slight coolness after the rain. I don't remember how I was slammed on the cold and wet ground, but I remember looking up and seeing a mesmerizing face with a hateful expression on it.

"Jian Fan called, let's go back. Jiang Shuai pushed Lin Jianxuan.

"Jian Fan asked us to go back, do we have to go back?" Lin Jianxuan picked the corner of his lips and took a sip of wine. Jian Fan is still hateful now, just a hedgehog covered in thorns, rolled all over the body, and has an extra playmate who will not leave an inch. Lin Jianxuan looked at Jiang Shuai deeply.

"Of course. ”

Lin Jianxuan snorted lightly. Jian Fan called Jiang Shuai, he was unhappy after all, "You go back first!"

"Jian Fan asked me to keep an eye on you, if you don't go back, how can I go?" Jiang Shuai was already drunk to the point of knowing everything.

"Staring at me?" Lin Jianxuan rubbed his chin against his mouth.

"Jian Fan said that you will be sick today, let me keep an eye on you for her. Before he finished speaking, Jiang Shuai's eyelids sank so much that he finally couldn't open them, and he fell on the table.

Lin Jianxuan propped his forehead and turned the wine glass in front of him, "Hedgehog, you also know that you are worried that I will be sick!"

Jiang Shuai's mobile phone rang again, Lin Jianxuan reached out and took the mobile phone from Jiang Shuai's side, "Hedgehog, are you going to pick me up?"

"You drank too much, give your phone to Jiang Shuai!" Jiang Shuai promised Jian Fan to call her after getting into the taxi, but he never received a call, and Jian Fan was very worried.

"Jiang Shuai has just drunk too much!" Lin Jianxuan hung up the phone with a "snap". Who drank too much?

Jian Fan's call came in again, and Lin Jianxuan took a closer look at Jiang Shuai's mobile phone, which turned out to be exactly the same as Jian Fan's mobile phone. After pondering for a moment, he turned off his phone and put it in his pocket.

Jiang Shuai's mobile phone was turned off, and Xiao Xuan's mobile phone was placed in the bedroom. This was a big deal, and he finally had to call Mu Sen.

"Ah Sen, Jiang Shuai is with Xiao Xuan, I don't know where they are. ”

Mu Sen knew that he was not good, "Aren't you with Xiao Xuan today?"

"No, I asked Jiang Shuai to accompany him. I called Jiang Shuai before, and they were drinking at the bar. Later, when I called Xiao Xuan, he said that Jiang Shuai drank too much, and I felt that he also drank too much. Then the phone turned off!"

"Oh, I see! Don't worry, I'll go find them. ”

"I'll look for it too!" Jian Fan desperately wanted to know about the situation of the two people.

"I'll just go with Ouyang, and I'll contact you when I find it!"

"Okay. Jian Fanshou was on the sundeck with anticipation.

Putting down the phone, Mu Sen grabbed the car keys and found that Ouyang Zilan was already standing at the door, and sighed, "It is estimated that Jian Xuan has drunk too much again!"

Ouyang Zilan frowned dissatisfiedly, "Do you really want to find it from bar to bar?"

"It can only be so, fortunately, there are not many bars and guild halls that Jian Xuan is proud of. ”

Ouyang Zilan followed Mu Sen all the way to find it, and got angry all the way, "I'm really angry!"

Mu Sen shook Ouyang Zilan's hand, "I was looking for it alone before, and it's good to have you with me today." ”

Ouyang Zilan pouted, "Hmph, I should have tied Jian Xuan with a rope if I knew this! It's all because Jian Fan, she obviously asked her to take care of Jian Xuan in the morning, but she pushed Jian Xuan to Jiang Shuai." Jian Fan didn't care about Jian Xuan at all, when you and Jian Xuan were in the United States, I asked her to call Jian Xuan, and I guess she didn't call either. ”

"If Jian Xuan doesn't force it, let's not complain about Jian Fan!"

"Jian Xuan didn't force it, because he had no way, and he couldn't force it. Ouyang Zilan was indignant, "I must find a new target for Jian Xuan, so that he doesn't want to waste his feelings on Jian Fan alone." ”

"Look at what Jian Xuan means! Maybe he enjoyed the process. ”

"Enjoy?" Ouyang Zilan shook her head in disagreement, "I think he's just looking for abuse!"

Mu Sen smiled affectionately, "You have not abused me for nearly 5 years, I have been enjoying it!"

"Hmph, then let Jian Xuan enjoy it!"

Mu Sen thoughtfully, "There is a person who can make Jian Xuan miss, and it is not bad to have some sustenance, otherwise for him, there is only work." ”

When I was a child, every holiday, we children took the opportunity of adult gatherings to play together. No matter how lively the atmosphere is, Jian Xuan likes to be alone, either not coming out of his room, or politely staying on the side without talking. Even when he goes to the playground, he only likes to play with himself and never queues up with us to play a project together. ”

"Lonely child!" Moussen lamented.

Aunt Yao once suspected that he had autism and visited many experts for consultation. ”

"And then?"

"Autism was not diagnosed, but the IQ test was surprisingly high. Some experts say that Jian Xuanzhi is withdrawn, perhaps because his peers can't keep up with his thinking and can't play together. Ah Sen, do you know how sad I was at that time? My IQ is not low, but I don't have a sense of existence in front of him!" After so many years, Ouyang Zilan is still unwilling to mention the incident when she was a child again.

"Haha, Jian Xuan cares about you very much. Mu Sen knew Lin Jianxuan's good intentions for Ouyang Zilan, although he did not accept Ouyang Zilan's feelings, he cherished her very much, otherwise he would not have introduced Ouyang Zilan to him.

"It doesn't matter! Jian Xuan's eyes are empty, and I'm not the only one who has been ignored by him. Ouyang Zilan smiled helplessly, "Since you can't play with your peers, Aunt Yao will ask a tutor for him to learn ahead of time." After skipping several grades, Jianxuan was admitted to the top university in China at the age of 14, taking two degrees in computer science and economic management, and then went abroad to study. There are even fewer people who can keep up with his thinking! Since then, he has become more and more invincible, and there are only a handful of people who have a sense of presence in front of him. ”

Mu Sen pondered for a moment, "It's not that others don't have a sense of existence in front of Jian Xuan, it's that he doesn't want to face his own existence. He always deliberately cut himself off from life. ”

"Impossible!" Ouyang Zilan couldn't understand,"

"I'm half a psychiatrist and I know him. When he was in the United States, he often stared at the homeless people on the road. He said it was the state he wanted most of his life. ”

"Why?" Ouyang Zilan's eyes widened, even more incomprehensible.

Jian Xuan said that those homeless people wander on the edge of life, not being noticed, and do not have to have a psychological burden. ”

"Psychological burden? Who made him burden? It has always been him who puts endless pressure on others. ”

"His burden stems from self-awareness. Deep down in his heart, he was completely denied about himself, completely insecure. As you said, he has a high IQ, so he has always been an insight into life rather than a participant in life. ”

"I am suddenly very grateful to Jian Fan, Jian Xuan needs someone like Jian Fan to deal with him, let him know what it means to hit a wall. He was praised too high by everyone, so he suffered from gains and losses. What insecurity, what self-denial, will he? He won't!" Ouyang Zilan couldn't accept Lin Jianxuan's inferiority complex no matter what.

"Haha, okay! You're right. No matter how comfortable it is to hit a wall, Jian Xuan has to really understand life in Jian Fan, this time he can't escape if he wants to!" (To be continued.) )

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