Chapter 117: Secret
When Gu Rao heard Beiye's words, she blushed like a monkey's buttocks, glanced at him and said, "You don't trust me so much?" ”
After a few months together, are you so sure that she will choose Sunan and leave him?
She didn't know how much impact and stimulation she had on Beiye by inadvertently muttering Sunan's name before.
Beye slashed a self-deprecating line under his eyes.
"It's not that I don't trust you, but I don't have faith in myself."
"He's better than me."
People go to higher places, and water flows to lower places.
Although I don't know the past of Gu Rao and Sunan, it can be seen from their short conversation that Sunan is still infatuated with Gu Rao.
Beye is very self-aware, and it is precisely because of self-knowledge that he is so afraid of losing in his heart.
He doesn't think he has anything to compare to a man whose identity is more noble than him, and who is a childhood sweetheart with her, and who has always been in love with her.
Gu Rao gave him a blank look.
"You only have one side relationship with Sunan, how can you be sure that he is better than you?"
Beno didn't answer, but asked, "Do you regret marrying me now?" ”
It's too late to regret it now.
He didn't say the latter words, and left himself a trace of regret.
He is not willing to lose, but he hopes that she can get true happiness.
If her happiness must be given by Sunan, then he may really choose the way.
Beiye can feel his wife's liking for himself, but is this liking more or less than his liking for Sunan?
Gu Rao looked at the man who was close at hand, suffering from gains and losses, and suddenly a bad taste suddenly arose in her heart.
"I regret it."
If it is the original owner who faces this situation now, he will definitely choose to be with Sunan 100%.
Beye's eyes were stunned for a moment, as if he didn't expect her to say so frankly and straightforwardly.
But wasn't that what he wanted to ask?
The light under his eyes gradually dimmed, and when the last bit of light was about to dissipate, a pair of hands suddenly grabbed his neck, pulling him closer together.
A gentle kiss fell on his deep eye sockets, and Gu Rao smiled in her eyes, "Why are you so easy to deceive?" ”
Beno raised his hand and touched his eyes, then lowered his head to meet the smiling woman's eyes.
The indoor temperature is gradually rising.
Just when Gu Rao thought that she would experience a metamorphosis tonight, Beiye stopped moving.
He used to say those selfish and irresponsible words impulsively because of jealousy and lack of confidence, but now that he calmed down, he couldn't bear to wronged her.
The doctor had told him before that it was better for a woman to give birth after the age of eighteen, otherwise her body would be damaged.
She is now seventeen years old, and will be eighteen in just over half a year.
They still have a lifetime to go, and some things are not rushed.
Gu Rao, "......"
Oh, she almost forgot, he can't be humane, and he can't have her completely!
Could it be that when he said those words, he forgot that he couldn't do it himself?
Inevitably, there is some loss in my heart.
After putting his clothes back on, he lay on his side and looked at the man beside him, hesitated for a moment and then said, "Xianggong, why don't we find a doctor to show you." ”
After struggling for so long, she still said these words.
Although it will hurt his self-esteem, long pain is better than short pain, and some problems must be addressed.
Don't be wild, his eyes puzzled.
"Why am I going to see a doctor?"
Gu Rao looked at his real doubts, it didn't seem to be fake, and it was not easy to say it too bluntly, so she said euphemistically, "We are husband and wife, and we are the closest people in this world, and some things should be honest with each other." ”
"I don't take advantage of you."
"Well, I'll tell you a secret that's important to me, and how about you tell me a secret that's important to you?"
A very important secret?
Beno was moved by his wife's words, but he still kindly reminded, "You know almost all about me, and I don't know much about your past. ”
"So, you're the one who loses by exchanging secrets."
Gu Rao snorted in her heart.
She did know about his life and deeds, from the people of the village, or by other means, she knew almost all the major events that had happened to him when he was a child, and she knew what had happened to him recently, and she was involved in those things.
But none of this is a secret.
"I don't care if it's fair or not, you just have to say yes or not."
Since his wife said so, it is naturally impossible for Beye not to agree.
"Okay."
This proposal was put forward by Gu Rao, and in order to give Beiye the confidence to confess, Gu Rao put the initiative into Beiye's hands, and took the initiative to be the first person to blow up the secret.
Her biggest secret now is two, one is to borrow the corpse to resurrect the soul, and the other is space.
These two secrets are almost equally important.
But considering that borrowing a corpse to resurrect a soul is too terrifying for a native, feudal and superstitious ancient man, what if he treats her for a ghost?
Therefore, she plans to tell him about the space, and if he can accept it, she will not have to hide when she uses the space in the future.
She lives under the same roof with him every day, and almost everything is together, and it is still a little difficult to hide the space for a lifetime.
After this period of getting along and understanding Bisye's character, she couldn't help but have some expectations in her heart, maybe he could really accept it.
So, she wanted to take a gamble.
The worst plan is nothing more than to be alienated by him as a monster, or to be arrested by him to find someone, if that is the case, she is willing to bear the consequences of believing in him and hide in the space for the rest of her life.
Gu Rao gave Bie Ye a preventive shot.
"My secret is unacceptable to most people."
"You take a deep breath first, I'm afraid you'll be scared out later."
Don't be skeptical.
Why would she think her secret would scare him?
Could it be ......
Gu Rao seemed to have a heart for him, and said, "Why don't you guess first." ”
She was really afraid that he wouldn't be able to bear it!
Let him guess and test where his acceptance is.
Beno snorted and began to wonder what kind of secret would make her so determined to tell him.
A guess came out of my heart, and my eyes became lost because of this guess, but it was only for a moment, and I quickly regained my spirits.
"Is it related to Sunan?"
Gu Rao, "......"
Sunan can't get by, right? How can he think of Sunan in everything?
Seeing that Gu Rao didn't answer, Beiye Bento acquiesced, reached out and took her thin shoulders into her arms, and said solemnly, "No matter what happened between you and Sunan before, I won't mind, as long as you are now and in the future, there is only me in your heart." ”
Gu Rao's pupils shook, and she said in shock, "Do you suspect that I once had a matchmaker with Sunan?" ”
When Beno saw his wife's expression, he knew that he had guessed wrong.
"I ......"
Suddenly he didn't know how to explain it, he had really thought about that possibility just now.
Gu Rao was a little angry, but he could understand it from the perspective of another field, after all, he really didn't know anything about her past, and thought that she was the original owner, and she had a relationship with Sunan.
"It has nothing to do with him, guess."