I looked at it intently and asked, "Is there an accident with Zhi'an?"

Wu thought to himself, "To be precise, it was an accident that brought about the disease."

said, one night seven years ago, a group of people found Zhi'an, and when they met, they didn't know what to say, Zhi'an immediately ran out, but he just brought his personal Taoist, and the big and small affairs were thrown away directly, and he didn't even explain the words.

At that time, everyone didn't know what was going on, but it was the later Xiaodao Tong who came back and knew what happened.

That night, Zhi'an went to the baby's grave with a group of people, saying that he was looking for someone.

As a result, I was in a hurry, fell into the water on the road, and struggled for a while before I could climb ashore.

Zhi'an's light work is good, and it is not a big deal to fall into the water and suffer from the cold, but the cold wind blew outside all night, and after coming back, he lay on his stomach.

Until this time, no one thought that anything big would happen.

Who hasn't had a cold?

But this cold is only a month, not to mention Zhi'an, who practices qigong all year round, even if he is an ordinary person, he has been cured early.

This group of people can be regarded as an afterthought, and only then did they invite an old Chinese medicine doctor from outside.

As soon as this person touched the pulse, he immediately came to the conclusion that his life would not exceed five days at most, so hurry up and explain the future.

Since the Baiyun Palace had just been restored at that time, there were few Taoist priests, let alone any pill pharmacists, so they could only keep asking for doctors from outside.

Everyone came to the same conclusion, saying that Zhi'an's falling into the water was not a big deal, but the problem was that he had something in his heart.

Traditional Chinese medicine pays attention to the five elements and the five organs, the fire is just facing the heart, and the fire in the heart cannot be discharged, so it stays on the liver.

It stands to reason that this kind of thing is not a terminal illness.

According to the previous royal rules, find an empty house where no one was, lock the door outside, let him live a day hungry and cold, and scold in the house when he is angry, and scold and scold the anger in his heart.

This method sounds unreliable, but it is actually really easy to use.

At that time, these people were already saved from Zhi'an, but they didn't expect that the cold they received invaded the body, and the heat in the body repelled each other.

The cold is wrapped outside, and the heat can't get out, which is a real accumulation of depression and illness, and there is no power to return to the sky.

After tossing and turning, Zhi'an didn't let the doctor come, but just asked people to record their last words, and in order to ensure the authenticity of this thing, he specially signed it below.

When I heard this, I burst into tears.

Who else can they go to when they go to the baby's grave?

Of course it's me!

Because of this incident, Liu Zi lost his black gauze hat, and Zhi'an died, I don't know what will happen in the future......

At this point, there are only two words in my head: sinner.

That's right, I'm the one who sin is unforgivable!

Many years ago, I had thoughts of killing myself, but over time, the thought has faded.

Years later, this thought came to me again.

Whether it's sinning or suffering, I can accept all of this.

The only thing I can't stand is the debt of conscience in my heart.

Damn, damn it!

I watched the White Cloud Palace be silent for a while, and suddenly felt that it shouldn't be like this.

Even if I die, I'll have to settle the matter in front of me first.

Although the *** in front of me is very frank, and I can't find anything wrong with what I say, I don't want to believe that Zhi'an is gone.

I cleared my throat and whispered, "I want to see Zhi'an's suicide note, is it convenient?"

"Are you really his friend?"

"The person he went to the baby's grave to find was me."

After a pause, I added, "If I'm not mistaken, there were men and women who came to him that night, the men were very thin, the women were very tall, and there was a little boy who was not very old."