Chapter 59: Sudden fainting
Lin Shuran is also a little unclear So, she has always been strong and optimistic, although she is not a devout Buddhist, but she also fears heaven and earth, ghosts and gods, but she is not so much crying when she sees the Buddha statue, these tears are clearly not what she wants to shed, she can strongly feel that it is the memory that remains in her body that belongs to Lin Shuran that affects her now.
It turned out that the power of a person's memory would be so strong, but Lin Shuran didn't allow memories that didn't belong to her to affect her too much, and now she was the soul that dominated this body, so she smiled calmly and relievedly, took out a handkerchief and gently wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes.
Seeing her movements, Chunxi didn't say anything more, just helped her step into the main hall. Lin Shuran knelt down on the futon, clasped her hands together for the deceased Lin Shuran and silently recited "Amitabha", hoping that the owner of that memory could truly forget everything in this life and go to the next reincarnation, and also hoped that in the next reincarnation, she could meet her favorite sweetheart Gu Jingcheng again and have a happy ending.
She quietly closed her eyes and prayed, and then felt that the futon around her had changed to a person kneeling down, the unfamiliar breath, the sense of presence that could not be ignored and the strong uncomfortable feeling of being watched by others, finally made Lin Shuran can't help but open his eyes.
Then, she bowed to the Buddha statue and decided to get up and leave, but as soon as she was halfway up, she found that her dress seemed to be pressed by something, and she had to bend down to look at the "initiator" next to her, but when she saw the appearance of the man, her eyes were black and fainted.
Before falling into the darkness, her eyes were full of disbelief, and she prayed that the original Lin Shuran would be able to fly with her sweetheart, but why did she see that face now-Gu Jingcheng, she actually saw Gu Jingcheng appear in front of her.
Lin Shuran's sudden fainting startled Chunxi, who had just gone out and returned to the main hall, and called out in a panic to the two mothers-in-law who were following outside the hall, and then carried Lin Shuran to the meditation room prepared in the temple to lie down, fortunately, there was a medicine monk in the temple, and soon Lin Shuran woke up leisurely.
"Mother, how are you?" When Lin Shuran opened her eyes, she found that Xu Mingchen and they were all gathered in front of her, her face was full of anxiety, she rubbed her dizzy head, looked around a little dazedly, then lowered her head and rubbed her temples again, and when she looked up again, her face had returned to its former calm and natural.
"I'm fine, maybe I've been a little tired lately, just rest for a while!" Lin Shuran asked Xu Mingchen to take his younger brothers to the Hall of Death to chant again, but they were all worried about her body and didn't really want to go out.
"Mother, are you really okay?" Xu Minghao was also very nervous, and the moment he learned that Lin Shuran had fainted, he was extremely scared, as if the person he cared about the most was about to leave him again.
"Mother-" Xu Mingsheng stepped forward and hugged her with red eyes, he was afraid that something would happen to his mother.
Although the others didn't talk much, their eyes were full of concern, Lin Shuran felt very relieved at this moment, she believed that there was always a reward for her efforts, she treated these children with sincerity, and now these children will also take her to heart.
Lin Shuran repeatedly assured that she was fine, and the medicine monk also said that she was fine, so Xu Mingchen and the others went to the Hall of the Dead again.
When they arrived in the meditation room, Lin Shuran and Chunxi's master and servant were left, seeing Chunxi busy pouring tea for herself, Lin Shuran took the tea and took a sip, as if unintentionally asked Chunxi: "Chunxi, what special person did you see just now?" ”
Chunxi looked up at Lin Shuran blankly, and then shook her head, when she was in the main hall just now, a little girl pulled her to ask for directions, she turned around and walked out of the main hall to show her the way, how could she think that as soon as she turned around, her young lady fainted on the futon in the main hall, this was all her fault, and she should not leave Lin Shuran one step.
"Miss, I'm sorry, it's all the slave's fault, the slave shouldn't have left you half a step!" Chunxi said reproachfully.
Lin Shuran didn't mean to blame her, Chunxi had been serving by her side alone all these years, and the Wen family had given her a lot of dowry maids, but she didn't like or was used to having too many people around her to serve her.
Could it be that she is dazzled? Could it be because she was thinking about Lin Shuran before in her heart, so the person she cared about the most appeared in front of her? Gu Jingcheng has been dead for three years, how could he appear alive in front of people again?
"Miss, what's wrong?" Seeing that Lin Shuran was holding the teacup in a daze, Chunxi cautiously stepped forward and asked.
Lin Shuran shook her head, handed the teacup in her hand to Chunxi, and then continued to lie down and close her eyes to rest, maybe she was really dazzled for a while.
Originally, everyone in the Xu family had to return to the house in the evening, but Xu Mingchen and they were all worried about Lin Shuran's body, and it was useless to fast at noon, so they urged her to go back to the house to rest first.
Xu Junze returned to the General's Mansion before dinner, and then went to see Lin Shuran first.
"How did you faint all of a sudden?" As soon as he entered the room, Xu Junze looked at Lin Shuran, who was writing something on the table, and when he got closer, he found that she was writing a dim sum recipe.
"It's okay, maybe I'm just a little tired!" Facing Xu Junze's concern, Lin Shuran raised his head and smiled at him, naturally he couldn't tell the situation at that time.
"When you're tired, you have to take a good rest, and what are you doing when you write this!" Xu Junze directly took off the brush in Lin Shuran's hand and put it aside, his face was also a little unhappy, but he took her hand abnormally, and then pulled her to the side of the bed, and made her sit down with a tough attitude.
This is the first time that Xu Junze took the initiative to take his hand, Lin Shuran didn't have any disgust and discomfort, let him pull himself to stand up, sit down, and then look at each other.
His eyes are so good-looking, and the starry eyes are so deep that they seem to suck people in, and it is like a pool of quiet lake water that has gradually been stoned, and suddenly the water ripples and waves are frequent.
Then, his slightly cold lips were pressed against her without warning, and the kiss came unexpectedly, and for a moment I didn't know whose heart was disturbed.
Lin Shuran opened her eyes wide, watching Xu Junze's face suddenly enlarge in front of her, and then quickly separated the distance, she quickly covered her thumping little heart, the touch on her lips was still there, and her cheeks were already a red cloud.
"You're my wife!" Xu Junze's words seemed to explain his behavior just now, but this sentence added a touch of bitterness to Lin Shuran's originally raised shyness.
originally looked forward to the sweet feeling of love, but in an instant, he was beaten back to reality by Xu Junze's words, because she is his wife, so he can kiss her, hug her, and even roll the sheets with her, in this time and space, everything that husband and wife are allowed to do, he and she can do.