Jing Yuan read Tang Xue's life list, and he didn't have any particularly lofty wishes, and even there were very few things written on it, only a few items.

"1. Die in a place I am familiar with;

2. Don't be in pain when you die;

3. Die with someone you love;

”

Almost every one of them has the word "death", which is not at all like a life list, but more like a death notice.

"It's too unlucky for you to write this." Kyungwon crumpled the paper into a ball and threw it into the fire, burning it into sporadic crumbs.

He feels that every sentence on this has a "death", and it is easy to be depressed after reading too much, so it is better to burn it.

"Don't you have anything else you want to do but die?" Kyungwon asked her.

"Nope." Tang Xue shook her head.

"Don't you want to do things like changing new clothes, eating delicious food, setting off fireworks, etc.?"

"If I were alone, I wouldn't want to do these things."

"It's too pessimistic, although we are in a very difficult situation now, but we must also learn to make fun of suffering."

"It's not like that, only those things that you don't have time to do need to be on your 'life list', right?"

"What do you mean?"

"It's not interesting, why don't we go racing on the road."

"Now?"

"That's right." Tang Xue picked up Jingyuan's "life list" and poked the fourth item with her pen.

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Empty and dark, this is a vast and uninhabited wilderness, the night covers the ground, everywhere is pitch black, and there is a deathly silence.

"Do you really want to drag race? Isn't it good? Otherwise, we'd better go back. Kyungwon held the steering wheel and pursed his lips.

The engine had already ignited, rumbling, the headlights illuminated the front, he was in a complicated mood, and was driven to the car by Tang Xue inexplicably.

His life list is written and played, and he never thought about it to be realized, he even wrote "three feet high", but now he can't pee at all.

Many of the above strips are purely funny, and there is no sincerity in sight.

"Anyway, there's no one here, and there won't be accidents, so you can race as much as you want, right?"

"But if you hit something, it's not very good, think about it rationally, if the car is broken, we may not be able to fix it, if we are unlucky, we may be killed in an accident."

"Luck won't be so bad, we walked this road during the day, I remember the environment around here, there are no obstacles, just go straight ahead."

"But."

"I think it's better not to have regrets in life, besides, it's all here, right?"

"That's okay" Jing Yuan looked ahead again under Tang Xue's ideological work.

Put your foot on the accelerator and step on it.

He took a deep breath, squeezed the steering wheel, and puffed up—

Then he suddenly turned his head and asked, "Are you wearing a steering belt?" ”

"Direction band?" Tang Xue was stunned for a second, then suddenly smiled.

"I said it wrong, it's the seat belt." Jing Yuan retreated again: "Forget it, I don't think my current state is very suitable for drag racing."

"But I think it's just the right time." Tang Xue shook Jing Yuan's hand: "Just step on the accelerator and let the wind pour into our ears to hear what they are saying." ”

The windows of the driver's seat and the passenger seat were completely lowered, and even Xiaobai was tied to Tang Xue's arms, and the cold evening breeze was blowing from the window, Jingyuan gritted his teeth and looked ahead.

He really wanted to be so indulgent, to be like the formula car drivers on TV, to drift on the road, to rub the smoke on the road and to put tire prints.

He couldn't tell when they were going to die, and his vague reflection was reflected in the car window, and he looked into his face, at the top of his head, and felt the timer ticking in his head.

If he didn't get on the car once until he died, would he regret it?

As he pondered the question, he had already stepped on the accelerator.

The speed hand on the 30, 50, 80 dial soars.

The off-road vehicle jumped out like a wild horse, Tang Xue took off the hair rope that tied her hair, threw it out of the window, untied her long hair, and laughed loudly.

The cold wind poured in from the window, Tang Xue's hair danced in the wind, his bangs were also blown up, and Xiaobai trembled with fright.

At 110 yards per hour, which seemed to be the limit speed of the off-road vehicle, he felt as if he had entered another world, as if he was racing against something unseen.

The windows were all open, and the strong wind gave him a sense of floatation and weightlessness.

Many images echoed in his mind, like a marquee, as if an old-fashioned movie camera was playing film frame by frame.

Xiao Yun'er also appeared in front of his eyes, and he also wrote a few items about Xiao Yun'er in the "Life List", such as meeting her again, such as teaching her to read, write, and speak.

What is the meaning of life? Perhaps only in this kind of moment can he understand a little.

He steered this beast-like off-road vehicle on the road, and gradually he got used to this speed, this physical quality, which is really not comparable to humans, after adapting, he tried to put his hand out the window, feel the flowing wind, feel the vibration of the wind.

The wind can also speak, but no one listens, but at the moment he is the listener.

He raced for about ten minutes, turned a big corner, and stopped.

After stopping, he lay on the backrest and looked sideways, Tang Xue patted his chest, his hand was still shaking, not to mention Xiaobai, he even sprinkled a bubble of urine on her clothes, and he could smell the smell of urine.

In such a dark day, if one doesn't see clearly, hitting some obstacles at this speed, it will really be a car crash.

He had a sense of fear, glad that the car didn't roll over just now and there was no accident.

He took a clean handkerchief and helped Tang Xue wipe the dog urine on his clothes, Xiaobai seemed to be trembling, as if there was a circle of stars rotating above his head.

Putting the little guy under the seat, Kyungwon reversed and turned around.

"Do you want to do it again?" Tang Xue asked.

"No, it's enough to race once in life." He shook his head.

On the way back to the small building, he drove very slowly, slowly.

Tang Xue took out the "life list" from her clothes bag and ticked it in the drag racing column.

"Let's go set off fireworks tomorrow." She said.

"Fireworks? But where are the fireworks? Kyungwon asked.

"Look for it, you can always find it, don't you? Anyway, we don't have anything to do now, we can't go back, we can't get out, and it's too boring to sit in our room. ”

"Do you want to set off fireworks?"

"I want to put it with you."

(End of chapter)