Chapter 428: I Care Too Much
Lin Shuran looked at Chen Jiayu again with some concern, she knew in her heart that Lei Yingying was stimulating Chen Jiayu by saying these words, if Chen Jiayu was a woman who was greedy for wealth and selfishness, then she would definitely hold on to Wei Ying, a life-saving straw, but Chen Jiayu is now in love with Wei Ying at all, because of love, so she doesn't want to be the shackle of that man and doesn't want to bring trouble to that man.
Chen Jiayu bit her lower lip and didn't speak, what Lei Yingying said was not wrong, Wei Ying now insists on giving her and the child a name, this is the best choice for her and the child, but in her heart she just doesn't want to do this, she is not afraid of being criticized, she just doesn't want Wei Ying to suffer so much in exchange for all this will be covered with dust and dirt because of herself.
"I don't love Wei Ying!" Chen Jiayu raised his head violently and said against his will, "I have been heartbroken by men, I don't want to experience heartache again in this life, I don't want to compete with one woman after another in the back house, intrigue, live so carefully every day, I don't want to calculate people, I don't want to be calculated anymore, I just want to live a simple and plain life now, even if I am a village woman in the countryside, I feel very happy, maybe I did care about what you said before, but now I am not rare, and I don't want to wronged myself, It's just another cage for me! โ
Wei Ying was standing outside the door at the moment listening to Chen Jiayu say these words, his brows were getting tighter and tighter, and his face was getting darker and darker, Mama Cai glanced at him quietly, and then couldn't help but sigh softly, it seems that it will take a while to let her young lady have a good home.
When Lin Shuran and Lei Yingying both proposed to Wei Ying to let Chen Jiayu go back with them first, Wei Ying sternly refused, even if the two said that it was not appropriate to let Chen Jiayu stay in the Dingyuan Marquis Mansion now, Wei Ying didn't listen, and no one could take Chen Jiayu away from him again.
Out of the gate of the Hou Mansion, Lin Shuran and Lei Yingying also looked at each other helplessly, Wei Ying didn't let go, they couldn't grab it, and Chen Jiayu's current body was not suitable for moving too much.
"I wonder if the emperor has agreed to give them a marriage?" Lei Yingying glanced back at the Dingyuan Marquis Mansion again, she could see that Chen Jiayu really had Wei Ying in her heart, so she was unwilling to stay by Wei Ying's side, and now she didn't have the courage to fight for her love and happiness back then, "Alas, Chen Jiayu is no longer the Chen Jiayu of the past, she has become timid and cowardly, and she is really not used to it!" โ
Lin Shuran also sighed lightly, and then said: "It's not that she has lost her sharpness back then, but because she cares too much, people often become hesitant and timid because they care too much, and they become too concerned about each other, so it looks like she has lost her courage and courage." โ
Lei Yingying also nodded, and agreed with what Lin Shuran said, Chen Jiayu is not because she no longer loves Zhao Xian, so she is ruthless and decisive in doing things, which is like wanting to love but not daring to love now.
Seeing that the New Year was getting closer, it was Chinese New Year's Eve in a blink of an eye, but fortunately, good news finally came from Suzhou and Qingzhou, saying that the rebels of the King of Yue had been defeated and would soon be able to end this rebellion.
And on Chinese New Year's Eve, the county lord of Xiqing and the wife of Wu'an Hou, Dou Shi, returned to the capital first, and Princess Qing and Lin Shuran came to see them first after hearing about it.
Several people haven't seen each other for a long time, and naturally there are endless words, because the county lord of Xiqing has just been pregnant for two months, and she is tired of traveling, so Princess Qing accompanied her to the inner room to rest, and in the flower hall outside, only Dou and Lin Shuran were left.
Lin Shuran was naturally most concerned about the situation of Xu Junze and others, and the Dou family also told her what they knew, and said that the rebels were now left with a remnant, and the rebellion of King Yue would be concluded in less than January.
Even the Dou family said so, it seems that the matter in Qingzhou is really about to have a final result, but at this time, the Dou family mentioned Xu Mingyuan, the fifth elder of the Xu family, with an apologetic face, saying that she and Wu'an Hou Jiang Cheng blamed themselves for his disappearance, thinking that Xu Junze and Lin Shuran handed over the child to them, but they did not protect him well, so that he could not even find a corpse at a young age, and they were sorry for the Xu family.
The disappearance of the fifth Xu Mingyuan has always been the thing that Lin Shuran cares about the most, she regretted more than once that if she had been ruthless and didn't let Xu Mingyuan go to Suzhou with her, maybe Xu Mingyuan wouldn't have disappeared, and she didn't want to admit that Xu Mingyuan was dead, as long as she didn't see the child's body for a day, she had to firmly believe that he was still alive, but she didn't come back to them for some special reasons.
"My fifth child is a blessed child, I believe that he is only temporarily lost, and he will definitely go home in the future, and we will not give up looking for him!" Lin Shuran will not blame others for the matter of the fifth child Xu Mingyuan, no one wants to see this happen, she also knows that Wu'an Hou Jiang Cheng has always liked Xu Mingyuan, a little apprentice, and he must be very sad about it.
On Chinese New Year's Eve this year, the Great General's Mansion was not lively, and although the rebellion in the capital had subsided, the atmosphere was still more or less uneasy and tense.
On the first day of the new year, Emperor Zhao You received an urgent military report of 800 miles, Zhao Qian, the king of Yue, was beheaded by Xu Junze, the rebels surrendered, and the rebellion of the king of Yue began to come to an end.
Lin Shuran was also very happy to hear the news, but she felt that her body had begun to undergo new changes, not only was she easily tired, but even her body often felt sore, and this morning, she was going to get up and hug Xu Manman, but her eyes suddenly went dark, and she couldn't see anything in an instant.
"Lingqinโ" She shouted in a panic, Lingqin quickly came to her side, but soon Lin Shuran's eyes saw the light again, she shook her head vigorously and blinked, and she could clearly see Lingqin's puzzled look.
Lingqin asked her what was wrong with concern, Lin Shuran rubbed her eyes again, saying that it was nothing, it was just dark in front of her just now, but Lingqin still asked Taiyi Mei to come.
"It's just dark? Does Madame have any other symptoms? "After Dr. Mei checked Lin Shuran's pulse, he didn't find any problems with her eyes, but her internal organs became worse again, and her own treatment methods had little effect, and eating too many things was not good for Lin Shuran's current body.
"I just feel that I don't have any energy in my body, I don't want to move much, and occasionally I feel like I can't breathe!" Lin Shuran is also paying attention to the changes in her body at any time, and she keeps taking decoction and supplements every day, but her body is getting worse day after day, but she can't find out what disease she has or what the cause is!
(End of chapter)