(2-in-1)

"To be honest, I've been living a lot of tired all the time."

Kyungwon dismantled the extra equipment on his body and threw the firearm he was carrying in a puddle of water, making a splash.

"I've been patient, but I don't know how long I can endure it, maybe one day, I won't be able to bear it, although it's hard to imagine, but one day, maybe I won't be like me anymore."

"Now I will never forgive me at that time, I will never accept me at that time, and even think that I will become like that, it is better to just die like this."

"What are you talking about? Cannibalism? Da Yun'er asked.

"It's not cannibalism, in the end, cannibalism, it's just an act, tigers can eat people, black bears can also eat people, such things are not uncommon, almost every year there will be news reports, black bears waking up from hibernation attack villagers, or strayed into the grassland surrounded by wolves and the like, these news, and it doesn't make me feel scared, I just think, those people are really unlucky, I will feel sorry for them, but this does not affect my mood, I will soon forget these unfortunate people, after forgetting them, I can still be happy, Live without burden. ”

"In that case, then you should also be able to accept that we eat people, in essence, there is no difference between us eating people and beasts eating people."

Jing Yuan shook his head: "I can accept zombies eating people, I can also accept beasts eating people, zombies are to eat people, beasts eat people to fill their hungry stomachs, they eat people and I have nothing to do with it, I don't think there is anything wrong with this, if I am still a human being, I will not reason with man-eating zombies and man-eating tigers, I have a gun in my hand, I will shoot at tigers and zombies, without a gun, I will run away, if I am unfortunately caught by them, I will cry, I will be afraid, but I will not feel that they should not eat me." ”

"What I can't accept is that I have become a zombie who eats people, I'm talking about me, I'm conscious, if I'm bitten by a zombie, I should die, there will be no more consciousness in my body, it's just a zombie who wants to eat people, not me."

"Do you see what I mean? What I can't accept is not the act of 'cannibalism', but the fact that 'I cannibalism'. ”

"It's okay if you don't eat it yourself, according to your meaning, I ate 421 people and killed 434 people, it's just an act, I'm not like you, I think of myself as a human being, according to your classification method, I and tigers, zombies should be divided into one category, you don't need to dwell on my cannibalistic behavior, and there is no need to dwell on the idea that I am an enemy of humans."

"You're right, you're not a human being, if it's not you who eats people, it's a hungry tiger, it's a zombie that mutates after infection, I can accept it, a zombie eats more than four hundred people, although it sounds terrible, but there is nothing unacceptable, a zombie wants to kill a human with a gun, it's also very understandable."

Kyungwon threw down the heavy ammo pack.

"Other beasts, other monsters, it doesn't matter how they eat people, if I can kill them, I'll kill them, if I can't kill them, I'll stay away from them, they have nothing to do with me anyway, but, you can't, I can't be indifferent to you."

"Yes." Da Yun'er erected the vines behind her: "So you were venting your anger just now?" Think my sister is guilty of eating so many people? Think I've killed 12 people and I'm a murderer? Are you done venting? Or do you want to keep playing? Treat me like a punching bag, keep shooting at me, throwing grenades at me? ”

"You still don't understand what I mean, I have never treated you as a sandbag, I know that you are part of Xiao Yun'er, you are one, I have not such fragile feelings for Xiao Yun'er, for example, it is as if I have a younger sister, at first we were very strange, but gradually we got acquainted, I have a good relationship with her, we often play together, I think she is innocent and cute, I like her very much, she also sticks to me, I have wanted to take her out of that supermarket many times, I think if she follows me, we will live together in the future, I'll find a way to adapt to her habits, and I'm ready to face any difficulties. ”

"But she didn't want to go with me, and when I saw her again, she became a different person, she smoked, drank, got tattoos, she went to the bar to play all night, she came home with a little thug who dyed yellow hair and rode ghost fire, she stole the family's money, she skipped class, she said why don't you take care of others, you have to take care of her, she said that you can come to the bar with me when you are used to it, smoke and drink together, and I also call you brother, if you can't get used to it, you can go as far as you want."

"It's not like this before, she used to hold my hand, we sat on a chair and read comics, we built a snowman in the snow, when we were bored, when we were lonely, we accompanied each other, and those dull times could become very interesting."

"That's why I can't forgive her for being like this, and I can't accept her like this."

"I'm not hating her, I'm not afraid of her, I'm not hating her, I mean, in my heart, she's as important as myself, no, maybe more important, I never dictate other people's lifestyles, because they have nothing to do with me, but she can't, I can't imagine how I should get along with her like this, I can't accept her like this, I can't forgive her like this."

Kyungwon looked up, his rain-soaked hair pressed against his face.

"After waking up from that cold dream, I have been thinking that if I had chosen to be with her, if I had gone to see her on a sunny day, if I had spent more time with her, if I had come out of that warm and comfortable room, and walked through the blizzard to meet her, and not let her wander alone in the cold, so empty, so unchanging snow, would those terrible things not happen later."

"I regret it, I had a good life at that time, someone to talk to me, someone to accompany me to relieve loneliness, I lived in a sheltered villa, I had firewood that could burn all winter, I could use water and food all winter, I felt that it was very troublesome to go out, I felt that when it snowed, there was no need to go out, I thought she was waiting for me there, no matter when I went, she was there, I only cared about my own comfort, but I didn't think that her world was so cold."

He was talking about the dream, in which there was an endless snowfield, with a gray Milky Way overhead, a huge white moon hanging in the sky, without color, everything was pale and still, even the snow that fell from the sky.

It was as if someone had pressed the pause button, the world was gray and white, and all the stars were no longer turning, and in this world, he felt a boundless loneliness, and everywhere he could see, there was only snow but snow, and everywhere was cold.

Da Yun'er said that it was a dream about Xiao Yun'er, and she never thought that her world was like this.

He was carrying a bazooka in both hands, but the position he was aiming at was not Da Yun'er, but the ground on both sides.

"She's like this, I have to take responsibility, even if she doesn't think it's a mistake, but I feel bitter about what she did, even if she takes it for granted, but I feel terrified of what she thinks."

"Go on, the condition for the end of the game is that one side admits defeat first, and you and I haven't conceded defeat yet, so, let's continue, according to the rules of the game, continue!"

As he finished saying this, a sharp cracking sound sounded, and the rocket shot out with a cloud of black smoke and exploded on the ground.

Violent flames exploded from the ruins, and the ground shook, and then the ground under Da Yun'er's feet collapsed, and a large area, including his own, also collapsed.

With a loud shock, the underground of this ruin has long been eroded into a cavity, and for six years, the remains of the fungus master have been expanding the huge fungus nest.

It gets its nutrients from the nest, produces those white worms to treat it, and transports nutrients for it.

After six years of expansion, the nest has expanded into a large underground space, which is the center of Zhoushan City and the root of the fungus.

Now that the roots have been cut off, although they have been cut off, the fungus owner is still forced to leave a part of the nest, which is the "Ji Shou Consciousness" that was devoured by Kyungwon.

Because the fungus owner couldn't take this part away, it had a disagreement with this part and had to cut it off.

Kyungwon devoured the remnants of the royal fungus in the wreckage, so he gained control of the nest.

He doesn't need this nest to feed him, and it doesn't matter if it's ruined.

Before the rocket exploded, he controlled the worms to destroy the pillars of the nest, and the sclerotic mold that was responsible for the load-bearing weight would soften when it came into contact with the worms' bodily fluids.

Originally, this was a function designed to expand the nest, because these worms were not only medics, but also architects, and they could not create a regular, structure-rich nest with mold alone.

The main architects are the worms, who dig cavities, transport mold and dirt, and forge their nests like bees build their nests.

In order to make it easy for them to pass, their bodily fluids can soften mold, and the large and small, intricate cavities in the nest are formed by them crawling in the nest for many years.

Unless they are expanded, they usually don't come into contact with those hardened molds, but Kyungwon's will is higher than their instincts, so Kyungwon controls the worms to gather and let them crawl like locusts passing by, crawling near the load-bearing structure, softening them with bodily fluids, and swallowing the mold there into their stomachs with their mouths and transporting them away.

As the owner of the hive, he knows very well where the fragile structures are, which are fed back by the worms, who are not qualified as combat units, but are definitely excellent construction experts, and they can find the "eyes" of the nest by instinct.

If you find the "eye", you can even smash a huge rock with your physical body.

The key lies in the position of the blow and the technique of force, which must be struck in the most vulnerable places with delicate force.

The location of his bombardment is the "eye" of the nest.

The power of the rocket explosion is enough, like dominoes, knock down one piece, and the remaining dominoes will also have a chain reaction.

It is easier to destroy than to create, and it took the fungus owner six years to expand the nest, and in just a few seconds, it was destroyed.

The nest at Kyungwon's feet collapsed, and all the surrounding areas collapsed, as if falling from a cliff.

There is no place to stay, even Da Yun'er can't change her position in the process of falling.

They all descended together, and if they looked down from above, they could see that the ground was sunken in a radius of several hundred meters, and a huge abyss appeared in the ruins, swallowing everything on the ground like a big mouth.

Kyungwon came into contact with soft mold, but the mold was so light that it was like a build-up of foam that could not act as a buffer.

The mold is also falling, and the process of falling is very fast, the depth of the nest does not exceed 100 meters, and it will fall to the bottom in four seconds.

Four seconds was fast, but he turned on the acceleration mode of his mind and warmed up before the rocket was launched.

4 seconds is expanded 100 times to 400 seconds.

400 seconds is enough time for him to do what he wants to do.

Between him and Da Yun'er, there was only fifty steps left, about twenty meters.

He adjusted his posture and aimed at the vines of Da Yun'er to launch a swarm-shaped hook.

She noticed that, at a 100x acceleration, she looked this way, and her movements were smooth, as if it were normal.

The hook rope was smoothly wrapped around her vines, she didn't make an aggressive move, she was still wrapped around the hook, she said she would only attack at a distance of a meter, she said she never backtracked, so she was entangled.

If she was on land, she would have easily dodged, but she was in mid-air, so she couldn't avoid getting entangled.

The hook retracted rapidly, and Kyungwon quickly pulled towards her position.

The distance is rapidly getting closer, 20 meters, 10 meters, 5 meters.

Then, go within the last 1 meter.

He took the initiative to enter the attack range of Da Yun'er and took the initiative to create this dangerous environment.

From Da Yun'er's point of view, his actions are very dangerous, and he may have explosives wrapped around his body, maybe he wants to use the guise of the game to die with him.

If Da Yun'er wanted to, with a slight pump, he could lift his head open, and with a slight stroke, he could chop him into neat pieces of meat, and he had no power to resist.

So, if he loses the bet, he loses everything.

But no, the winner of this gamble is him.

He reached out in mid-air and grabbed Da Yun'er's hand.

His head had not been lifted, his hands and feet had not been severed, he had not been cut into pieces.

They had fallen to the ground, and under their feet were piles of soft mushroom blankets in which leeches were tumbling, some of them falling from a great height and unfortunately falling to their deaths, some of them being smashed into a blur of flesh and blood by the debris of the building.

Those mirror-like eyes have changed, and they no longer look like a mirror.

Da Yun'er and Xiao Yun'er are two personalities, which can be easily felt.

Da Yun'er is a rational personality, but according to the most rational plan, she should have reclaimed all her "shares" a long time ago.

If Xiao Yun'er is really sleeping, as she said, she will definitely give priority to solving the problem of survival.

But she didn't, this is Jingyuan's gamble, he bet that Xiao Yun'er is not sleeping, betting that she has always been there, but he doesn't want to come out to meet him, and he bets that she has been watching quietly.

After all, she has always used vines, never handed over her hands, and obviously used her hands to take other things.

It's like an emotional child, in fact, she doesn't want to care about anything, she just wants to wait for you to hold her hand.

But if you do take it, she will hide again, after all, you have left her all winter, and you must find a chance to grab her hand before she is willing to look back at you.

(End of chapter)