Chapter 263: Hidden in the Depths of the Soul (5)

"You want to bring him back to life?"

"Strictly speaking, he is not dead, not so much to bring him back to life, but to restore him to a conscious state, just like to restore a human being who is unconscious due to brain damage to his original state, and I want to change him from that frozen state."

"I have already informed you of my purpose, as for whether to cooperate or not, it is all up to your personal thoughts, if any one refuses, I will terminate it all and send you back."

"We have a veto? Why? ”

"Because this experiment requires your full cooperation, this is the world of consciousness, and any resistance by anyone will lead to an unstable connection."

"Isn't it okay to have one less?"

"It's not impossible, it's just that the success rate becomes zero, it's like you want to boil an egg, but you find that you can't find water, without water, the egg will never be cooked, at most it will only burn."

"Can it really be done?" Tang Xue stared at the angel.

"Who knows? Before the results came out, everything was unknown, and this was beyond the scope of my calculations, and it belonged to a field that I had never touched before. ”

"I want to know. How much is at stake? Su Wanqing took a step forward.

"Risk? Rest assured, you will not be in any danger, as I said, I have not been granted the authority to 'attack', the 'Lord' has blocked our actions, and no individual affiliated with the 'Lord' is allowed to disobey it, and I am one of them. ”

"I'm talking about, the risk of the thing itself?" Su Wanqing's eyes were fierce: "Of course I also hope that he can come back, but I can't think from a personal point of view, I have to take into account the 30,000 compatriots who also live in this city." ”

"I can understand your feelings." Tang Xue's hand was on Su Wanqing's shoulder: "However, this is just an experiment. ”

"Yes, it's just a small experiment." The angel smiled slightly: "It only involves a part of his 'soul', according to human theory, a complete 'soul' not only needs the 'superego', but also the 'id' that represents instinct and desire, and the 'self' of self-knowledge, the Trinity is a complete soul, and the field I am currently touching is far from reaching that level, at best, it can only restore him to 'one-third'." ”

"But there's still a risk, isn't it? I only judge from the perspective of interests, for the last remaining human being, he is the best friend now, we need him like this, thank him for this, we don't want any instability to happen. ”

"So you mean you don't agree?" The angel sighed, "Well, it's a pity, but it seems that it can only end here." ”

"Wait."

Tang Xue pulled Su Wanqing aside, clasped her hands, and looked her in the eyes.

"Even if you looked at me like that, I wouldn't agree." Su Wanqing said: "Even if it's just a little possibility, I don't want accidents to happen." ”

Tang Xue stared at her silently, never letting go of her hand.

"Are you going to hold my hand until you get old?"

It's still a silent star.

"I know you don't want to miss this opportunity, but I really can't agree to it." Su Wanqing was stubborn.

"Remember the story I told you during the day?" Tang Xue said softly.

"Of course I remember, I can understand your feelings for him, but when you sit in a certain position, you can't be emotional."

"So you mean, you don't believe in fairy tales or magic anymore?"

"That's all for kids."

Tang Xue let go of her left hand, and when she let go, she took off the ring she was wearing on her ring finger.

"I know you're a researcher, but I hope you don't forget what you've been through."

"It's his 'morality' and 'nobility', and I'm sure he won't let what you're worried about happen, even if you don't believe in fairy tales and magic anymore, but I want you to at least believe him."

Su Wanqing was silent for a long time, took the ring back, and held it in the palm of her hand.

"When you put a knife on my neck that day, I really thought you were a madman."

"I wouldn't have chosen that way until I met him."

"I never thought you'd come back alive that day."

"I didn't think about it either."

"How does it feel for the rest of your life?"

"Does it matter?"

"No, I'm just wondering if the fairy guarding you can help me conjure a pair of crystal slippers."

Su Wanqing breathed a long sigh of relief and patted her face.

"I'll tell you a secret secret, in fact, when I was a child, I also learned how to chant spells from magical girls on TV, and I still like those bells and whistles."

Tang Xue paused for a moment, then smiled slightly and hugged her: "Thank you, I really miss him, I want him to talk." ”

"He sacrificed a lot." Su Wanqing said: "We have a special study for him, from the time he was infected to the time he became 'Hela', a group of hundreds of people analyzed his personal experience and changes in thinking, and analyzed him for three years. ”

"According to the results of our analysis, he has wanted to continue to exist as a human since the beginning of his birth."

"Because he wants to keep his ego." Tang Xue said.

"His consciousness should come from someone other than Amori, we think this consciousness, is stored in the king fungus, for some coincidence, he woke up from the infected Amori body, according to his own account, when he woke up, there is almost no lack of personality, he has a very rich, tend to human thinking, he said he is an otaku with a lot of mental activity."

"I know that when I first met him, I could feel strongly that he was a 'person'."

"But in fact, at that time, he was already a little incomplete, according to the number and concentration of bacteria in his body, his 'humanity' will be a little bit missing, before saving you, he has already devoured the core of a giant python's strong infected body, at the beginning of the first devouring, he felt a stronger bloodthirsty desire, according to him, almost ate Xiaobai, but fortunately endured."

Su Wanqing patted Tang Xue on the back.

"He is constantly struggling with reality, which leads to the fact that although he wants to survive as a 'human', he is becoming more and more not like a person, the first time is forced to survive, the second time is to save you from the infection, and then later, in order to get rid of the pursuit of the 'first', after sending you and Xiaobai away, in order to survive the hunt, he can only continue to pay the price of the 'human' side, in exchange for enough strength to survive, and in the end completely annihilates the 'humanity'."

"In fact, three days before the hydrogen bomb exploded, a little earlier, he said that he had completely become a 'monster', thinking and acting as a 'monster'."

"We were very curious about how he regained his 'humanity', and he said that he didn't know either, but he found a photo album in a certain house, and when he saw the photos in the album, it was like having a long dream, and suddenly he woke up, but that state was not stable, it was a short period of backtracking."

"He took us to that house, you know?" Su Wanqing couldn't cry or laugh: "That is the home of Ah Shou and Ah Shou's mother, and the photo album he turned over was a photo album of me and Ah Shou." ”

"We can't explain how he recovered his feelings, and we can only attribute it to some kind of 'system disorder' that we don't know yet, but I know that." Su Wanqing let go of Tang Xue, put her shoulder and said, whispering as if whispering: "That's Ah Shou, it was Ah Shou who pushed him." ”

"Did you tell the researchers?"

"What's the matter, when I talk to those rigid guys, they will only contradict me, saying that there must be some kind of stimulus that causes the whole system to be disordered, and it will also involve split personality, how the brain works, balabala and so on, they are all a bunch of self-righteous stubborn donkeys."

"But what I can feel is Amori, Amori's 'soul'."

The two men walked up to the angel and said in unison, "We agreed to participate in this experiment. ”

"Have you changed your mind, then the rest." The angel looked at Xiao Bai, who was wagging his tail, and Xiao Yun'er, who was playing with her wings: "It seems that there is no need to ask." ”

"What do we need to do."

"Close your eyes and recall his image."

"That's all?"

"That's all, I'll take care of the rest, and if it goes well, your memories will be like a key, twist that lock, and loosen the taut chains a little."

(End of chapter)