He had such dreams before.

In the dream, he became himself when he was a child, tugging at the corner of his mother's clothes, begging her not to leave him, begging her to take him away, he would be obedient, he would be very well-behaved.

Sadly, no matter how desperately he pleaded, his mother ruthlessly broke his fingers one by one, and walked away without looking back, leaving him alone in hell.

"Mom......" Xu Tassel was still crying, crying and crying, and there was no sound, as if he had fallen into a deep sleep again, and the tears on his face had not dried, and he was slightly shining in the dimness.

Shen Jingning's expression was indifferent, her voice was low, and she didn't carry any emotion, "She won't come back." ”

"Never."

The girl didn't seem to hear it, and muttered even more, "Mommy......"

Shen Jingning left the ward in silence.

The door to the hospital room was reopened and closed, and when he was gone, the suffocating depression disappeared as if it had never existed. But Xu Tassel still didn't dare to move, for fear that he would suddenly turn back, and if he found out that she was just acting, she would definitely die!

I waited motionless for a long time, and I don't know how long, until the sky was slightly white, and Xu Tassel was sure that he was really gone, so he relaxed a little, but the whole person was still shocked.

Only she knows how close she was to death just now!

Even if she doesn't die, she should face inhuman torture.

Xu Tassel got out of bed, walked to the bathroom with vague steps, saw himself in the mirror with a terrible pale face, reached out to cover his chest, and tried to calm his heartbeat, which was still violent.

It's really dangerous......

When the scalpel was pressed against her neck, she was crazy thinking, what Shen Jingning's weakness was. Then, she suddenly remembered the reason why Shen Jingning's heart was distorted.

He was born in an ordinary family that was not too wealthy, his father was a perennial alcoholic and domestic violence, and every time he was drunk or encountered something unpleasant, he would abuse his mother and him, and the mother and son lived a miserable life.

Originally, my parents only knew each other on a blind date, and my mother didn't have much affection for my father, so I finally couldn't bear to leave the family and start a new family with another man.

Since his mother left, his father's temper has become more and more irritable, and he has doubled his vent at the young Shen Jingning, so that he often does not have a piece of intact skin on his body.

Not long after, his father married another woman, and his stepmother also beat and scolded him. When he went to elementary school, because of his withdrawn and silent personality, the children didn't like to play with him, scolded him for being a freak, and bullied him from time to time.

It's like he's been marginalized by the world, and no one loves him.

But he still loves his mother, and in those days of abuse, his mother was his only warmth and dependence. He had secretly gone to his mother and begged her to take him away.

But at that time, the mother already had another child, and the man did not agree with her taking Shen Jingning from the beginning, and it is even more impossible to agree now.

So, even his mother left him.

He began to hate the world, to hate everyone. When he was thirteen years old, he was once again beaten to death by his father, passed out in the street, and was picked up by the group.

When he came back, he was no longer the same Shen Jingning as before, but K......

Xu Tassel sorted out such a paragraph from memory, and acted in such a play, evoking his memories when he was a child, resonating with him, and perhaps making him soft-hearted.

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