Chapter 637: Ideological Struggle
Zhou Xi had a smug look on his face, and he had completely guessed what Jing Yuan was thinking in his heart.
Seeing that Jing Yuan didn't pay attention to him anymore, he didn't have anything to say.
"I heard you two have been getting close lately!" Zhou Xi asked in a very sour tone.
"You're overseeing me?" Jing Yuan's tone could be heard to be a little disgusted.
He hates doing sneaky things behind other people's backs, not to mention being followed and controlled by others.
Seeing Jing Yuan's attitude, Zhou Xi was no longer polite when he spoke, and his eyes glared at Jing Yuan with some viciousness: "Hmph, I don't need to supervise you, so many people can see it, if you don't want others to see it, you don't want to be gossiped about by others, you'd better pay attention!" Zhou Xicai didn't care about the severity of his words, he only knew that Jing Yuan had gone too far this time.
"What did I do, we just chatted normally, and besides, do I need to report back to you?" Jing Yuan's attitude towards him was very displeased.
"You know best what you've done. I also heard that Chu Jing brought you the food he made himself, and his face is really big, don't forget that Chu Chujing doesn't like you as Jing Yuan."
I saw Jing Yuan turn his head, turn his face away, and slowly sit down at a distance from Zhou Xi: "I don't, don't talk nonsense."
"Heh, now you don't dare admit it? Just admit what you have, it's not like your style."
"What dare I not admit it, why should I admit it if there is no thing? You're ridiculous!" I saw Jing Yuan sit up a little straight with some anger...
"Who the hell is ridiculous about the two of us, I think you know better than anyone else." After hearing this, Jing Yuan suddenly fell silent, feeling a little sad...
Back at his desk, trying to find something to do and avoid arguing with Zhou Xi.
It's not that I'm worried about quarreling with him, after all, I don't want to be pierced by others, and there is no need to publicize many things for everyone to know, as long as people who understand themselves understand, but people who want to understand can never understand his intentions.
Seeing this, Zhou Xi felt a little successful in his heart, so he continued: "Also, I think it is necessary for me to remind you that the reason why Chu Xia likes you is not because of you under the skin, but because she likes Jing Yuan, not you, I hope you can recognize this fact..."
Zhou Xi didn't pay attention to proportions at all when he spoke, and said his true thoughts in his heart, and Jing Yuan was even more irritable after hearing it.
"Can you shut up?" He said in a stern tone.
Although these things are already clear in his heart, he will still be very angry when he says it from other people's mouths, he doesn't want to face reality, he doesn't want to wake up from his dream, he still wants to continue to immerse himself in the world where he is Jing Yuan, and accompany Chu Xia like this.
Zhou Xi said to him with some anger, "What, what I said is the truth, shouldn't you know it very well? Could it be that after a long time, you will forget who you are under the skin of Jing Yuan? Do you really need me to remind you over and over again?"
Zhou Xi never understood, you like a person, I can understand, but you have to know the truth of moderation, if you go down like this, when will it be a head, and when the time comes, others will return to the old good, what is the matter with you?
In this doomed and doomed love, why don't you let go of yourself and others earlier, not to mention that there are people who like you in front of you, why can't you see it? Isn't everything you've done obvious enough? How else do you want him to express it to him?
Is it really because the person is wrong, no matter what you do, in the end, you have moved yourself, but you still haven't moved him.
Thinking of these in his heart, Zhou Xi felt an inexplicable sadness in his heart, but he still refused to let go of Jing Yuan, he just wanted to say something exciting, let him recognize the facts as soon as possible, and stop deceiving himself, no one will understand his good intentions...
"I also remind you, when you usually have nothing to do, think about your real self's position in Chu Xia's heart, weigh your position and weight, don't let yourself end up like a joke, think about what kind of attitude you will use to face it in the future
Chu Xia." After saying this, Zhou Xi didn't care what kind of expression Jing Yuan had on his face at this time, he walked out with a swagger, and the maid behind him also obediently followed, the master was so angry this time, there could be no mistakes.
"Why didn't you go to Jing Yuan?" Seeing Chu Xia alone in the courtyard in a daze, the personal maid stood two meters away from him, and Nangong Mo teased him forward.
Chu Xia heard a familiar voice, and hurriedly raised his head, and saw a cheap face: "What's the matter, you have nothing to do, come to ridicule me all day long, is it your only pleasure to ridicule me?"
"How is that possible?"
"And laughing at you, of course, haha........" After hearing this, Chu Xia instantly threw a roll of his eyes at him, why is this person so unscrupulous, I really want to give him a little look.
The two chatted for a while, Chu Xia felt that he had nothing to say to him, not only could he not give him any good advice, but he would also ridicule him, say something that undermined his confidence, and simply ran away from him on the grounds that he still had something to do.
Seeing Chu Xia's appearance, the corners of Nangong Mo's mouth couldn't help but rise a little, seeing that Chu Xia still had such a side, it was really a little cute, and people couldn't help but want to tease him more.
But he also knew that he had something on his mind in his heart, and there was no way to make himself laugh, as soon as he thought of this, he thought that he hadn't seen Chu Xia laugh for a long time, and he felt a little distressed, he just liked someone, but now he didn't torture himself like a person.
Is it so difficult and complicated for two people to fall in love?
The Chu Xia he saw was already working very hard, but after all, the Jing Yuan in front of him was not the Jing Yuan he was looking forward to every day, Nangong Mo felt a little pity for her, no matter how much effort she was making, she couldn't wake up Jing Yuan's memory at all.
What Zhou Xi said is not unreasonable, his current self is "Jing Yuan", not himself, so he can't come by his own temperament, he can do whatever he likes.
If he was pretending to be Jing Yuan before he didn't have amnesia, then he would definitely have no problem treating Chu Xia diligently now.
But the problem is that he is playing Jing Yuan after amnesia, and Jing Yuan after amnesia no longer remembers who his former beloved was, and no longer remembers who Chu Xia was.
Yes, I can't give up a happy life in the future for the sake of coveting the gentle township for the time being, in order to be with Chu Xia from now on, and to be able to enter her heart.
I have to do things according to the plan now, otherwise I will lose everything and all I fantasize about in the future will be floating clouds and bubbles.
Xia'er, I'm sorry, I have to change my attitude towards you now, otherwise we won't have a future, Xia'er, I love you, what I'm doing now is a last resort, you must believe me.
Chu Xia didn't know what Jing Yuan was thinking about now, how he had to break up with her, and let the relationship that was almost familiar with him gradually become cold.
"Ah Yuan, are you up? I thought I could scare you and make you wake up early in the morning to see me, but I didn't expect me to come so early, but you have already gotten up, which is really embarrassing."
Chu Xia got up early in the morning and came to the palace, originally wanting to make breakfast for "Jing Yuan" himself, but now he saw that "Jing Yuan" was already sitting at the dining table and eating breakfast.
In order to avoid embarrassment, Chu Xia had to say that he wanted "Jing Yuan" to see her when he opened his eyes early in the morning.
"Jing Yuan's" attitude is very cold, not as friendly as before, the whole person seems to isolate everything from everyone, and he can't get into his heart at all.
When Chu Xia saw this appearance, he couldn't help but start to panic in his heart, and said inquiringly, "Ah Yuan, what's wrong with you? Why didn't you talk to me today, with such a cold expression?"
"Jing Yuan" looks expressionless on the surface, but in fact, he is now engaged in an ideological struggle in his heart, turning over the river and the sea, and it is difficult to calm down.
In the end, Jing Yuan finally overcame, looked at Chu Xia with cold eyes, and said in a cold tone, "Why do I have to talk to you, do I have to answer when you speak?"
Hearing Jing Yuan's words, Chu Xia was surprised,
He didn't know why Jing Yuan's attitude towards her had changed so much, it was hard to believe.
"Ahh What's the matter with you? You didn't treat me so coldly yesterday, what happened? Why are you talking to me so coldly?"
Even though Chu Xia didn't know in his heart how Jing Yuan's attitude towards her suddenly became so cold, he was still very sad in his heart.
"Huh! I used to tease you like that, but I didn't expect you to fall so deep, I'm afraid that if you continue to entangle like this, Zhou Xi will be angry when he finds out, so let's stop here."
"And don't you think you're very *** at seducing a married man all day long? Don't you realize this yourself? Don't you perceive my dislike for you?"
If what "Jing Yuan" said earlier was to make Chu Xia sad, then what she said later was to make her heartbreak fall apart and unable to be glued.
Chu Xia covered his chest sadly and asked in disbelief with a crying voice, "Ah, Ah Yuan, you, do you know what you're talking about? How can you sarcastically mock me in such a sarcastic tone?"
"There's no why, I just like it, she will be very happy when she sees you sad and sad, and I will be happy when she's happy."
"This is the end of all the games, I love Zhou Xi very much, so don't pester me anymore, otherwise he will be sad and sad when he sees it, especially that person is you."