Chapter 798: Look Up

At that moment, he thought that he had met the other half of his life, but he didn't expect that she had already been destined for three lives with someone else. And this man is also the person he swore allegiance to for the rest of his life, and the person closest to him. They are really a good match, just like a dragon and phoenix that roam for nine days, which is beyond people's reach.

This love is really going to be buried in his heart forever, one person is sad, one person misses.

There are very complex emotions rising in my heart, including the joy of their hard work, and the sadness of their doomed love. Today is the day when the emperor got married, and it is also the day when he fell out of love. It's a little funny, thinking about what kind of person he Xiao Yulang is, a first-class member, the emperor's right-hand man, and countless people who came to his house to propose marriage, but they all made him think that his father was filial piety. Now that it's been three years since his father's death, he doesn't know what to use as an excuse?

Wine is really a good thing, and I hope that after getting drunk today, I can forget all my sorrows. Another glass of wine, he couldn't remember how much he drank today, but he felt that the more he drank, the more uncomfortable he felt in his heart, as if it was not so effective to use wine to kill his sorrows.

poured a full bottle of wine again, but was blocked by a hand, and looked to the side in confusion, it turned out to be the prime minister, only to see that he disagreed: "General, I have drunk a lot today, it is time to stop."

Xiao Yulang looked at Lu Zixiu a little drunkenly, and pulled out a wry smile, "Prime Minister, today is the day of our emperor's and queen's wedding, shouldn't we have a few more drinks to celebrate?" Come, let us bless them together." said that he raised the wine glass again, raised it to Lu Zixiu, and was about to drink it in one gulp.

Lu Zixiu stopped him again, he really drank too much today. They have been officials for so many years, and they can be regarded as brothers who have experienced strong winds and rains together, how can they not understand his feelings? If you just let him drink like that, he will definitely drink too much.

"Wine is not drunk like this, I see that you are tired too, why don't you leave it to me here, you can go back and rest first?" He commanded the guards who were following Xiao Yulang, "Send your general back to the house and let him rest well."

"Yes!" The guard stepped forward and helped Xiao Yulang up.

Although Xiao Yulang was drunk, he still had a bit of clarity in his heart. took a deep look at the two people in the high position, and smiled sincerely, staying here is also a matter of sadness, anyway, there is no need for him here, it is better to leave, turn around and retreat with the guard.

After they walked out, Lu Zixiu shook his head helplessly and continued his great duty of receiving foreign guests.

Back at the General's Mansion, Xiao Yulang completely took off his disguise and sat alone in front of the window, his eyes were empty, but her figure appeared more clearly in his mind. Her laughter, her stupidity, her naughtiness, her agility......

"General, why are you here? It's windy here, don't get cold. The slave and maid have boiled you sobering soup, and you can drink it and go to bed and rest." Xiao Yu stepped forward with the jade plate, and when she saw the general looking so decadent, she opened her mouth with concern.

Since her sister, she later learned that she was the current queen, so she called her sister in her heart, but she no longer dared to call her sister outside. Niangniang saved her life and left her in the General's Mansion, and the adults took good care of her, and she was grateful to these two people in her heart. It's just that she doesn't have the opportunity to repay them, but she will keep it in her heart, whether it is Niangniang or General Xiao, they are her benefactors, and she will never be able to repay them in her life.

Thirty years old is a face, it should be in its prime, but at this moment, it seems that there is suddenly more vicissitudes. The star's eyes were closed, but he couldn't wave the beautiful figure out of his mind. He felt powerless, what was more painful than wanting to love and not being able to love?

"Xiaoyu, do you think I'm useless?" A light voice sounded, with a self-deprecating charm.

Xiao Yu's hand holding the jade plate stiffened, and there was more worry on his face, but he still said truthfully: "The general is a first-class member, and he has made great contributions to the new emperor's accession to the throne. You are the god of war in the hearts of the people, and you are also the victorious general in the hearts of slaves and maids, how can you be so arrogant?"

Although she has not known the general for a long time, she has long heard of his wise deeds. After all, it's also the age of flowers, and like other girls, I can't help but reverie about such a hero. Although he knew that it was just an impossible luxury, he would inevitably make a difference between him and his future relationship

Compare. If she could have a tenth of him, she would be satisfied.

"God of War? An undefeated general? Hehe...... In fact, I am also an ordinary person, so ordinary that I am afraid of being alone." Xiao Yulang muttered, and a touch of bitterness rose in his heart. He just wants to be an ordinary person, simply to love, why can't he fulfill him?

Xiaoyu's heart was sour, I don't know why she can feel the loneliness and loneliness in the general's heart at the moment, and she can't help but feel sorry for him, she wants to rush out, general, you won't be lonely, at least Xiaoyu will accompany you. But she knew she couldn't, because she wasn't qualified.

"General......

"Okay, I'm fine." Xiao Yulang waved his hand, didn't let Xiao Yu continue, and when he got up, he found that he was dizzy, but fortunately, Xiao Yu supported him in time and didn't fall.

Xiaoyu felt that the general's body was so heavy, she put down the tray in her hand, and it was a little difficult to support her with both hands, it seemed that the general really drank a lot, otherwise he would not have been so out of shape.

Xiao Yulang was helped to the bed by Xiao Yu lightly, his eyes had already lost his original clarity, and he only saw a beautiful shadow in the haze, busy beside him.

Xiaoyu helped the general to the bed, carefully took off his boots for him, and then took off his coat. The strong smell of wine rushed to her face, and even she was a little drunk.

"General, how much alcohol have you drunk? The emperor's wedding is celebrated all over the world, everyone is very happy, although you are the emperor's uncle, you may be happier than others, but you can't drink like this?" After getting along during this time, knowing that the general was actually a very good talker, Xiaoyu was also more casual, and couldn't help but start nagging. She really didn't understand, why did the general, who has always been very self-disciplined, drink so much today? This is completely different from his usual calm and rational nature, which makes her a little unable to see through.

"Ah......" Just when Xiao Yu was concentrating on the general's busyness, Leng couldn't help but tighten his arms, and the whole person was pulled to the bed. Under him was the man's broad chest, and there was a thick smell of wine on his cheeks, and suddenly Xiaoyu's whole face was red.

She was a girl's house, where did this kind of thing happen, and her heart suddenly panicked, like carrying a little rabbit, pounding fast. He was about to struggle to get up, but he heard a man's pleading voice overhead.

"Chu Xia, don't go...... Don't go ......."

Xiao Yu was stunned, her crimson face turned pale, and she couldn't care about being shy, and the whole person was shocked by his words. She thought that the general was putting state affairs first, and she had been mourning for the old prime minister all these years, so she didn't marry a wife. But he never expected that he already had a favorite person, and this person turned out to be the current queen?..

After the shock, I felt sad for the general. It turns out that the general has been so bitter all these years, he likes the queen, and the queen doesn't know at all, how can he rob a woman with his nephew? What's more, that man is still a king, and he is a minister.

"Chu Xia, do you know that I liked you from the first time I saw you? At that time, I told myself, I must marry you, love you well for the rest of my life, and let you be a happy woman......" Xiao Yulang seemed to be really drunk and lost his mind, hugged Xiaoyu tightly in his arms, and said these words unconsciously, these thoughts that had been suppressed for ten years, he felt that he was about to run out of breath.

Xiaoyu originally wanted to hold up her body, but froze. She didn't struggle anymore, although it didn't seem appropriate, but she felt that the general was too uncomfortable to hold back like this, and he should be given a space to vent, even if he treated her as a mother, it didn't matter, if he said it like this, his heart would feel better, she didn't care about anything.

But what she didn't expect was that Xiao Yulang suddenly turned over and pressed her under her, and the handsome and tall man pressed on her like this, and she felt that her heart was about to jump out. The shyness that had been suppressed spread again, and even his neck turned red. She stretched out her hand and pushed, but she didn't push half a minute, and said weakly, "General, you are drunk, I am not ......"

"I'm not drunk, Chu Xia, I'm more sober than ever before, I know you don't love me, and I don't expect you to like me, because I know that I don't deserve you at all, only an independent man like the emperor is worthy of your peerless looks......

Xiao Yu's heart moved, and he looked at the general distressedly, "No, general, you are not ......" In Xiao Yu's mind, you are also independent, like Gao

The mountains are like looking up, please don't look down on yourself like this.

"Chu Xia, I just want to say what is in my heart to you, will you give me a chance? Listen to me finish speaking, I have been holding these words in my heart for ten years, do you know how uncomfortable I am?"

Two lines of tears flowed from the corners of the girl's eyes, not feeling humiliated by being pressed by him at the moment, but really distressing for the man in front of her. He is so good, high, like a god, he is worthy of the best woman in the world, he should not end up like this.

"Are you crying? For me or for him?" Xiao Yulang held the girl's face, his hazy eyes were full of affection, gently wiped away tears for her, and smiled, "You must be very happy, right? Because you can finally be with him? Chu Xia, in fact, I am really happy for you, you and Junbao are the people I care about the most. Junbao's feelings for you are also obvious to all, compared to his infatuation with you, I am nothing at all? He can give up the throne for you, but I can't do anything for you.

Chu Xia, you are right to choose him. Junbao, he has really suffered a lot for you, and I sincerely bless you.