068 Into the sunshine
Sanmei said goodbye to Zhang Tao, and tacitly started with Liu Jing first.
She shrugged her shoulders and sobbed and said, "Tao, can you not leave today?" ”
Zhang Tao shook his head resolutely, indicating that it was impossible.
"If..., you know."
Liu Jing leaned into Zhang Tao's ear with a flushed face and said a mosquito-like voice.
My brother's heart is like a rock, and he can withstand this temptation.
Zhang Tao shook his head firmly again and refused.
He didn't speak, he just didn't dare to speak.
He felt that if he kept his mouth shut, he would be stronger.
In case he opens his mouth, all the miscellaneous things in his heart will come out.
In case this uncompetitive mouth suddenly bursts out with the word "line", doesn't that go against Brother Tao's original intention? Isn't that a slap in the mouth?
Liu Jing retreated lonely and sadly.
She didn't continue to stand with Liu Ya and the others, and hated them in her heart.
She thought that if it weren't for their intervention, her brother Tao would definitely agree to her request.
She knew that Zhang Tao's guy was very rough and his desire was also very big.
For three years, he had been eyeing her body.
If it weren't for his desperate resistance, the city gate would have been lost a long time ago.
And now, taking the initiative to dedicate himself, will he refuse? Can you refuse? Did he refuse?
As soon as Liu Jing retreated, Chili Mei couldn't wait and rushed up, wanting to give Zhang Tao a hot hug.
Zhang Tao dodged and dodged.
Oh my god, where did this fierce girl come from? In such broad daylight, dare to come to such a passionate performance.
I'm a pure young man, and I'm a shy country boy!
In front of everyone, I don't have the cheekiness and guts.
Besides, in front of the other two beauties, it's not good for me to take the initiative to favor one over the other.
So, Zhang Tao dodged away in a daze.
However, he immediately regretted it. Then, I was extremely depressed and hated the chili girl.
Three years is so long, you don't act, but when it's inconvenient for my brother, you take action.
Aren't you deliberately playing tricks on your brother?
Perhaps, the pepper girl really has this thought!
In fact, Chili Mei really had the intention of playing tricks on Zhang Tao.
She knew that Zhang Tao had been coveting her for a long time.
If in normal times, she had the slightest intention of seducing, then he would not pounce on him like a hungry wolf.
But my sister is also a decent lady, she likes to like it, and she won't take the initiative to dedicate anything.
And today, she behaved like this, which was to find out Zhang Tao's virtue.
In front of Liu Jing and Liu Ya, he will definitely pretend to be a decent man and a gentleman, and he will not dare to eat the tofu delivered to his door.
As for himself, he lost nothing, played tricks on Zhang Tao, and by the way, he also suppressed Liu Jing and Liu Ya, two rivals in love.
So, Chili Mei was not angry at Zhang Tao's evasion, but kissed Zhang Tao on the face.
"Tao, I love you!" Then, too, she dodged quickly.
That's the means. You hit me and hurt my heart, but I still don't care about confessing my true feelings.
Can you not be moved?
Liu Jing and Liu Ya are fighting for men with me, and they are still very tender, so I have to learn more from my sister!
Ermei has said goodbye, and the rest is Liu Ya.
Zhang Tao looked at her affectionately, full of expectations in his heart, what surprise would the woman he cared about the most give me?
Liu Ya looked at Zhang Tao with teary eyes, what she wanted to say, but she couldn't say it, what she wanted to do, and she didn't have the courage of the chili girl.
She hesitated for a long time, struggled in her heart for a long time, and then took a few steps forward with difficulty and stretched out her little hand to Zhang Tao.
Her hands were white and tender, and there was a hint of trembling.
Zhang Tao predicted all kinds of possibilities, but he didn't expect that Liu Ya would choose this parting method, the handshake method adopted between brothers and friends.
"Contact more in the future." She was judo. There was also a tremble in Rourou's heart.
It took him a long time to react, and he hurriedly stretched out his hand to shake Liu Ya's white tenderness.
Her fingers flicked a few times in Zhang Tao's palm, and a small note slipped.
It turns out that this little girl has been prepared for a long time, she is really smart in ice and snow!
Zhang Tao's five fingers excitedly pressed and touched Liu Ya's white tenderness, taking the opportunity to rub the oil.
As for Liu Ya, knowing that he was rubbing oil badly, it was not easy to pull his hands.
As soon as she pulls her hand, the little note will fall and her little secret will be exposed.
Their handshake was a bit long, and Ermei, who was standing next to her, was jealous and kept coughing as a reminder.
Zhang Tao had to let go of his hand.
When he let go, he grabbed the small note without a trace.
Where there's sunshine, there's a road. Who's talking bullshit?
What about the sea? What about the desert? What about in the air? Where is their way out?
Zhang Tao refused to be sent off, calmly waved his hand to his classmates, turned around, and walked forward with his head held high.
He walked calmly and easily, walking on the streets that he was familiar with on weekdays, walking in the bright sunshine, walking in a bloody smile.
But as soon as he walked out of that gaze, that affection and concern, his head couldn't be raised, his chest couldn't stand up, and his legs and feet cramped and struggled to lift.
He pulled his head diagonally, hunched his back, dragged his heavy feet, and moved forward step by step.
Isn't it sunny ahead? How can I walk in the dark?
Isn't this a lively street? How do I feel like I'm struggling in the ocean? Is it floating in the sky? Stumbling in the desert?
The faces and eyes around him are so familiar and cordial in the past, why do they keep staring at themselves now? What about such strangeness and coldness?
Alas! Zhang Tao sighed, who let himself fall off the list?
fell off the list, those honors and halos are destined to disappear.
It will be endless shame and pain to be left to yourself.
The journey home is destined to not be easy!
It's not easy, but you have to go back, that's your roots.
Only at home, perhaps, can there be a place for yourself, allowing yourself to heal bleeding wounds.
He faintly heard the call from home, the voice was so distant and vague, and so warm and kind.
Although Zhang Tao has lived in this city for nearly three years, he still feels that it is so unapproachable.
Perhaps only by returning to the embrace of his hometown can he let his tired and wounded heart be relaxed and soothed.
Parents! Sister! Folks! Oh my hometown!
I'm back, and I'm back, and the scarred wanderer is back.
Will you still welcome, accept, and tolerate me, as always?
Ten minutes later, Zhang Tao stumbled to the Shennong Bridge.
The bridge was crowded with people and hurried, and no one looked at him more, and no one understood the sadness in his heart.
The river under the bridge does not swirl and rushes forward.
A few dilapidated sand fishing boats are quietly moored on the river.
The ship's machines roared incessantly. I don't know what kind of magic hand is sticking out under the water.
It keeps digging and digging, breaking the calm of the underwater world, and also digging out the sand and pebbles that lie still under the water, maybe thousands of years old, and sending them to the conveyor belt.
As a result, the sand and gravel became a source of wealth for the shipowner.
Zhang Tao suddenly had a strong urge.
If you throw yourself into the river and run forward with them, will you be able to float to the ideal world you are pursuing?
Or, if you lie down at the bottom of this river and become a grain of sand or a pebble, will you be able to get rid of the worries and pain in front of you?
But wouldn't the sand fishing boat also come to disturb his peace? Wouldn't that invisible magic hand also pull itself out and end up stuffing it into the cracks of the bricks?
However, stuffing it into a brick crack doesn't necessarily mean a bad thing!
Wouldn't it be easy for you to squeeze into the city you have longed for, laugh and watch the flowers bloom and fall, and witness the ups and downs of history and the vicissitudes of life?
He didn't dare to stay at the bridge any longer, he felt that the surging river seemed to tempt him to the fullest, calling for his return.
What kind of hero is my brother Tao, how can he be as ruthless as flowing water?
Is this worthy of the parents, the party and the government?
If you commit suicide, you will commit suicide, how can it be involved with the party and the government? What does this concern them?
You're brain-dead! Why is it none of their business?
You committed suicide by throwing yourself into the water on the bridge, wouldn't that cause a sensation in the negative press of society?
Doesn't this discredit today's harmony and peace?
If you throw yourself into the river, won't it pollute the river and damage the environment?
Your corpse is floating everywhere, doesn't that affect the appearance of the city and obstruct the waterway?
Thinking about it like this, Zhang Tao felt more and more that he couldn't commit suicide here.
Such a thing that harms the country and the people, my brother Tao can't do it.
If you want to commit suicide, you should also find a deep mountain and old forest, dig a pit and bury yourself, silently, without any impact.
Perhaps, you can also fertilize a small flower or a small grass, which can be regarded as your own dedication to the world!
Soon, Zhang Tao felt twelve points funny. How could I think of something so boring?
Isn't it just a list? Is it worth being so pessimistic yourself? I even thought about the stupidity of suicide.
Is this still the sunny and confident Brother Tao? Is this still determined to bring his parents, family and hometown out of poverty?
Zhang Tao glanced firmly at the distance, shrugged his shoulders in a chic manner, smiled confidently, shook off these miscellaneous thoughts, and strode towards the Shuidongjiang Bus Station.