People have two very different attitudes towards desire.

Some people try their best to control their desires and strictly abide by the rules of their own desires. This kind of person often has good self-control, but he often loses himself. Because, when you suppress your desires strongly, you suddenly don't know what you want. Human desires are born and are the desires of our hearts. Suppressing one's natural desires strongly will inevitably make it difficult for one's desires to be cathartic, and too much is often counterproductive. This category is typically asceticism, as in the fifth line.

There are also people who, in the face of desire, have an attitude of blind indulgence. As long as he desires, neither worldly nor moral ethics can limit him. They are slaves to their desires, and they are too indulged in them to extricate themselves. But blindly indulging, the final result is often to hurt others and hurt yourself. Han Xiang and Shen Yue, although they have a bad reputation in the rivers and lakes, they have the same thing between them, but they are real. They both love each other dearly. This can be seen from the fact that you can die for Han Xiang at the end of the application. However, both of them are equally indulgents. Although they love each other, they have been hurting each other. In the end, I really hurt others and myself.

The pendulum will swing. Whether it is abstinence or indulgence, it is actually a bit extreme, and it will inevitably give rise to some unnecessary trouble.

As a result, there is a third attitude of desire in this world. He is somewhere between abstinence and indulgence, and this is the attitude of most people towards desire. Don't be demanding, don't condone, chase if you want, and say it out loud if you want to love. It's not a pity to lose, because you don't really have it.

The fifth line has not met since he parted with Han Xiang in the palace. Who would have thought that Han Xiang would suddenly transform into an Oiran in this brothel in Suzhou City?

The fifth line looked at Han Xiang, and suddenly it was as if he had seen the opposite of himself.

They are two completely opposite beings, but they have too many similarities.

They have completely different attitudes towards desire, and therefore have a completely different reputation in the rivers and lakes. But they also have people who love them deeply, and they fail each other equally.

The fifth line didn't understand why she suddenly ended up in a brothel, just as she didn't understand why she didn't like women in the first place, and why she came to visit the kiln for the first time.

They can all turn back, too. The fifth line knew that Zhizhi would definitely start to go crazy looking for his whereabouts after knowing that he had escaped from marriage. As for Han Xiang, although he lost his husband, there is also a Jiang Youchi who also loves her deeply.

However, they are reluctant to turn back, which is also what they have in common, and what outsiders cannot understand the most.

In life, the most difficult way to go is to turn back.

No one wants to go back until they have to.

The reason why the way back is difficult is not because we don't know how to turn back, but because we can't let go. Face is a very strange thing, it can't be seen or touched, but it is something that everyone must fight for.

The fifth line, like Han Xiang, is a good-looking person. Their image, in the eyes of others, has long been unforgettable. If suddenly one day, they go back, it will only make him not know himself.

The fifth line looked at Han Xiang, as if he saw himself in the mirror. Although she lost her husband, if she was really committed to the Qinglou like this, then Jiang Youchi would be equally heartbroken when she knew about it. The fifth line suddenly had an impulse in his heart, he wanted to persuade Han Xiang, but suddenly found that he couldn't even convince himself, how could he convince Han Xiang?

They are already sympathetic, who can convince whom?

The fifth line fell into an even greater panic, he had never been so helpless as he was today, and he didn't know where the previous pride and resilience had gone.

The fifth line was in front of him, and he was already outside the object, and he didn't know what was going on outside the window, but he could only hear the laughter below like the wind, so it was not lively.

However, this excitement does not belong to him, but has become his heart.

Sometimes, I don't dare to love, not because I don't love, but because I'm afraid of being disappointed.

This is the biggest knot in the heart of the fifth line.

He had always existed as an insulated woman, and suddenly he was going to let him live with a woman, how could he do it in a short period of time?

The courtyard seemed to be getting more and more lively, as if they were arguing about something, but the fifth line was not heard clearly, only a few explicit love words of men and women were still floating in the air. The fifth line looked at the men and women below, as if he had seen all kinds of things in the world, but none of them could give him the answer he wanted.

In fact, it is difficult to distinguish between right and wrong.

The only thing that is clear is our hearts, the desires of our hearts. Desire is what it is. We can cover it up, but we can never change it.

The fifth line came out of his mind for a while, and suddenly found that in the courtyard downstairs, there was an old man in good spirits, who was looking at him with a strange look.

Judging from the old man's dress, he must be a Dongying warrior, and his martial arts are not weak, and he is a first-class master. The fifth line had never encountered a more powerful Dongying samurai, so he had to take a few more looks.

The old man obviously knew that the fifth line was watching him, so he raised his wine glass and toasted him with a fist, obviously a toast. The fifth line didn't know his details, but it didn't hurt to have a drink first, so he also toasted.

At this time, the music in Xiangxiu Courtyard started again, but the noise immediately became quieter, because they were all attracted by Han Xiang's dancing.

Han Xiang is a beautiful woman, otherwise she would not have attracted Jiang Youchi and others to surrender to her willingly. She had just scratched her head and played with the moon, and she was already fascinated by most of the men present.

Although the fifth line was not fascinated by Han Xiang's dancing, he had to admit that this dancing was indeed very beautiful. She never imagined that Han Xiang's dancing would be so charming, and she was really a stunner in the world. For women, the fifth line has always been reluctant to praise, but now his natural desires make him have to praise a word.

"Even if there are thorns, she is still a beauty!"

If Xiao Yurong is just a femme fatale that people stay away, then Han Xiang is the stunner in the world that every man wants to take for himself.

Seeing this, the fifth line was out of his mind again, as if the person dancing in front of him was not Han Xiang at all, but clearly Zhizhi, which suddenly made the fifth line even more stupid.

He's not really stupid, but just stupid.

Because, he still thinks of her all the time.

I don't remember the next thing, the fifth line, and when he came back to his senses, he had already finished his life. Even who picked the oiran, the fifth line did not know at all.