Chapter Seventy-Seven: Contact (2)
So Su Zijin always yearns for the distance. Because there are her beautiful imaginations and ideals, there are no disputes and conditions, and there is an orderly life.
It's like she likes Qin Jing, so she doesn't want to get close to him. She wanted Qin Jing to live in her own imagination, instead of discovering that he had shortcomings that she couldn't accept or that she didn't like in real contact.
Qin Jing pulled Su Zijin over, and slowly, as if with temptation, pulled Su Zijin to him, very close, as if just now, Su Zijin unintentionally bumped into him so close.
Qin Jing took Su Zijin's hand and took her hand to touch his cheek, "You touch it, I'm alive." ”
Su Zijin felt the warm skin touch under her hands, looking at Qin Jing's eyes, no matter how much she wanted to pretend to be stupid, she also knew that now was not the time to joke, Su Zijin let herself muster up the courage to look into Qin Jing's eyes.
"Don't always wander outside of life. I'm alive, you're alive, and these people in Kyoto, and you're living here. Today, Jia Wenxin shot an arrow at you, and everyone else was shocked, but you didn't seem to be angry at all. It's not right, you should be angry, reprimand her, punish her, vent it, don't be indifferent. and Xue Baozhu, if you are dissatisfied with her hypocrisy, point it out and don't continue to watch. There are good and bad people. Just like me. You're my fiancée, shouldn't you try to get to know me and get in touch with me. And not looking at me from afar. You make me want to get close to you and I can't find an exit. ”
Su Zijin never thought that Qin Jing would know him so well.
He knows his loneliness and alienation, affection and indifference.
"Why do people who see so well like me?" Su Zijin couldn't help blurting out the questions in his heart.
Su Zijin was stunned for a moment, and then broke the jar and continued, "Do you like the way I am out of the crowd?" If I fight with you and others, do you still like the "cheesy" look? ”
After saying what he wanted to say, Su Zijin was a little relieved and a little entangled.
Everyone's hearts are unique, Su Zijin was afraid that he wouldn't understand, and racked his brains to let Qin Jing understand the meaning of what he said, "I mean, when I'm outside, I can stay calm and be a little fairy who doesn't stain the fireworks of the world, but I really care about everyone, I must also have a hideous appearance with red ears and red ears, are you sure you want me to take off the coat of "little fairy" and "live" it?" To be a "layman"? ”
The more Su Zijin spoke, the more annoyed she became, she was so clumsy that she couldn't even explain her mood clearly, so in the clouds, could he understand? Su Zijin stared at Qin Jing tightly, wanting to see from his eyes that he understood, but he didn't want to, Qin Jing's eyes were actually stained with a smile. Su Zijin's eyes widened, he took a step back, and really saw a smile in Qin Jing's eyes.
"I'm talking to you so heartily, what are you laughing at?"
Su Zijin couldn't say this, because she felt embarrassed and had no "style", so she only frowned and looked at the person in front of her dissatisfied.
Qin Jing couldn't help but smile when he saw Su Zijin's sullen appearance, not only his eyes were full of smiles, but he even had a smile on his face, his slender fingers turned into weapons, and flicked on Su Zijin's full forehead, Su Zijin covered his forehead and looked at Qin Jing in shock, "What are you doing!" ”
Qin Jing smiled and spoke, "Do you know that every expression of your face clearly expresses your thoughts?" You think you're serious about talking to me, but I'm not, right? ”
Su Zijin looked at Qin Jing suspiciously, how did he guess?
She didn't know that her big black and white eyes seemed to be mood translators, making her thoughts clearly revealed in front of Qin Jing.
On weekdays, when Su Zijin restrains her emotions, the whole person is as impenetrable as being wrapped in a silkworm cocoon, but at this time, she lets go of her mind, but it is as clear as a clear stream, which makes people know at a glance. Qin Jing was extremely surprised, he didn't know that his fiancée was so extreme. The strong contrast made him uncontrollable for a moment and laughed. Seeing Su Zijin's eyes widen, Qin Jing coughed secretly, calmed himself down, and finally let his little fiancée open her heart and accept herself, if she was really in a hurry, it would be fine if she bitten, but if she closed herself again, it would be even more difficult for him to open up and communicate with her.
Qin Jing restrained his smile, and said to Su Zijin, "Just like Xue Baozhu, her warm and generous appearance on weekdays, has she confused you?" Conversely, some people are born lambs and cannot become wolves even if they are dressed in wolf skin. ”
Su Zijin listened to Qin Jing's serious answer, then nodded, as if there was some truth, his frowning brows stretched, Su Zijin looked at Qin Jing, "What you said, I'll think about it when I go back." ”
Qin Jing didn't expect a few words from himself to make Su Zijin, who had been straining himself since he was a child, relax his heart, but took Su Zijin down the door, "I'll send you back." ”
At this time, it was already dark, and the lanterns in the palace had been hung high, Qin Jing took Su Zijin and went straight to the tethered horse stake on the side, where a bronze carriage stopped at some point.
Su Zijin and Qin Jing sat in the carriage, Qin Jing raised his hand and poured a cup of hot tea for Su Zijin, Su Zijin held it in his hand, sipping it one by one, her mind was a little confused.
Before Qin Jing said this today, she originally planned to punish and teach Jia Wenxin a lesson, but she didn't expect to hear Qin Jing's investigation results, among them, Xue Baozhu had a lot to do with it, so she was reluctant to let Xue Baozhu go so lightly. Xue Baozhu has been provoking herself for a long time, from the beginning of entering Kyoto under her own banner to the present, if she doesn't teach her a lesson, Su Zijin feels that she can't calm down.
"This matter is yours, the Xue family will definitely have various arguments to dissuade you, now it's up to you to think about it."
Qin Jing looked at Su Zijin and said.
Su Zijin held the pocket teacup and nodded.
Looking at Su Zijin, who was a little stunned in thought, Qin Jing felt more and more in his heart that his decision to have a showdown with Su Zijin today was correct. People get along with people, don't pierce that layer of window paper, even if it is a close relative like parents and friends, it may be a lifetime of fake politeness, but once you find an opportunity, be honest with each other, and tell your own thoughts, you will unconsciously get closer.
Just like Su Zijin at this time, in the past, she always looked calm and calm, although she was a woman, she was silent or "pretending to be stupid", today Su Zijin let down her guard in front of her, and unconsciously revealed a cute and thoughtful look.
Qin Jing couldn't help but reach out and touch the head of the little girl in front of him.
"Huh?"
Su Zijin, who was in thought, noticed the hand on his head and looked up at Qin Jing questioningly.
"It's okay, your hair is a little messy from the wind."
Qin Jing casually found an excuse to prevaricate and withdrew his hand.
Su Zijin nodded and returned to his state of thought.