The following is Xiaoke's perspective. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info

My name is Xiao Ke, as if this is just a nickname...... This nickname became my name and has accompanied me for many years. Probably because it's too smooth, it should be like this. QAQ。

From birth to the present, I have always been a quiet and introverted girl, not too good and not too bad, I don't want to have too many disputes with others, I don't want to cause too much trouble, I just want to study hard, talk about a vigorous love, or live this ordinary life plainly.

It's just that from that day on, everything changed. On the day of the cataclysm, I was confused outside, thinking about my future path, so I escaped.

Looking at the rubble of the building, looking at the fragments of the ground, I didn't cry. I believe they are alive, alive.

It's just that the cruel reality tore me apart, then threw me aside, and let my grief be lost like a broken doll among the weeds by the roadside.

When I looked at the two corpses, which were blurry but vaguely recognizable, I felt hopeless, but I still didn't cry, I don't know why I still didn't cry, whether it was too deep sadness, or something else, I don't know.

I didn't cry.

I didn't cry when they were put before me;

I didn't cry when they were pushed into the incinerator;

I didn't cry when there was no ordinary ash left in a pile of ashes;

At the urging of my relatives, I whimpered and couldn't speak, and when a deep voice came out, I cried.

Tears couldn't stop flowing downward. I couldn't stop it, and there was no one to comfort me or help me stop my tears. In their opinion, it is normal to cry, and I am finally normal when I haven't cried all along.

But who can understand my despair at that time, the tears at that time, while sprinkling shoddy paper money, tears streaming down my face, I don't know what else I can say, I don't know what else I should say, just silently doing what they want.

In my heart, I always hope that my parents are still alive, even when I see them lying quietly in front of me, I believe that they are still alive, that they are just sleeping, and when they wake up, they will come back to their side and be with themselves.

Watching them being pushed into unknown places is just thinking that they will rest in another place.

When I saw the ashes, I just thought it wasn't my parents'......

It's just that when I asked to say that I was going well, that self-created illusion was brutally broken, and I who had no way to deceive myself anymore collapsed.

......

I became more introverted, or depressed, or whatever, and didn't want to talk much, just immersed in my own world.

I don't know if I'm like the protagonist of so many movies and novels I've watched, I was found to have the potential to use magic, and I was sent to the magic school in the Sky Sanctuary to learn unfathomable magic.

Maybe this is my moment of transshipment.

But that's just fantasy. After arriving at the school, I found out that I was a demon scattering physique, which is why I was discovered by the magic detector. Some people may laugh and think that magic doesn't work for me or that I can reduce my damage, run rampant in this world where magic is rampant, and then go to the top of my life.

But there is no fighting spirit, spiritual power, immortal power and other miscellaneous powers here, only magic power, or another form of life force, I don't have enough strength, even if I have a demon-resistant body, there is no room to exert it. Refining can strengthen the body, but refining the body also requires magic, and I can't gather magic through the body.

In this way, most of my growth channels were blocked. The only chance is to use the magic arrays engraved on various magic guides to gather magic power and release magic, and once my magic guide is out of my hand, only this weak body of me, there is no possibility of hand-to-hand combat with the other party.

Think about the scene, think about what made me special, if the enemy was male......

However, the school still gave me the opportunity to learn magic, and equipped me with a wand engraved with a magic circle so that I could study in this school.

I've been studying hard for two years, but I'm only in the middle of the range, and despite my talent and my magic, it doesn't make up for the fact that I lost my staff, so I never received exploration quests at school, all of them were daily quests.

I don't have many friends, but I want to find someone who can be my guard, protect me, and let me show my full strength, just like in the comics, so that everyone can see my abilities. You might even find a Prince Charming, a handsome bodyguard who explodes.

I feel excited when I think about it, first of all, it's hard to find a handsome one, and secondly, in terms of strength.

It's just that I'm introverted and can't say anything in the face of a higher strength than me, and almost all of the ones whose strength is close to me have fought in the school's ranking matches, and let them be my guards, they think they will be a level lower than me, and they didn't agree. In the end, I just found someone who was weaker than me, as a guard, a part-time boyfriend, and as an invisible child-faced ****, I still have a certain advantage.

Although it was my nominal boyfriend, I didn't let him touch my body easily. After all, a girl's body is precious, and a girl should love herself.

It's just that within a few days, my boyfriend asked to hold hands.

Thinking of holding hands, there won't be much of a problem, and my boyfriend is still more stylish, so I agreed to him. But......

I never thought that my demon-scattering physique would be so lethal to a mage who was lower than me. His mana drained quickly, just holding hands, and within a few minutes, he collapsed to the ground from discomfort with the loss of mana. But at the time, I thought he had some kind of illness, and it turned out to be ......

After that, I looked for a few more, but all of them had the same results. However, it was not as simple as the first one, and in order to hide the fact that their magic power was low, they put all the blame on me, not only beating me, scolding me but also calling me a witch, stealing their magic power to supplement themselves.

Despite several statements, the rumors spread, and I seemed to have become the object of scolding by everyone. Fortunately, I had a gentle sister who helped me calm things down and invited me to join the Lily Society, saying that she was the president there.

The redeemed self thought that she had taken a fancy to herself, and she had never touched the lily herself, thinking that she had helped herself, she still agreed to her and joined the lily society. However, I didn't see her again, I didn't know her name, I don't know if she saved me to strengthen the club, but I still decided to join the club and join her club. (To be continued.) )