Chapter 28: I'm a Terrible Person
Mu Xiangqing is usually used to waking up early, but today it was even earlier because he woke up hungry.
She sat up against the head of the bed, grabbed her messy hair with her right hand, and blinked to wake up, and the events of yesterday slowly came back to her mind.
In the boxing room, the little boy was injured.
After that, she was surrounded and scolded, and she ran away uncontrollably.
And then?
Mu Xiangqing covered her face with her hands, and thought for a while before remembering that she ran to the glass room, and then hid, and then she couldn't remember it anymore.
Mu Xiangqing simply didn't want to, looked towards the bedside table, there was no trace of the mobile phone, looked at the alarm clock, and at five and three o'clock, she lifted the quilt and got up.
Because he was afraid that Mu Xiangqing would not hear the movement when he got up, the door was just hidden.
The two maids who were guarding outside the room heard the movement, immediately knocked on the door, and asked softly, "Miss, do you have any instructions?" ”
Mu Xiangqing opened the door and said as he walked over, "Shredded chicken porridge, bring my mobile phone." ”
"Yes."
One maid went downstairs to the kitchen, and the other immediately went to the small living room to get Mu Xiangqing's mobile phone, and at the same time told Zhong Nanming that Mu Xiangqing was awake, and it was Zhong Nanming who said that no matter when Mu Xiangqing woke up, he had to tell him.
Zhong Nanming stayed awake all night, sitting in the study, using work to anesthetize himself, until he heard the news that his daughter woke up.
Then Zhong Nanming contacted the phone number that she hadn't made for a long time, it was Mu Xiangqing's former psychiatrist and asked her to come over and take a look at her.
Mu Xiangqing came out of the shower, and the shredded chicken porridge was also served, because Zhong Nanming had already ordered that the shredded chicken porridge had been kept warm in the kitchen.
After putting down the shredded chicken porridge and side dishes, the two maids quietly retreated outside the room.
Mu Xiangqing did not go to the boxing studio to run as usual after eating, but sat on a chair on the balcony, she rolled up her feet, wrapped her hands around, rested her chin on her knees, and looked at the distance that was not yet bright.
At seven o'clock in the morning, Mu Xiangqing changed her clothes and went downstairs, just as Hong Antong came from the direction of the dining room.
Hong Antong hurriedly caught up with Mu Xiangqing and sat in the co-pilot before she drove.
Zhong Nanming was surprised when he knew that Mu Xiangqing went to school, and sent a message to the psychiatrist to tell her about the situation.
Along the way, Hong Antong didn't open his mouth to ask Mu Xiangqing how she was, and he didn't even dare to look at her twice, only paying attention to her with his spare eyes.
looked at her no different from usual, but Hong Antong was not sure in his heart.
When he arrived at the school, Mu Xiangqing got out of the car, did not go to the classroom, and walked in the direction of the garden corner with a blank face.
Hong Antong didn't stop her, picked up the car keys and walked to Class 11, now she is sure that Mu Xiangqing has not recovered.
When the people in Class 11 saw Hong Antong coming, they all got out of the way, she walked up to Lu Rifeng and handed him the car keys.
Lu Rifeng frowned, "What about Aqing?" ”
"Garden corner, don't let people disturb her."
Lu Rifeng had a bad premonition in his heart, "What happened?" ”
Hong Antong didn't say it immediately, Lu Rifeng suddenly understood, and his tone was very bad, "Go out." ”
In less than ten seconds, only Lu Rifeng and Hong Antong were left in Class 11.
Sikong Jue approached from afar, and when he saw that the door of the classroom was full of people, he approached.
Chen Chen stopped him, "Sikong, wait before you go in." ”
Because Mu Xiangqing's attitude towards Sikong Jue had changed for the better before, Chen Chen was quite friendly.
Before Sikong Jue could ask, Hong Antong came out and left past everyone.
Only then did Chen Chen get out of the way.
Sikong Jue walked into the classroom and saw Lu Rifeng smack the table with a calm face, and said foul language.
The people in class 11 quietly returned to their seats and didn't dare to say anything, which showed that Lu Rifeng was angry.
Sikong could only associate things with Mu Xiangqing.
He recalled Mu Xiangqing's information, today is not a special day.
Mu Xiangqing didn't come back until class.
The first class was Lin Lanfei's Chinese class, and seeing that Mu Xiangqing's position was empty, "What about Mu?" ”
Chen Chen glanced at Lu Rifeng, and was about to answer, but was preempted, "She's not feeling well." ”
Lin Lanfei wanted to ask something, but Lu Rifeng said again, "Teacher, I'm not feeling well, go to the school doctor's office." ”
Seeing Lu Rifeng leave, Lin Lanfei had no choice but to go to class first.
Sikong frowned.
After class, Sikong got up and left.
When I came to the corner of the garden, I saw Lu Rifeng standing outside with a gloomy face and a sense of powerlessness, while Mu Xiangqing bent his feet and hugged himself, which was different from the usual daze looking out of the window.
Today she doesn't have any mood swings, but she has been stripped of her soul and is only left with a shell.
Sikong Jue's heart twitched, and at this moment he clearly knew that he had a different feeling for Mu Xiangqing.
Lu Rifeng's attention was on Mu Xiangqing, and when Sikong Jue approached him, he realized that he wanted to open his mouth to drive him away, but thinking that it would make Mu Xiangqing noisy, he turned around to block it and lowered his voice, "What are you doing?" ”
Sikong asked, "What's wrong with her?" ”
Lu Rifeng wanted Sikong Jue to leave, but thinking that she was willing to let Sikong Jue accompany Mu Xiangqing's mother's birthday before, is it okay today?
Lu Rifeng has been here for more than an hour, and she has been with Mu Xiangqing for so long, she hasn't even changed her movements.
He spoke to her, but he didn't respond, completely isolating him from her world.
He didn't know what to do.
In the past, Mu Xiangqing hid at home in this situation, and the psychiatrist went to give her psychological counseling.
Today she ran back to school.
Lu Rifeng can only be a dead horse doctor now.
"Sikong, you go in to accompany Aqing, but you can't say anything about blood, car accidents, accidents, these things, remember."
Sikong Jue thought that when it was written in the information that Mu Xiangqing's mother was in a car accident, she witnessed it with her own eyes.
It is not written on the information that Mu Xiangqing has a shadow.
Maybe it's been hidden.
"You go buy something she likes to eat."
Sikong fell past Lu Rifeng and entered, not giving him a chance to refute.
Lu Rifeng wanted to stay, just in case Sikong couldn't do it, but his words seemed to have some truth, how could he not think of it before.
Sikong Jue heard the footsteps in the distance, his calm and waveless eyes were covered with a layer of worry, and he walked to Mu Xiangqing and squatted down.
Her eyes were hollow, expressionless and pale.
She didn't notice him at all.
Sikong Jue took out his phone and opened the player.
A soft, beautiful piece of music flows through the air.
Sikong Jue didn't get up, put the phone on the chair, and put his right hand on the back of Mu Xiangqing's right hand, which was a little cold.
For nearly twenty minutes, Sikong Jue accompanied Mu Xiangqing motionlessly.
Mu Xiangqing's empty eyes fluctuated, and he opened his lips lightly, "Sikong, I'm a very sloppy person." ”
Sikong never replied.
"I don't have any skills, I don't study well, I have a bad temper, I rely on my father and my grandfather to do whatever they want at school, I do whatever I want, and I never consider other people's feelings, just like they said that if I didn't reincarnate, I am afraid I would not grow so big."
"I don't care about these comments, I only care about the people I love doing well, but now I can't even do that."
Mu Xiangqing's tone was quite calm when she said this, and then her voice choked.
"Not only did I fail to take care of them, but I also made them worry all the time, I couldn't even control myself, heh, I was a failure."
Sikong Jue withdrew his hand, got up, and sat down next to Mu Xiangqing, "My parents are very accomplished, at least people who know them think so, but they are the worst parents in my eyes, not to mention qualified, they are extremely poor, I lived in the same place with them before I was ten years old, I was taken care of by a nanny, and I saw them less than ten times a year, they couldn't balance work and me, but I knew that I could feel that they loved me very much, I disliked them, but it didn't prevent me from respecting them." ”
"People are contradictory. It's two-sided, the person you love thinks that loving you is the happiest thing for them, even if you think you're worthless, in their eyes you have countless merits, as for worrying, as long as the person you love still loves you, even if you are as strong as a saint, they will find the point to worry about you. ”
Mu Xiangqing's gloomy gaze slowly moved to that Sven clean face, listening like a well-behaved good student, those words slowly surrounded her whole person like warm sunshine.
Sikong hooked his lips, "You say you failed, how is success defined?" ”
"Is it fame, is it the first in everything, or is it loved?"
"None of these are the goals, we have achieved our own goals, although it is not the best, but we have done our best, and we are satisfied with it."
"Mu Xiangqing, it was your personality that made me notice you at the beginning, you can do whatever you want, you don't think about others, and you don't think about your own gains and losses, yes, it's your own business, why should you consider others, no matter how much you think about it, you can't take everyone into account, don't do this link in the first place to save time."
Mu Xiangqing looked at Sikong at this moment, as if he had found an oasis in the dry desert.
Her grandfather, her father, and Lu Rifeng loved her and spoiled her, but they didn't think about the reason why she did this, why did she do that, they would just follow her.
But Sikong Jue can accurately say her feelings, and his words, she resonates and heals her.
She didn't expect anyone to understand her.
Mu Xiangqing didn't speak, Sikong Jue didn't say any more, he said enough.
The two stared at each other, a tacit understanding, a belief invisibly connected.
When Lu Rifeng came back, he saw such a picture.
The flowers and plants around were lush and colorful, and the outstanding pair looked at each other, and the warm orange sunlight shone on them.
Freeze frame.
Lu Rifeng didn't want to open his mouth to break this picture.
It was Sikong Jue who sensed that Lu Rifeng was coming and took the lead in retracting his gaze.
"Aqing, are you hungry? See what you want to eat? Lu Rifeng stepped forward quickly and opened the bag, "Some haven't been delivered yet, so eat these first." ”
Mu Xiangqing came back to her senses and looked at Lu Rifeng, although the caution in his eyes was very serious, she still saw it, stood up, "Take the bag, go back to the classroom to eat." ”
As soon as Lu Rifeng heard this slightly brisk tone, he knew that Mu Xiangqing was fine, "Okay, my eldest lady." ”
Lu Rifeng nodded at Sikong Jue when he bent down to take the bag, and he was very grateful to him at this moment.