Before I Grow Old + Yokogawa Three Moves (continued) Verse 22
Shi Jiamu walked alone on the campus in the afternoon, the lazy sun shining on his face, and he looked a little lonely. The wisteria by the pond is crawling all over the trellises, and the flowering period has passed, leaving the shelves full of green leaves. He bent down to pick up a few wisteria seeds, the pods left over from last year, brownish-black, flat, hard and shiny.
Shi Jiamu threw the seeds into the pond and watched them stir up a circle of ripples, tumbling and sinking to the bottom.
"I'll sleep with you." Chen Lian's voice echoed in her ears.
Madness and determination are revealed in the calm, and behind the composure is a desperate bet, in order to lure Kitavia out and escape the fate of slavery, Chen Lian did not hesitate to take herself as a bet.
Shi Jiamu didn't mind sleeping with her, even if it was just as a prop. But the first intimate contact was also the last, and if Chen Lian lost the bet, she was certainly reduced to Kitavia's plaything, and if the bet was won, it was impossible for them to continue to be together.
He will eventually return to his old life alone, and memories are the only memorial.
Shi Jiamu clearly realized that Chen Lian was close to him, they were in two different worlds, and the only little connection was because of Kitavia.
From Brighton to Surabaya City, Chen Lian followed Kitavia all the way and appeared on the same campus as Shi Jiamu.
At first, Chen Lian thought he was a human traitor who had taken refuge in the vampires, spying on himself through a covert camera to provide intelligence to Kitavia. She kept an eye on him, approached him, and bared her fangs to intimidate him, precisely to uncover Shi Jiamu's true face and teach him a profound lesson.
After the misunderstanding was cleared up, they should have gone farther and farther in their respective directions, and never crossed paths again, but Chen Lian accidentally sensed Kitavia's jealousy, which was like a big poisonous snake that wrapped around her heart. So she decided to use Shi Jiamu to lure Kitavia out and invite him to design a courtyard for herself, deliberately maintaining an ambiguous relationship.
Kitavia was fooled. Unfortunately, she happened to be in the evolutionary period, her body was weak, and she was unable to go out in person, and the trap painstakingly set by the Special Criminal Department only killed an insignificant descendant, but it gave the main owner a wake-up call.
Once she evolved from a baby to a servant, Kitavia was able to control Chen Lian, and after struggling for so many years, she finally fell into a desperate situation, for which Chen Lian had to resort to the most extreme measures.
Shi Jiamu is a self-aware person, he is proud, realistic, and not so confused as wishful thinking, thinking that Chen Lian will favor him. It was Kitavia who brought them together and indirectly contributed to this intimate encounter, which he never doubted.
Good luck will eventually have a light day, and what does not belong to him will be lost sooner or later, and the only thing he can do is to firmly grasp the present.
In just half an hour, he figured out a lot of things.
Life is an unknown journey, and gains and losses are predestined. Refusing to accept it because of the fear of losing is a sign of immaturity. Because of the fear of losing, so desperately grasping is also a sign of immaturity. Rather than suffering from gains and losses, it is better to take a step back and look down on everything.
On that fateful night, Chen Lian would leave him with unforgettable memories for a lifetime, and that was enough.
The water waves in the pond gradually calmed down, Shi Jiamu looked at his reflection, and calmly analyzed himself: "Cool by nature, calm to the point of almost cold, as touching as Chen Lian, it can't arouse the best feelings." If life is a river, I only walk by the river, walk alone through my life, and refuse to be immersed in the river of life. ”
He buried the last wisteria seed in the soil, clapped his hands, and strode out of the school.
Zhao Wei and Vivian made an appointment to meet him in Xie An's Courtyard for assault training, and he also hoped to sharpen his gun and escape from under Kitavia's fangs to save his life.