Let's talk about leave and updates first, because there are still some details in the follow-up plot that need to be improved, and some homework has not had time to be done, so I won't write it today.

The impact of the decline in grades on the mentality was actually adjusted a week ago, but lazy cancer is more difficult to adjust than the mentality, so I have been eating the bottom line.

Starting tomorrow, it will at least return to an average of 6,000 updates per day, and try to rush 8,000, if you can't do it this time, you can really give up.

Let's talk about the mental journey of the past month, in fact, the results have been very good for about a month and a half after this book was put on the shelves, of course, there are certain ups and downs in the process, but it is written that I gradually give myself a kind of psychological pressure, and I can't help but think:

If I've been writing in this style, you're going to get tired of reading it, right?

There were two main concerns I was about at the time, one was that the fixed style would lead to aesthetic fatigue of the audience, and the other was that driving high and walking high would lead to the collapse of the plot.

It was precisely because of this idea that I gradually became lost in the subsequent writing process, and I wrote less and less like myself.

According to Murphy's Law, what you worry about, will happen.

With the mentality of "seeking change", I went to try some other styles; With the idea of prolonging the life of writing, to suppress the play of the protagonist.

Both of these points led to the collapse of the plot later.

Then I realized that everyone has their own style, and the fact that the content of this book can be liked by everyone is in itself a recognition of my writing style.

It reminds me of a quote I said in the RA vs. T1 episode.

At that time, I commented on Xiao Lu Bu from Brother Li's perspective, saying that he didn't have to follow in his brother's footsteps, and the person he should be the most should be himself.

When it was my turn, I forgot to be myself.

I try to find the feeling I had when I wrote before, and I vaguely remember that some of the chapters I wrote before were so wonderful that I would applaud even when I read them.

I haven't felt this way in a long time.

Of course, no matter how much of the original level of subsequent writing can be maintained, I will try my best to treat it with a serious and responsible attitude.

There is a way, but do good deeds, don't ask about the future.

It doesn't matter if you don't have grades, don't lose everyone, it's true if you lose yourself.