019 You're not the only one with a secret

An unknown small insect landed on Jian Feifei's fair and smooth forehead with a gust of wind.

The time she raised her hand to shoot it, I beat myself back to when I was fifteen.

I also told Xiang Jingnian that I was adopted by the Yan family when I was fifteen years old, and that year I just collected the corpses of my parents before the Spring Festival, to be precise, Yan Shen's father Yan Shouwei took care of everything for me.

It was he who personally took me to the funeral home to retrieve my parents' ashes, helped me choose a cemetery, buried them, and taught me to kneel and kowtow to them to say goodbye. At the same time, he and his son, who was a criminal policeman, were looking for my eldest brother, who had been missing for a few days.

Jian Feifei had never been exposed to my strange family background, and her brows furrowed again as she listened to me.

I looked at her with a smile, "I forgot to tell you more clearly, my parents are a pair of outlaws who were sentenced to death by the court, they killed people together when they were young, and then changed their names and fled to Lincheng, and later got married and gave birth to me and my brother, I was found and arrested when I was in junior high school, and the person I was talking about who adopted me...... I also worked as a police officer, and I only later learned that he was the one who reported my parents."

Although Jian Feifei was breathing carefully, I could clearly hear her breathing.

I'm not surprised that most people will react this way when they hear such a story.

I remember that Zhang Haohui was quite surprised when he first learned about my background.

I also overheard him asking Yan Shen, saying Is your father crazy to adopt such a child.

I didn't tell Jian Feifei too much about my tragic background, and then got into the topic, sue

Tell her that the person I like is the son who adopted my family.

"They all asked me to call him second brother, and I did, but he always hated my name, and always said that he was not my brother and didn't want to be my brother......

When I say this, those people and things from many years ago come to mind, as if they have really returned to the old days.

Every change in the expression on the face of the high-spirited police star back then, his joys, sorrows, and sorrows ran out of my memory, making me a little suspicious that in fact, there was no tragic past between me and Yan Shen at all, and it was just a dream.

Jian Feifei took out a screenshot from her phone and showed it to me, and looked at me cautiously and asked, is the second brother of the Yan family I am talking about, is this one in the picture.

I took my phone and saw that it was Yan Shen being photographed when he announced his marriage at Haohui's funeral, the angle was very coincidental, and I also entered the picture with him in an inconspicuous corner.

I stared at my blurred appearance, lowered my head and didn't answer Jian Feifei's question.

Maybe in Jian Feifei's place, I already acquiesced.

Fei Fei reminded me to drink water, and she took a big sip of it herself, then slowly swallowed the water, and after a while she looked at me and asked again, then why couldn't I be with this second brother.

I stared at the bottle of mineral water she was holding, and felt that my eyes were so cold that I might be able to freeze the water in the bottle into ice.

"Because he went to jail a few years ago, or because of me."

Fei Fei squeezed the water bottle in her hand hard, "Ah, why is this so, didn't you say that he was a criminal policeman, or because you went in...... Because you hurt someone?

I always thought that Fei Fei was quite imaginative, but she guessed too much about the reason why Yan Shen went to prison.

"No, he was arrested because I reported the crime."

"Ah, Xiang Huan, you...... Why?" Jian Feifei was already looking at me with a messy expression in the wind.

I was stunned for a moment, and many people asked me this question seven years ago, but I was silent and didn't give a half-word answer.

My voice was dry like I had been out of water for a long time, and I gritted my teeth and told her, "Because he made me stronger......

Bang.

The mineral water bottle in Jian Feifei's hand fell to the ground in response and rolled into the grass on the side of the bench.

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That night, Jian Feifei pulled

I went to the bar.

The old things about myself that I told her also ended when the mineral water bottle hit the ground, and Fei Fei didn't ask any more, and I didn't say anything more.

But when I found out that Fei Fei had taken me to the same bar that Xiang Jing Nian had called me to go to in the middle of the night, I stopped at the door and didn't go inside.

Because I saw Yan Shen driving the car that took me, it was parked outside the bar, and it was very likely that one of him or Xiang Jingnian was also in the bar, maybe both of them.

Fei Fei saw that I didn't move and asked me what was wrong, I didn't want to tell her why, after a short hesitation, I still said that it was okay to follow Fei Fei into the bar.

There were a lot of customers in the bar, so I found a corner and sat down, and I looked around for a while and didn't see the shadow of Yan Shen or Xiang Jingnian, in the light of the bar, even if they were there, it was difficult for me to see it right away.

Before I came, I said that I would have a treat tonight, and Jian Feifei didn't argue with me, and after sitting down, she obviously picked the minimum consumption here

I understand that she doesn't want me to spend more money, and she knows my financial situation.

After the two of us each drank a bottle of beer, Fei Fei looked at me with one hand on her head, her eyes a little hazy in the dim light of the bar, making her look more beautiful.

I have a hunch that Fei Fei may have something to say to me again.

Sure enough, after another sip of wine, Jian Feifei's eyes suddenly became misty, which made me stunned.

She said to me, "I heard you tell me that today, you know that my heart has been churning, Xiang Huan, in fact, from the moment I entered the school, I felt that you were a girl with a story, and the look in your eyes when you were alone in a daze was so special, I thought that if I were a man, I would fall in love with you, hehe......

Jian Feifei said, smiling with tears in her eyes, and I also followed her and curled the corners of her mouth.

"But I never thought that your story would be so ...... Actually, you see that I seem to have no worries about food and clothing, and I have no heart and lungs all day long, and I have also told you about the situation in my family, I have a rich father who loves me so much, and I have a mother who I say nothing and nothing against it, but you don't know...... Actually, my mother was not the one who gave birth to me, my own mother died when I was very young."

I was finally surprised by Jian Feifei.

Jian Feifei closed her eyes and continued to tell me about her.

Only then did I realize that she, who had been giving me the impression that pistachios had no trouble for more than three years, actually had such an unbearable past.

Fei Fei said that her mother died when she was six years old, unexpectedly, but no one told her

The specific cause of her death. When she grew up, she looked up the information everywhere and slowly guessed that her mother should have died of sudden heart failure.

Her mother died in her bed in the guest room of the house, with a man who was not her father.

"I can remember it very early, but my family now thinks I don't remember my mother's death, even though I was the first to find out about them, but I was only six years old at the time, and children of that age usually forget about their childhood when they grow up, only I know...... Now my best friend knows, I remember everything, hehe......

Jian Feifei opened her eyes and looked at me, and her simple smirk sounded very sad now.

"You're worried about me, I don't have anything to do, I just think I should be fair to you, to my best friend, you told me everything about yourself, and I can't hide it from you anymore! You see, there are people in this world who have secrets in their hearts, but you are not the only one Xiang Huan, and I Jian Feifei is with you, so ...... We're all right, and everything will be back!"

I looked at Jian Feifei, and my eyes turned red all of a sudden.

She's right, I want to live well, because I still have something to worry about.

Later, until I left the bar, I didn't see Yan Shen or Xiang Jingnian, and when I came out, I saw that the car was still parked in front of the bar, and I thought maybe I was sensitive.

This night, Jian Feifei drank a little too much, she clamored to go to the rented house to stay for one night, and I had no choice but to take her home in the end.

I don't, actually

Drink less, and only began to feel a bad headache when she entered the house, but fortunately, Jian Feifei fell asleep on the bed when she entered the house

I didn't toss much, I looked at her for a while to make sure she was asleep, and then I went to the bathroom to take a shower.

The next morning, I was woken up from my dream by a knock on the door, Jian Feifei next to me turned over and continued to sleep, her face without taking a bath and removing her makeup had long become unbearable to look at directly, I removed her thighs pressed against me, and went barefoot to the door to look in the mirror.

Soon, I quickly and silently leaned back, because I could clearly see who was knocking on my door outside the door.

In the hallway across the door.

Yan Shen, who was wearing gold-rimmed glasses, stood straight outside the door in a white shirt with a straight waist.

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