"Lu Yinan, thank you." In the end, Su Mianmian just took it seriously and thanked her.

"Huh?" Lu Yinan raised his eyebrows, as if he didn't understand Su Mianmian's sudden thanks.

"Thank you for not giving up on looking for me."

Lu Yinan didn't answer, in fact, at that time, he didn't know why he made that decision five years ago.

It seems that there was no hesitation at that time.

I just thought, if Uncle Su and his wife both give up, what will Su Mianmian do? Will you never come back?

Later decisions were not difficult to make.

"Lu Yinan, if I don't come back, how long are you going to look for it?"

"I don't know." The three words that seem perfunctory are indeed Lu Yinan's truest thoughts.

He never thought about this question, how long would he be looking for it? Probably until I found it, right?

Su Mianmian hurriedly lowered her head to hide the tears caused by the sourness, she was a little lucky at this time.

"It's good that I've only traveled through fifteen years, what if fifty years."

Lu Yinan laughed, seemingly a little careless: "Fifty years, it's okay, you can see each other before leaving." ”

"Why?" Su Mianmian still asked this question.

She was actually a little dazed, she didn't understand what supported Lu Yi Nan and never gave up looking for her.

"What why."

"Why do you keep looking for me, it's been fifteen years, you are Chinese New Year's Eve two now, fifteen years is almost half of your life."

Su Mianmian looked sideways at Lu Yinan, her eyes were a little stubborn, she was waiting for an answer.

Lu Yinan was silent for a long time and didn't give her that answer.

"You said you liked me before." Su Mianmian's eyes were firmly fixed on Lu Yinan, trying to see his expression clearly, word by word.

However, the dark eyes were even more unpredictable at this time, but Su did not give up and did not beat around the bush again.

"It's... Because do you still like it now? ”

The car braked urgently on the side of the road and stopped, Lu Yinan rubbed his forehead and looked at the little girl with burning eyes on his side.

"Su Mianmian... I'm not that brute. ”

Su Mianmian was silent for a moment and changed her words: "That is, you still like me before I come back?" Or maybe you don't like me anymore after knowing my age? ”

Su Mianmian's tone was too sharp, Lu Yinan didn't know whether he didn't dare to come back or didn't think about how to answer, and was silent for a long time.

After a long time, Su Mianmian was hesitating what to think, and when she opened her mouth again, she directly raised her hand and flicked Su Mianmian's forehead hard.

"Don't think nonsense, what kind of love is entangled, love, study hard, now you are only seventeen."

Coaxing a child's tone always made Su Mianmian feel a little perfunctory, and she was very unwilling to do this.

It's okay if she doesn't know those things, but she knows, knows the things that Lu Yinan has done for her, and knows Lu Yinan's sacrifice to her.

So this sentence did not let Su Mianmian's enthusiasm disperse, and her eyes kept looking at Lu Yinan.

"Fifteen years ago, you were seventeen years old, I was missing for fifteen years, and you finally gave up looking for me in the open future after my parents gave up looking for me."

"Lu Yinan, do you know what your name is? You call this the love brain. ”

Lu Yinan laughed angrily, the word love brain was installed on him?

"Can't I be out of friendship?"

"I don't believe it!" Su Mianmian said word by word: "I always thought that what I said on the Internet was false, what did you love fifteen years ago... Only now do I know that the eyes of the masses are bright. ”

Lu Yinan was completely silent, rubbing his forehead for a long time and not knowing what to say.

"Lu Yinan, how long have you been secretly in love with me before, so that you can keep looking for me."

If Lu Yinan would have been shy when he was a teenager, he would have been in his thirties, and he didn't know what kind of thoughts he should have when facing seventeen-year-old Su Mianmian.

"Fifteen years should have passed."

"Then why haven't you given up looking for me?" Su Mianmian still asked.

The little girl's eyes are clean and bright, and she has the bravery that she should have when it comes to love at this age.

Pity...

Lu Yinan was stunned for a moment, but he didn't know what to pity.

However, he didn't run away anymore, because he knew that Su Mianmian probably really wanted an answer today, and Su Mianmian would not give up if he didn't give an answer.

"Su Mianmian, I'm thirty-two, fifteen years have passed since I was 17 years old, and to be honest, I've almost forgotten the feelings at that time."

"Five years ago..."Speaking of this, Lu Yinan paused, a little wanted to light a cigarette, but at this time, he was driving and stopped on the side of the road urgently.

And Su Mianmian was in the car, so she couldn't let the little girl smoke second-hand.

Lu Yinan just sighed in the end: "Actually, I don't understand why I made that decision at that time." ”

"Ten years is not a long time, but it is really not short, I almost forgot what you looked like at the time, if your parents didn't give up looking for it, I would probably graduate step by step, maybe I was married and had children at this time."

At that time, he was stunned for a long time when he heard that the Su family's parents gave up looking for him, and only after thinking about it carefully did he remember Su Mianmian's appearance.

"Su Mianmian, when your parents didn't give up looking, I was living my own life step by step."

"So Su Mianmian, I'm not as affectionate as you think."

Su Mianmian was also silent, and for a long time, just when Lu Yinan was about to start the car again, Su Mianmian spoke.

She asked, "What do you think of seeing me again?" At that time, did you think I was strange? Can't remember? "If anything, why do you take her home and take care of her like a responsibility?

This time, Lu Yinan did not reply and did not answer.

"Didn't you?" Su Mianmian didn't need him to answer, so she kept talking to herself.

"Lu Yinan, you just don't dare, you're cowardly." Su Mianmian looked at Lu Yinan in disappointment.

"Lu Yinan, fifteen years have passed, you don't know what kind of feelings you have for me now, you said that you almost forgot the feelings at that time, you said that you almost forgot me,"

"But Lu Yinan, in my memory, you took me to see the sunrise last year, and you told me that you were going to take the A University exam together and sort out the review materials for me, and I walked through the streets and alleys just to prepare gifts for you."

Su Mianmian was inexplicably a little aggrieved, she thought that they were just a layer of window paper in the past.

Lu Yinan is a teenager who has carried her entire youth, and she doesn't want to give it to others.

But an accident, after crossing inexplicably, she found that Lu Yinan had a sense of distance, she also wanted to pretend, pretending that she had no idea about Lu Yinan, Lu Yinan kept a distance from her, and she didn't look down on Lu Yinan's old man.

But she really failed.

"Continuous... You're only seventeen now, and you're going to meet someone you like again. Lu Yinan's voice was still very calm.

"Why don't you dare like me? I just slept for a while, and the person I liked told me that I would meet the person I liked again, and somehow left me in the long river of history, why. ”

Su Mianmian blinked, she wanted to cry but couldn't.

Lu Yinan started the car in silence, who is to blame.