Chapter 166: "Lost"

Time never stops, and it never stops.

It seems that the dream is not a dream, and it is reversed and repeated in the chaos, and I gradually lose my way, and I can't remember it clearly.

It turns out that greed for pleasure can also make people happy, and forgetting those sad things for a short time, Chen Xiaowei seems to have gradually liked this feeling.

She tried hard to stay a little sober, to see the appearance of the person in front of her and keep it firmly in her heart.

But her eyes could not be opened, and they were muffled by warm breathing......

However, even with his eyes closed, Luo Cheng's appearance was still dangling in front of her eyes, and his face had been burned in his heart and lingered.

Finally, Chen Xiaowei still opened her eyes.

He opened his mouth to say something to him.

Probably seeing her thoughts, Luo Cheng leaned over again and blocked the words she wanted to say in his throat......

The bathroom was foggy with hot water flushing.

went back to the room and lay down, Luo Cheng hugged her from behind.

Her hand was attached to his arm, and she gently held it and whispered, "Luo Cheng, I ......"

His hand suddenly covered her mouth to stop her from continuing.

"Sleep."

Chen Xiaowei pursed her lips, feeling his tiredness.

I couldn't help but laugh softly.

She also felt tired and groggy.

But when I close my eyes and want to fall asleep, I am exceptionally awake.

Turning over, seeing that the people around him had fallen asleep, Chen Xiaowei raised her head with a smile and put her fingertips on his eyebrows.

Some cool fingers touched his face, and the wrinkled brow gradually relaxed.

Seeing that he was asleep, Chen Xiaowei put on a T-shirt and got up with a blanket.

She didn't wear shoes, and she came out of the room lightly and went to sit on the balcony.

I passed by the living room and saw the pack of cigarettes on the coffee table, and walked away.

Curled up in a chair on the balcony, the window pulled open to reveal a gap.

The cold wind outside blew on her cheeks, which also made her more sober, and her thoughts were much clearer.

Scenes of recent events come to mind.

Chen Xiaowei is not stupid, and she is also a little smart.

It's just because she has been interrogated by Chang Lan for decades, suppressing her nature and not being able to release it.

The hand slowly stroked his cheek, and the right side was hit by Chang Lan, and it still hurts faintly.

This was the first time Chang Lan had beaten her, but it was definitely the last time.

Now that it has been clarified, Chen Xiaowei will not let the past happen again.

She definitely never wants to go back to her old life.

Now, she wants to be free and accept her own life.

But Chen Xiaowei also had doubts in her heart.

What exactly does she like? And what do you want?

Like, she doesn't have a goal yet.

The only thing she is clear about at the moment is freedom, the freedom to no longer be controlled by others.

Looking back at the door.

Chen Xiaowei smiled, her smile gradually retracted, and her heart was dyed with a layer of gloom.

At night, she wanted to say a word to Luo Cheng, but was always interrupted by him.

She knew that Luo Cheng didn't want to hear it.

But that sentence was very uncomfortable in my heart.

Sighing and laughing again, her eyes looking towards the doorway, her phone still there. net

trotted over and took it, and after turning it on, a lot of messages popped up on WeChat.

There were also several missed calls.

Chen Gaoming, Chen Zhiwan and Tang Yi were all asking where she had gone and if she could reply to messages and phone calls.

It was just after 12 o'clock in the morning.

It was about seven o'clock when she left home, and there was no news for five hours.

There is no Chang Lan in the content.

Chen Xiaowei knew that she was at this time

must be angry, angry at how she, a good child who has been a good boy for 25 years, has changed.

stared at the phone with a smile and sent a message to Chen Zhiwan.

[I'm fine, don't worry, don't tell anyone. 】

Soon Chen Zhiwan recovered.

[Sister, can you tell me where you are? Reassure me a little. 】

Seeing this, Chen Xiaowei didn't reply.

Tang Yi was able to receive the news, most likely because Chen Zhiwan was looking for her.

The family knew that she had no second choice other than to go to Tang Yi.

Tang Yi first asked her what happened, and then said that he would take the time to reply to her message.

She probably guessed where Chen Xiaowei would go.

Gently touch the screen with your finger and reply to her: "Everything is fine. 】

I was about to put my phone aside when the call came.

Chen Zhiwan didn't receive a reply and called her.

Chen Xiaowei didn't answer, and turned off the phone again after hanging up.

She didn't want to see anyone in the family right now, and the thought of their faces would make her breathless.

Turning his head to look out the window, there was another gust of cold wind.

Chen Xiaowei hurriedly tightened the blanket on her body.

Everything on her body is Luo Cheng's, and the smell she carries on her body is his.

Half of his face was hidden under the blanket and sniffed softly.

The clothes and blankets have a faint fragrance of laundry detergent, wrapped in the smell of Luo Cheng, which is particularly good.

Faintly, she could still smell some inconspicuous tobacco.

Greedily sniffed deeply, wanting to incorporate this smell into his body.

His shoulders trembled slightly, and his heart trembled violently.

His hands squeezed his shoulders hard, staring at the distant light outside the window.

Two lines of hot tears rolled down his cheeks.

There were still a few teardrops on her slightly long eyelashes, but Chen Xiaowei suddenly smiled.

She felt the people around her push her forward, letting her escape from that cage, from the endless abyss.

But is it a free sky or another abyss?

Chen Xiaowei didn't know.

The smell lingered between her noses, like strong alcohol, which made her drunk.

There was a cigarette on the table in front of him, and he pulled one out of it.

Naturally, it was held at the corner of his mouth, and the lighter clicked and lit.

Chen Xiaowei took a puff and successfully lit the cigarette.

It's just that she didn't inhale it in her lungs, and she spit it out as soon as she took her mouth.

The smoke dispersed before her eyes, slipping out of the window through the cracks.

How could she be so smart that she couldn't learn to smoke?

But it's the difference between inhaling and exhaling the lungs and not having the lungs, so what's so difficult?

She just hates the smell of smoke and can't get used to it.

The wind blew in again, and a wisp of green smoke swept into her nose, and she coughed softly.

Despite this, Chen Xiaowei did not throw it away.

I closed my eyes and enjoyed the state, and in my mind, Luo Cheng enjoyed smoking......

The hand holding the cigarette is placed in front of the mouth and gently held with the exhaled smoke.

She felt the shape of the smoke.

When she opened her eyes again, the smoke had slipped quietly through her fingers......

Most of the rest was not pumped down, and was snuffed out on the window edge and thrown into the trash.

The cold wind has been blowing for a long time, and the temperature on the body has dissipated a lot.

Feeling the coolness, he tiptoed back to the room and lay down beside Luo Cheng.

He rolled over, stretched his long legs, pressed her legs, and hugged her to sleep.

Following.

A noise came from the living room that woke up the two people in the room.

Luo Cheng had also woken up, glanced at the time on his phone, and went out barearmed.

When I came back, I had an extra paper bag in my hand and threw it at the head of the bed.

Chen Xiaowei pulled the bag and saw that it was clothes.