Chapter 259: "Losing Yourself"
Luo Cheng's handwriting is completely different from his person and personality.
The handwriting is strong and powerful, swaying freely, and there is a chic demeanor, as if he has practiced calligraphy.
The content is that Locheng borrowed a quotation from Nietzsche.
He wrote: [You have to figure out the script of your life, you are not a sequel to your parents, not a prequel to your children, and not an external story of your friends.
You might as well take a bold risk with life, because eventually you will lose it. The hardest stage of life is not that no one understands you, but that you don't understand yourself. 】
Chen Xiaowei's tears couldn't stop falling.
This passage seems to be talking about her, isn't her life dominated by her original family?
Living in Chang Lan's control of her, she lost herself, ignored herself, and even lost herself.
This was given to her by Luo Cheng, and she seemed to know Chen Xiaowei very well.
At the end, the time is also written, which is the National Day two years ago.
At that time, Chen Xiaowei didn't know Luo Cheng, how did he know? My heart was filled with a lot of doubts in an instant.
Staring at the postcard in her hand, she always felt that the encounter between her and Luo Cheng was not completely arranged by Wang Sichen.
Perhaps, what else is the reason?
Chen Xiaowei fell into deep thought.
The flight attendant had walked up to Chen Xiaowei from the front of the corridor to check the condition of each passenger one by one, and reminded her softly, "Madam, please fasten your seat belt."
"Okay." Chen Xiaowei pulled back her thoughts.
After fastening the seat belt, there is an extra tissue in front of you.
It was handed over by the stewardess just now.
Chen Xiaowei touched her cheeks and found that she couldn't help crying when she looked at this postcard.
After saying thank you, I wiped away my tears and looked out from the window as if I was about to take off.
Looking down at the postcard in her hand again, she didn't know if the letter had arrived, but it made her think deeply.
A gentle reminder from the flight attendant came from the plane: "The plane is about to take off, please sit down and fasten your seat belts, put away the seat backs and small tables......
In a few minutes, she was about to leave the city that had grown up for more than 20 years, and there was still a trace of reluctance in her heart.
It's not clear when the next time I'll be back, but ...... Will definitely be back, right?
Chen Xiaowei looked out the window, slowly smiled, and silently thought in her heart: Goodbye Yongzhou, goodbye......
A year and a half later.
At the entrance of Yongzhou Airport, a woman with long hair wearing sunglasses pushed a suitcase out, followed by a handsome man wearing a gray T-shirt and sunglasses.
Tang Yi and Lin Yimo saw a familiar figure from a distance, and waved excitedly and shouted, "Xiaowei, this way!"
"Hey!"
Chen Xiaowei's pace quickened, and she walked in front of Tang Yi and gave her a big hug.
"Tang Tang, long time no see!"
"You miss me!"
The two hugged each other for a long time and did not let go.
Lin Yimo, who was behind him, smiled happily when he looked at their intimacy, but said pretending to be surprised: "I haven't seen her so enthusiastic for a few days on a business trip, it's really sad."
Tang Yi was finally reluctant to let go of Chen Xiaowei, and snorted at Lin Yimo coquettishly, "Can that be the same? I've known Xiaowei for many years, and I'm definitely on a better relationship than you."
Chen Xiaowei burst out laughing.
"Lao Lin, why do you still eat my and Tang Tang's vinegar?"
"Who made you get along?" Lin Yimo shrugged helplessly, "Since you went abroad, some people have been staring at their mobile phones every day waiting to video chat with you, ignoring me."
Tang Yi and Chen Xiaowei glanced at each other and laughed at the same time.
Lin Yimo was joking, they all knew it.
It's just that it's really a bit resentful to say this.
Chen Xiaowei smiled and said, "You will have decades to get along in the future, and you still care
For a while?"
The man who had come with her finished the call.
Chen Xiaowei didn't forget to introduce them to them, "This is Lu Xuyan, my friend and colleague in country G."
"Hello."
Lu Xuyan looked casual with a backpack on his back, and when he smiled, there were two shallow dimples on his cheeks, which made a very close impression at first glance.
Several people have already arrived at the parking lot.
Chen Xiaowei opened the door of the back seat and asked him, "Where are you going to drop you off?"
"Don't bother, someone will pick me up." Lu Xuyan pointed to a white sedan at the exit outside and said, "Let's make an appointment in the evening."
「ok。」
Tang Yi deliberately sat in the back row in order to chat with her conveniently.
Waiting for the car to slowly drive out of the parking lot, Tang Yi looked at Lu Xuyan from the car window and whispered, "This boy is a little handsome."
Chen Xiaowei glanced at Lin Yimo in the driver's seat, pursed her lips and smiled, "I'm afraid he will hear it so quietly."
"I'm not afraid."
Although Tang Yi said this, his eyes still glanced at Lin Yimo.
He didn't seem to hear and concentrate on driving.
As soon as Chen Xiaowei's mobile phone was turned on, she received several messages, all from the company, as well as a few voices.
After listening to a few things in your ear, your finger quickly touches the screen to reply.
Tang Yi glanced at it and saw a large list of English that she didn't understand very well, and the only few Chinese articles said that there was a dinner in the evening.
She was puzzled, "Why do you have to work just when you come back, should you come back after my wedding and go back again?"
"Of course not so fast."
After Chen Xiaowei replied to the message, she took a screenshot and sent it to Lu Xuyan, and she wanted to participate with him in the evening.
"There's another thing I'm going to do when I come back." Chen Xiaowei finally put away her mobile phone, "Wanwan called me two days ago, saying that my house may be divided if it is demolished."
"When? How many suites are there?"
Chen Xiaowei shook her head, "I didn't make it clear on the phone, it seems to be based on the size of the house and the family members, so I'm going to come back to see what's going on."
It doesn't matter how many suites there are.
It's just that the meaning of that house is different for her, it is the environment in which she grew up that has contracted her life memories for more than 20 years.
And also...... and some memories of some people.
She wanted to go back and see before the official demolition.
Tang Yi pouted unhappily, "So, if you weren't going to be my bridesmaid and the house was demolished, you wouldn't be going to come back?"
Chen Xiaowei rubbed her face and said with a smile, "Of course I'm coming back when you're here, it's just not so fast."
Originally, Chen Xiaowei planned to stay in country G for three years and then transfer to China.
But the plan can't catch up with the changes, Tang Yi's wedding and bridesmaids she has to come back to participate, it happened to be demolished, it is estimated that she will stay for a while longer, and simply apply with the company to be transferred back to China to facilitate her work.
Tang Yi hugged her shoulders affectionately, "It's good to come back, let's try on bridesmaid dresses when you're free!"
"Okay."
Chen Xiaowei looked at the familiar street scene flashing outside the window, and she thought of the person who was pressed in the depths of her memory.
They...... Will we see you again?