Chapter Seventy-Three: I Don't Want to Be Separated
"Lin Yao said a lot of things, the troubles around you, the things you have to investigate. Do you know how uncomfortable it is for me to know about you from other people? You never thought to tell me, didn't you think to ask me for help, did you? Is it that as long as I don't know, you'll never take the initiative to tell me?"
"It's not ......" Mu Su subconsciously wanted to deny it, but this was the case.
"I don't seem to know anything about your work, but Lin Yao doesn't even know where you are, and I'm like an outsider who has been excluded."
"That's not the case, Shen Huai. I just don't want to trouble you, you're already busy, if you ...... again."
"Trouble? We are husband and wife, not strangers. You asked Mu Jun for help, I understand, he is your relative. You ask Lin Yao for help, ask Liu Kite for help, I can also understand, you are all insiders, and it is much more convenient than me to do things. But as for me, I don't even know why you asked them for help, what kind of trouble you encountered."
"Am I not worthy of your trust and you don't want to confide in me?"
"Is it really for the sake of your career that you don't want to make it public, or do you think that our relationship is unstable and may not reach the end at any time, so it's better to have more than one thing and not to make it public at all?"
"I never seem to have entered your heart."
"No, Shen Huai, you can't say that!"
Every sentence of Shen Huai was like a needle, deeply pierced into Mu Su's heart.
But how could Shen Huai not enter her heart? It's just that every time she feels that Shen Huai is going to take root in her heart, there is always a voice that jumps out and says how miserable she was in forgetting her previous life? That voice was like a wake-up call, always ringing when you were indulging.
But how is she going to say these words to Shen Huai?
"So you didn't make it clear?"
"No, I don't know how to explain it, so Shen Huai asked me to think about it and go to him when I figure it out." Mu Su said dejectedly.
"Shen Huai left that night?"
"No, I'll leave the next day."
"Shen Huai is really good-tempered, I don't know how much better than Ning Siyang."
"Can you stop talking about anything else, don't you see her sad?" Liu Kite couldn't stand it, and said two sentences to Lin Yao.
Liu Kite has not worked recently, and she temporarily came to visit the class, but she saw that Mu Yu was not in good spirits. After asking, I learned that she and Shen Huai had relationship problems, but she couldn't understand her own feelings and what to talk about to enlighten others.
After finishing work, they went back to the hotel and ordered takeout.
Mu Yu didn't eat a few bites and didn't eat it, and Liu Yuan was also sad when she looked at it, so she asked Lin Yao.
So, a good visit to the class has become an emotional bureau, and the two of them squatted in front of the coffee table, looking at Lin Yao on the mobile phone screen like a student, waiting for Lin Yao's guidance.
"Yes, yes, yes. You have to blame me for this matter, Ning Siyang pulled me to show affection in order to raise his eyebrows in front of Shen Huai, but he said the things I helped you investigate, and then I saw that Shen Huai's face was not good-looking, so I hurriedly sent you a message."
Last time, she was broken by Mu Su's words, and her relationship with Ning Siyang grew by leaps and bounds. It happened to be Shen Huai's birthday, and Ning Siyang called to send blessings. Before, she and Ning Siyang were known as superficial husband and wife, and Shen Huai always used this to stab Ning Siyang. Now that they raised their eyebrows, Lin Yao stabbed back with Mu Su's matter, and as a result, the blessing turned into arch fire.
"I don't blame you, Shen Huai and I have some problems. No, it's me who has a problem."
It's really cowardly to know what your problem is, but you don't dare to say it.
"You do have a problem. It's been half a month before you came to me. If I were Shen Huai, I would think you didn't take him to heart." all know that quarrels can't be overnight, they not only stayed overnight but also separated for half a month, and they would have broken up a long time ago if they were someone else.
"I said, can you please stop talking about her all the time! When I asked her to look for you, she was still worried that you were busy dealing with the Lin family and didn't want to disturb you. If it weren't for my insistence, you wouldn't have been able to wait another half a month."
Liu Kite saw Mu Su with her own eyes and knew how uncomfortable Mu Su was. She couldn't understand Mu Yao's approach, but couldn't Lin Yao say it well?
"If I don't talk about her, she won't recognize her own problems
!」 Lin Yao watched Liu Yuan shoot a knife at her, she raised her hand and surrendered, "Okay, okay, I won't talk about it, let's analyze the problem."
"Do you know what Shen Huai is doing?"
"I don't know."
After that day, the two of them didn't video every day, but Shen Huai would still send messages to her, but he didn't mention those things.
"What about before you quarrel?"
Mu was stunned, as if she didn't know what Shen Huai was busy with except for the time she went abroad. It turned out that she ignored Shen Huai to this point.
"You see, Ning Siyang and I know each other what we're doing, not to mention the details, at least the general direction is known. For example, Ning Siyang will tell me where he is going on a business trip. What about you and Shen Huai, you don't know me, I don't know you, you two are like strangers. Let's not talk about lovers, let's talk about your little peacock, you know what she's up to, right?"
"We just don't talk about that."
"Is it that you don't talk, or Shen Huai doesn't talk?"
Mu Su pursed his lips and did not speak.
"Okay, Mu Su can't answer, little peacock, you can answer."
Liu Yu suddenly lost the arrogant flame that scared Lin Yao just now, slowly turned his head to look at Mu Yao, and when he saw that Mu Su did not react, he turned around and looked at Lin Yao cautiously.
This looks like being called up by the teacher to answer questions in class, and I want to ask for help from my tablemates, but my table mates are too busy to take care of themselves.
She hesitantly replied, "Shen Huai should want to talk, otherwise he wouldn't be angry because of these things?"
Lin Yao glanced at her appreciatively, "That's a good answer."
With Lin Yao's encouragement, Liu Yuan also had the confidence to take the initiative to ask, "Then why didn't Shen Huai take the initiative to ask?"
"That's a good question. Let's answer the question."
"Shen Huai knew I didn't want to say it, so I didn't ask." Shen Huai was extremely tolerant of her, but she wanted to maintain the status quo because she was selfish, and never wanted to make changes.
"Shen Huai knows that you don't want to say it, so why are you angry because of this this time?" Isn't it a contradiction that the willow kite doesn't understand? Since Shen Huai knew that Mu Su was like this, he didn't say that he was willing to accept it before, why was he unwilling now?
"You don't know. There are things that two people can tacitly not mention, but once there is a third person, the balance is broken. Let me ask you, what do you think if I don't tell you something, but I tell Mu Su?" Tutor Lin Jiao's reasoning argument plus example argument to analyze the problem in depth.
"I think you have a better relationship with Mu Su."
"Yes." Lin Miao raised his hand and snapped his fingers, "Most people think so. Okay, let's talk about that again. Mu Su did this, is it because Shen Huai didn't enter her heart?"
"No!"
"Very good, Mu Su subconsciously retorted. Think about it, whether it has entered your heart, don't answer so quickly."
In fact, there is no need to think about it, Mu Su knows that she has already thought it out when Shen Huai asked her last time.
Shen Huai was very good to her.
She is used to doing things independently, so Shen Huai never interferes in her affairs, he would rather wronged himself than make her comfortable.
Shen Huai knew that she was not used to things that were too intimate, so she always grasped the measure.
Because of Shen Huai's goodness, she also fell into it uncontrollably. But every time she fell in, the voice in her heart came out.
For example, under the connivance of Shen Huai, she began to become unreasonable and arrogant many times, but when the voice appeared, when reason returned, she subconsciously became polite.
She was preventing herself from sinking into the depths, and she opened a defense mechanism in her heart, and she was afraid that she would love too much and forget the lesson. She has already experienced a heavy blow to her relationship, and she can't afford to take a second time, and the only way is to stay awake in this relationship.
So she erected a wall in her heart, sometimes she broke the wall with her own hands and pulled Shen Huai in, and sometimes isolated Shen Huai.
Later, the occasional sadness in Shen Huai's eyes was because he noticed this. But Shen Huai let her toss without complaint, and never said a word to her.
She knew that Shen Huai loved her, and she didn't want Shen Huai to lose
Hope. She tried her best to play a qualified wife, in her concept that a wife should be sensible, but ask to meddle in her husband's affairs, and don't cause trouble to her husband because of her own affairs. Z.br>
So she didn't ask Shen Huai what he did every day, and she didn't say what happened to her.
It's not that she can't figure out these things, but she feels uncomfortable when she thinks about them too clearly.
Today, I promised Liu Yuan and Lin Yao to talk about this matter together, but I actually wanted to find someone to talk to.
"Since you have figured it out, why don't you tell Shen Huai, what are you afraid of?"
What is she afraid of? Why didn't she dare say it? Mu Su asked herself this repeatedly during this time, and she finally found the answer.
"I...... I don't want to be separated from Shen Huai."
"The wall you erected in your heart did not isolate Shen Huai, but isolated your love for Shen Huai. You are in love with Shen Huai, and you feel that your reason has prevailed and you force yourself not to love." It is true that she and Mu Huai are good friends, but Mu Su is really the most emotionally awkward person she has ever seen, so awkward that she is speechless, "Think about it, you have already fallen in love with Shen Huai, one day Shen Huai hurt you, do you think it would be better for you to love him a little less?"
Mu Su didn't speak, and acquiesced. In her mind, it was like this.
Lin Yao was speechless until she rolled her eyes, "Then you just separate from Shen Huai and be unharmed. Would you like to?"
"I don't want to." It also seems to be hard to be separated.
"So, unless love disappears, you don't feel good about leaving in injury or in peace. So what are you doing so hard now? Love, Shen Huai is worth it, I guarantee it with Ning Siyang's happiness."
"Actually, I don't think Shen Huai will leave Mu Su." As soon as Liu Yuan's words fell, Mu Su and Lin Yao both turned their eyes to her. It's not anything else, it's just that a minute has passed on this topic, and Liu Kite has delayed.
Liu Kite thought that they were interested in her statement, and said unnoticedly: "You couldn't tell the reason that day, Shen Huai also comforted you that you didn't leave angry, I think Shen Huai wants to solve the problem between you and go on with you."
"That's right, little peacock, they're all out of school." Although the reaction was a little slower, it made sense, "So you can honestly admit it to Shen Huai, maybe Shen Huai will be happy when he hears you say that he doesn't want to part with him."