Chapter Seventy-Five: Make a Break with the Past

The year of marriage is the age of marriage. She also met Lang Jun, who thought she was destined, and plunged into it and couldn't extricate herself.

It's a pity that she is still too naïve, she thought that Wang Yiyuan didn't know her identity, so she believed his sincerity.

On the wedding night, the conspiracy behind this sincerity was exposed, how cruel and how lucky.

She once fantasized about how she would take care of the back house after getting married, how many children the two would have, and how to support her husband.

But all this turned into nothingness on the wedding night.

But she didn't immediately pull herself out of that relationship, she wasn't that sober.

After Wang Yiyuan knew that Mu Xuan was determined not to help him, he began round after round of humiliation.

On the second day of the wedding, Wang Yiyuan accepted two side concubines and acquiesced in allowing the side concubines to take charge of the backyard and override Mu Su, the main concubine.

"Seven years have passed, and I can't tell whether I was jealous or simply angry that I was humiliated, so I went directly to Wang Yiyuan's courtyard to ask for an explanation, and I can't remember what I said at the time, anyway, I ended up unhappy. Since then, he has brought back many women one after another. In order to compete for my favor, the maid next to me inquired about all the women in the backyard of the prince's mansion clearly. I learned that Wang Yiyuan is a person who is obsessed with authority. He doesn't have love and doesn't deserve love, and those women have something to use just like me."

Later, when Wang Yiyuan came back with the women to demonstrate in front of her again, Mu Su just calmly watched them perform.

Wang Yiyuan wanted to use his feelings for him, her jealousy, or her pain, so that she could exchange the help of the imperial brother for his favor or give up his torture for her.

But the royal brother is her bottom line, and no one can touch it.

Wang Yiyuan could no longer arouse Mu Su's emotions, and he realized that this trick could not hurt Mu Su and could not achieve his goal, so he never did it again.

But this is not the end, but the beginning.

"Jealousy can drive people crazy, and so can fear."

No one can live in a constant state of tension for a long time.

After a short period of silence, Wang Yiyuan made a move.

The side concubine's troubles, standing outside the door to listen to him and the concubine's living spring palace, when he woke up in the middle of the night in a daze, he found a strange man lying naked next to him, and the overlord made a bow again and again.

Even though she has the ability to dodge again and again, she will eventually get tired of living under the nervous and vigilant mood every day.

Mu Su didn't think about leaving, as long as she used a little trick, she could make Wang Yiyuan bear the infamy of killing the concubine, and she could get out smoothly.

But just as she was planning everything, she heard news from the Windy Country.

Hidden behind a huge sea formation, the Wind Country is powerful and well-located. But one day, however, she heard that someone could crack the sea array, and she feared that there was a plot behind it, so she abandoned her original plan and stayed.

This stay is seven years.

"I say this because I want to make a break with the past. The first time I loved someone, I didn't end up with a good end but was scarred. The shadow of the past life accompanies this life, and the imprint on the heart cannot be removed. Clearly...... You're taking care of me, but I'm always suspicious that you're going to accidentally touch my wounds. I love you, but I avoid you, I'm so conflicted, I don't know how to not hurt you and not let myself be hurt. I didn't mean not to tell you about me, I really didn't want to trouble you, I ......" Z.br>

"Hey."

Hearing Shen Huai's sigh, Mu Huai's heart was lifted. Shen Huai was still disappointed in her, he was so wholeheartedly to her, but he hurt him.

Mu Su pursed her lips and didn't dare to continue, she was afraid that Shen Huai would be angry.

"Baby, in your heart, are we going to hurt each other? Can't we love each other and join hands for the rest of our lives?"

Hand in hand for a lifetime? She had never thought about it before, all she thought about was what if she didn't continue.

But that was before.

"No, I've figured out a lot of things this month. Why don't I love you well, why don't I cherish the moment, why for

Something uncertain is wasting my feelings for you. I want to be with you and I don't want to let go."

"Why don't you look for me when you figure it out?" He looked at the WeChat messages every day, and looked at the humble tone between the lines, and he was angry and helpless.

"I found it."

"Is all you mean is to send a message and wait for my reply in a few hours?"

"But I can't bother you." Waiting for the news was very painful, she realized it, and figured out why Shen Huai must have asked for a video every night at that time.

"You don't have to be so sensible in front of me."

Mu Su always knew that Shen Huai didn't want her to be so sensible. But she can't control it, she can trouble her friends but she doesn't dare to trouble Shen Huai. She also wants to be coquettish with Shen Huai, she also wants to be pampered and proud, but she thinks more about Shen Huai being so good, she can't get an inch.

"Look at you, all you think about for more than a month is your own badness, haven't you ever thought that I'm wrong? Didn't I know that you were emotionally hurt in your previous life? I don't know your attitude towards feelings? I know. I know you're such a character, and I'll let you give me a chance. Now I don't have the patience to let you down my guard slowly, I want you to change, am I not selfish?"

Not selfish, Mu Su thought so.

Shen Huai has been tolerating her, if Shen Huai doesn't do this, she probably won't want to change, maybe she will slowly retreat, and the two of them will drift apart.

Shen Huai did this because he wanted the two of them to go on for a long time.

Seeing that Mu Su didn't speak for a long time, Shen Huai hugged her and chuckled: "Just love me so much, think I'm not selfish?"

"Hmm." Mu Su buried it in Shen Huai's chest and responded slightly.

Shen Huai didn't expect Mu Su to respond.

In the past, Mu Su must have blushed and was reluctant to answer.

It seems that the past month or so has really forced Mu Su hard enough, and his heart has been pinched hard.

"Do you blame me?"

Mu Su knew what Shen Huai was talking about, but she never blamed him. If she hadn't been a little tougher, she wouldn't have seen it so thoroughly.

"Not blamed. Isn't it hard for you?"

"It's uncomfortable. But when I think about the future, I think it's worth it."

Mu Su also thinks it's worth it.

Having said that, she was now more relaxed than ever.

She hugged Shen Huai and rubbed her head against his chest.

"Then don't think I'm too arrogant in the future."

After Emperor Fengqing's position was stabilized, Mu Su suddenly felt that the burden on his body had been lifted. With the emperor's support, she also lived a period of lawlessness. Otherwise, she wouldn't have left the country willfully and gone out to wander.

It can only be said that she has such a character in her bones, but the oppression of the environment has not become another person.

Now that she has an open and honest conversation with Shen Huai, Shen Huai has always hoped that she can rely on others and not live so tired. The pressure in my heart is gone, and it is too easy to change back to my true nature.

"I can't ask for it."

After finishing speaking, there was no burden in his heart, and Mu Su turned on the light again.

"Then do you know that I'm finishing today?" She returned to Shen Huai's arms, looked at Shen Huai and asked. Shen Huai didn't appear when she finished the finale, she minded in her heart.

"I flew directly to the slanted shop when I returned to China, and when you arrived, you were already gone, so I hurried back again. The flowers you bought to celebrate your completion are still on your dresser, so if you don't believe me, go and see them."

As soon as the words fell, Mu Su really got up and looked at the dresser on the side, and there was really a bouquet of flowers on it.

"You were planning to come back today in the first place?"

"Well, I said I wouldn't miss your big day." Even if Mu Su doesn't send him a message, he will come back.

Mu Su was happy, leaned over and kissed Shen Huai.

"You don't like me to say thank you politely, so take this as a thank you gift."

Mu Su looked at Shen Huai with a smile, but saw that Shen Huai's eyes darkened, and he was pulled under him in the next second.

"Baby, say you love me again."

"I love you."

"I love you too."

After speaking, Shen Huai raised Mu Su's hands above his head and kissed him sideways.

Mu Su was woken up by hunger.

She never left the bed since she came back yesterday afternoon and lay in bed, she didn't know when Shen Huai helped her take a bath, and even changed her pajamas.

"Awake?"

"Hmm." Mu Su buried his head in Shen Huai's chest, and said with an urn.

The thick palm pressed on her lower back, causing Mu Su's body to tremble, and his hands pressed against Shen Huai's chest: "Don't come."

I only heard Shen Huai chuckle twice: "I'll help you rub it."

"Oh, thank you...... Hmm......" Mu Su looked at Shen Huai with wide eyes, didn't he say that he couldn't come! How to backtrack!

After a while, Shen Huai let go of her. She looked at Shen Huai inexplicably.

"What promised me last night?"

As soon as Shen Huai said this, Mu Su remembered that Mu Su took the initiative to change this matter.

"Don't be polite to you, don't exclude you like an outsider anymore, so that you don't know anything."

"I promised to change it last night, and I forgot about it when I woke up today?"

"I just woke up, and my mind is not clear." Seeing that Shen Huai was about to say, Mu Su hurriedly countered the army, "I'm hungry, don't you want me to eat?"

Shen Huai smiled helplessly, and said dotingly, "Okay, I'll go down and let them cook, and you get up and wash up first." Can you get up, do you want your husband to take you?"

"Don't!"

She is also a person who practices martial arts, and she actually underestimates her!

Mu Su pushed Shen Huai away and turned over and got out of bed, the moment he touched the ground, his feet were weak, and he almost didn't stand firmly on the ground.

She turned her head and glared at Shen Huai, and then walked into the bathroom to wash up in an extremely unnatural manner.

After a while, Shen Huai also entered the bathroom and began to wash.

Yesterday was Mu Su's first time from work, and everyone didn't have a party, and after breakfast, everyone called to test it.

Shen Huai and Mu Su had no choice, so they had to agree to eat together at noon, so that everyone could see with their own eyes whether there was a quarrel.

I thought the protagonists were the two of them, but I didn't expect today's party to be quite grand, and the protagonists didn't seem to be them.

As soon as Mu Su and Shen Huai entered the door, they saw Shen's mother looking at Shen An and the other person with a happy face, while Old Man Shen and Shen's father sat in front of the two, obviously not very happy. On the other end, Ning Siyang and Lin Yao looked like they were watching a good show.

"It's coming, come here!" Old Man Shen was facing the gate, and as soon as they came in, they saw it, and hurriedly beckoned her over.

Hearing this, Mu Su let go of the hand he shook with Shen Huai and walked towards the sofa.

When everyone on the sofa heard that Mu Su was coming, they all turned their heads to look over.

Mu Su was curious about who was sitting next to Shen An, and pretended to look over there casually.