Chapter 104: Emptiness and Animal Abilities (4300)
Lu Mingfei was surprised that he was so calm - if Chen Wenwen spoke to him softly as usual, he would have been at a loss for a long time, and he didn't even know where to put his hands and feet.
But at this moment, he found that he seemed to be divided into two halves, half of them were excited, and he couldn't help himself, hormones overwhelmed his brain, dopamine overshadowed his reason, and his mind was full of Chen Wenwen coming to talk to me, she missed me, and she had me in her heart.
And the other half, the other half of the brain that processes all the newly discovered information has no fluctuations, and everyone's whispers have been heard in their ears, Zhao Menghua, Su Xiaoqiao, Liu Miaomiao, Xu Yanyan, Xu Miaomiao, and many more, classmates who call him errands with small profits on weekdays.
At this moment, they are all whispering, using their eyes, actions, and voices to convey their opinions, and everyone's eyes and demeanor converge into a mountain, a mountain that will fucking make the declining cubs even worse, and make the already hunchbacked hunchbacks even weaker.
But it's a pity that the declining cub at this moment doesn't know how, looking at these eyes, feeling that these voices are like nothing, and a sentence heard from Liu Tian's mouth suddenly appeared in his mind - ability can often determine character, and the stronger the ability, the stronger the character.
The real strong will not pay attention to the weeds blown by the wind on the side of the road.
And now, Lu Mingfei knows that he is very strong, very strong, stronger than mortals, he can, he can do it, and become stronger than ever!
Therefore, Lu Mingfei, who had become strong, stood up, straightened his back that had not been straightened for a long time, and stood in a just right position, a head higher than Chen Wenwen, so that he could see everything without unnecessary movements-taking in everyone's expressions.
"I'm fine." Lu Mingfei said with a smile, the corners of his mouth outlined a perfect arc, and his eyes showed the brilliance of admiration - like a natural master of emotional control, he can show whatever feelings he wants, and it is like a drama that has performed countless dramas, just looking at each other is enough to instill their consciousness like the audience.
"You, it feels weird." Just looking at each other gave Chen Wenwen a strange feeling, her heart was beating faster and faster, and a touch of red glow dyed Ruyu's face red, and she couldn't help but lower her head, not daring to look at Lu Mingfei, "It's like a different person." β
"Is there one?" Lu Mingfei smiled lightly and asked rhetorically, at the moment when Chen Wenwen lowered her head, a pair of dark eyes looked around, and all the people who came into contact with these eyes were instantly stunned, as if they had been hit by something, and a kind of fear was born, and they involuntarily retreated.
The world fell silent, leaving only the sound of breathing.
"President." Lu Mingfei suddenly spoke, going straight into the knife with a single knife, leaving no retreat for himself, so decisive, so strong, this is something that the original decrepit cub couldn't even think of, "I like you, can you be my girlfriend?" β
There are no flowers, no music, but the language is sonorous, word by word, representing a boy's sincere confession, the confession of staking a man's dignity and future.
Ping Tang's voice echoed in the just quiet world, and even some of the people who had just reacted that they were actually forced to retreat in the eye with Lu Mingfei closed their mouths and were about to speak, and everyone's eyes unconsciously looked at the two.
No one knows why there is such a big melon on this peaceful day, and the declining cub that the whole school knows about suddenly becomes so bold?
Silent, Chen Wenwen raised her head and looked at Lu Mingfei's determined eyes - she knew that she was not joking this time, and she couldn't use the joke lake to get over.
Time passed little by little, and even the sound of the clock on the wall was so clear at this moment.
Do you want to accept it?
Perhaps it was an unexpected impact that made Chen Wenwen's brain have thoughts that she had never had before, but then she shook her head and slowly took a step back.
A critical step.
Is that really the case?
Lu Ming, who had already understood the ending from some small movements, bit his lip and his hands trembled unconsciously, but it was not enough, he had to continue!
Taking a step forward, Lu Mingfei held Chen Wenwen's hand that retreated: "Tell me, tell me the devil's answer." β
"Yes, is there any need to ask? Answer, answer, you must have already known. β
Rarely, Chen Wenwen stuttered a little, wanted to escape, wanted to break away, but Lu Ming didn't allow it - as if instinctively, he just used his hands to defeat all Chen Wenwen's counterattacks without hurting Chen Wenwen, making the girl like a dragonfly falling into a spider's web, unable to break free.
This is quite a clever martial arts realm, but Lu Mingfei used it as if he was instinctive at the moment, and Liu Tian's shadow could be faintly seen in some small movements.
"It's necessary." Lu Mingfei replied, "A, I want to hear the Ayu coming out of your mouth." So that I can be sure, that I can die, that I can have courage. β
"Lu Mingfei is my friend, I don't want to hurt you." The chaotic brain has made Chen Wenwen unable to think deeply about what it means to completely make her unable to escape with her hands alone, and she replied, "But, since you want to hear it, I, I, I will tell you my answer - I, I have someone I like, I can't be your girlfriend." β
"Yes." Lu Mingfei let go of his hand, and a tear remained in the corner of his eye, although it was an answer that he already knew, but hearing it with his own ears still made him feel the pain.
But what followed was indeed a kind of calm, a kind of calm that was clear without waves.
It doesn't matter if I don't love it, or if I don't like it, because of this, because of this, only in this way can I have the courage and courage to verify that thing.
There's no need to stay here anymore, I don't want to stay here anymore.
Lu Mingfei turned around, but immediately paused, because a slender hand, a hand that should not have been able to stop him at this moment, grabbed the corner of his clothes.
"Ming, Mingfei." Chen Wenwen's soft voice came from behind her, "We, can we still be friends in the future?" β
"......" didn't answer, Lu Mingfei took a deep breath and asked rhetorically, "President, I have a question by the way, can you answer it - you, you already knew that I had a crush on you, right?" β
A question, a fatal question, finally made Chen Wenwen's hand loosen, and as a result, there was nothing that could stop Lu Mingfei from verifying that thing - I, have I been trapped in a cage? Am I the fish lying on the chopping board?
Until now, is everything about me shaped by someone with a heart?
Lu Mingfei, at this moment, after leaving everything, he is going to fucking find a fucking answer for the first half of his life!
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It was very smooth, very smooth, it seemed that Liu Tian had already said hello, it was obviously class time, but Lu Mingfei left the school easily.
The doorman who had always been proud of Shilan Middle School did not stop this student from skipping class at all, and the dean of instruction, who was originally wrinkling his face, also gave way to him.
And, less than ten minutes after Lu Mingfei left the school, a feeling, a feeling that he didn't have before, made him understand, that at this moment, an inquiring gaze was gathering behind him.
He didn't turn his head, because there was no need for this, Lu Mingfei just gradually, imperceptibly, full of footsteps, and soon, the person who followed him stepped into his hearing range.
The streets were full of people, cars honked, pedestrians stopped and stopped, the hawkers cried in layers, and the new song that had just been released was played on the radio in the store, but no matter how mocking the sound was, it could not prevent Lu Mingfei from hearing the whispers of the watchers who were nearly eighty meters away from him.
It was obviously a sound that could not be heard in theory, but it was as clear as ringing in the ears - Lu Mingfei knew that he had underestimated his hearing before, maybe this was not the so-called hearing, but something mysterious.
Maybe this is the ability brought by the dragon's blood that Brother Tian said?
The thought in his mind flashed, but then Lu Mingfei focused his attention on eavesdropping.
"This is papaya, the object of the observation is the file number 071721s of the executive department who suddenly skipped school, and is now being tracked, please check if there is an accident at home."
"The mole received that after inquiry, his younger brother is going to school, his uncle is in a mahjong parlor, and his aunt is in a beauty salon.
"Roger."
Obviously, the monitor's query was fast and efficient, and within a minute, a new message came - "It has been confirmed that the subject of observation has just confessed to his crush Chen Wenwen and has been rejected, the reason for skipping school should be this, please pay attention to the emotions and actions of the subject of observation, avoid causing confusion, and if necessary, allow him to be killed according to the regulations." β
"Yes!" Cold and unforgiving voices, it was as if the object of their mouth was not a living human being, but a string of data, a string of data called the Executive Department File Number 071721S.
Hey, hey, hey, number 071721s, observe fucking subjects......
For some reason, Lu Mingfei suddenly wanted to laugh and laughed uncontrollably.
But no, not yet, he still has to confirm, and he has to continue to confirm.
Therefore, Lu Mingfei just quickened his pace and accelerated the pace of returning home.
Lu Mingfei's home is not far from Shilan Middle School, and it usually takes only half an hour to walk, but at this moment, it only took him twenty minutes to speed up his pace.
But the effect made Lu Mingfei feel that it was better not to come.
One, two, three, four, five......
Lu Mingfei silently counted how many people were looking at him with a surveillance-like gaze from the moment he stepped into the community, and at this moment he was already sharp enough to make him understand, to make him know, to make him distinguish the difference between normal gaze and surveillance gaze.
Fifteen.
This is the number from the time he stepped into the community to the time he entered the house, from the community security guard to the waste picker, to the property, the water pipe, and even the friendly neighbors around.
Everyone plays their role as if they are ordinary security guards, waste pickers, property owners, and friendly neighbors.
It was the first time that Lu Mingfei knew that he was so important, important enough to dispatch so many people to monitor him twenty-four hours a day.
Smack.
Twist the key, open the door, as always, the 'home' is empty, at this point in time, the aunt should be playing cards, the uncle should be hanging out in all kinds of high-end hotels, of course, occasionally changed.
Relying on the money sent by his father and mother, his uncle and aunt, who have enough wealth to survive and enjoy without working, have always lived comfortably, and he spoiled his son, Lu Mingfei's younger brother Lu Mingze.
Lu Mingfei had never felt that something was wrong before, even if it was his own money, even if he should have given himself, most of the money was spent on making his younger brother Lu Mingze go to a private aristocratic high school, spent on never taking over his own BMW, and spent on some brand-name goods that looked very similar, and spent on the mahjong table.
Even if it is obviously his own money, his cousin Lu Mingze can also go to school
mixed with the nickname of "Prince Ze", his clothes are more exquisite than him, and he can rush to pay for the dinner, and he Lu Mingfei is only "Lu Mingze's brother".
After all, a poor little one who doesn't even care about his parents can have high requirements for an uncle and aunt who actually adopted him?
But at this moment, there was a kind of anger, a kind of intense anger that burst out from within his heart.
This is not that Lu Mingfei suddenly valued the money, but a thought, a thought that has never surfaced involuntarily appeared in his mind - what I gave you is yours, I won't give it to you, you can't rob it.
But in an instant, a feeling, a feeling of still being spied on, and the feeling of being peeed at made Lu Mingfei calm down.
At home, is it really inseparable from prying eyes?
What the fuck was I before?
I'm a hybrid of dragons and humans? Is the dad and mom that exist in memory really fucking exist? Really, are they my biological parents?
A strong sadness emerged from the bottom of his heart, a kind of despair that everything before him was denied and overthrown welled up in his heart, Lu Mingfei covered his face, and tears fell from the cracks in his palms, and then the tears gathered into a stream, wetting the floor.
Completely unconcerned that he was being watched, Lu Mingfei cried uncontrollably, while crying, he walked into his room, and finally threw himself on the quilt.
Crying, crying constantly, tears wet the pillow, soaked the quilt, as if he wanted to cry out the parts that he had never cried before, and the parts that he would cry in the future, Lu Mingfei kept crying until the tears ran out, and he cried until he couldn't cry anymore.
At some point, the feeling of being in control of everything faded and the feeling of being watched faded.
Lu Mingfei knew that it was not that no one was watching him at this moment, but that he had retreated to the decaying cub who seemed to have nothing to grow, the decaying cub who could be stepped on by anyone, but he didn't want to care anymore.
After crying away the tears, all I left to express my feelings was laughter, unruly laughter, crazy laughter-
"Aha, ahahaha, ahahaha......" It was obviously a laugh, but it was so sad, Liu Tian's evaluation suddenly appeared in Lu Mingfei's mind.
Although the situation was not consistent, Lu Mingfei at this moment was suddenly able to fully understand the feeling of darkness at that timeβthe feeling that everything before was denied, and his whole body was empty as if he had nothing.
"Hee-hee-hee......"
"Hee-hee-hee-hee-hee-hee......"
"Hee-hee......-hee
"Hee-hee......-hee
"Hee-he......e-he
In the small room, a creepy-sounding laugh completely replaced the original crying.
And at the same time as crying, a feeling of perceiving all the obstacles in the entire room gradually appeared on Lu Mingfei's body, and the skin of the original body gradually got closer to the clothes, and then slowly changed back.