Chapter Seventy-Nine: Like Me Is Not Me
The roof of a 20-storey residential building.
A man and a woman in the executive department of the Kassel Academy lie on a prefabricated cement slab covered in moss.
Su Lin sat on the fence of the rooftop, looking at the traffic below with an expressionless face, thoughts surging in his mind.
He was thinking about a question.
If you go back to the past, you will do everything you can to leave no regrets.
But suppose, if you go back in time and find that there is another self, you cannot replace him and will disappear one day.
What will you do?
You are just a spectator, destined to pass by.
But I can't help but want to participate in this performance, and when I encounter something I don't like, I will snatch the director's script and smear and revise it, and if the script is too bad, I will want to tear up the script and write a favorite script myself.
"All wanted."
"All that cares."
"All that is lost."
Su Lin muttered to himself, his legs dangling in the air, and his heels rhythmically kicking the wall with a thumping sound.
It's really a bad mood, he didn't finish his roast duck and had to pack it and leave.
A conversation and transaction with Lu Mingze made him a little uncomfortable, not because Lu Mingze brought it, but because he had been ignoring Lu Mingfei from a different future.
I thought that this time I came to Lu Mingfei's world, just to harvest some points at random and make some big moves, but I didn't expect to be involved in this kind of thing.
In fact, from his point of view, no matter what, Lu Mingfei's current future is better than the original future.
If you leave it to another person to operate, you will live a happy life no matter what.
You can become strong just by lying down, and you have a chat group in your hand.
In other words, the pain of youth and literature has been crushed by the dragon king's routine in the city.
The only fly in the ointment is that the 'decay' boy who returned from the future to the present has deteriorated.
"He knows that he is Lu Mingfei, but how many Lu Mingfei is he?"
Lu Mingze had a disappointed expression on his face, and his eyes were a little gloomy.
"He's not my brother."
"He lived to be me."
"But he's not me."
Su Lin recalled Lu Mingze's expression when he said this, the bright lights in the restaurant could not illuminate the gloom in his heart, as if waiting for a person who had been away for a long time, and finally this person came back, but it was no longer the same as before.
"I want to give him the best part of all the scripts, so that he can live happier instead of himself."
Su Lin suddenly felt that the old road had a sense of déjà vu, as if he had seen it somewhere, and after thinking about it for a long time, he remembered it.
That was when I was a kid.
At the Lantern Festival exhibition in the back mountain of the small county town where he lived at that time, sugar gourds, lotus seed soup, zodiac sugar paintings, and the shouting and selling of businessmen were endless, but the noisy environment made the closing atmosphere of the New Year stronger.
Parents carry him around, he wants this, he wants that.
The child's memory is good and bad, and when he sees what he wants, he forgets that he was spanked by his parents last time he was noisy.
Unexpectedly, the parents bought them all.
He tasted it first, and his parents who didn't like it helped him solve it.
When he was in elementary school, he didn't know why his parents changed their temperament today, and he bought whatever he wanted.
"Linwa, are you happy today?" Mom asked, putting her arm around him.
"Happy."
He had forgotten what his expression was, probably smiling brightly.
"That's all your parents can do, and they make you happy today." Dad touched his head and said, "If your dad has that ability, he will buy the plane for you." ”
"But Mom and Dad can't buy a plane, and they can't make you so happy every day."
"So you have to study hard and try to make yourself and your next generation happy every day."
The expressions of his parents became very vague in Su Lin's memory, and he only vaguely remembered these words and the festive scenes around him.
He once thought that his father was encouraging him to study hard and make progress every day.
Later, Su Lin started to work and entered the society, chatting with some married colleagues in his spare time, and also saw some various things.
Only when he was free did he remember that it was his parents who wanted to give the best to themselves, but there was no way to be limited by reality, so they could only expect the child to live as he idealized.
Whether it's cram school, criticism...
Give a strong expectation to the child, hoping that this expectation can work, replace your own wonderful life, and be happier.
Not all parents are like this, but only parents have this mentality.
Su Lin's eyesight is very good now, and he can easily see every pedestrian on the street.
Parents who take their children home from school are picking the fruit in front of the fruit stall, picking the largest and brightest of colors from the mixed list.
Old road... That guy was different from Xiao Yan and Ye Fan, including Han Li's future self.
For the current Lu Mingfei, Lao Lu has become his parents or another Lu Mingze.
Regardless of whether Lu Mingfei wants it or not, he just wants to stuff all the things he thinks are the best, the best plot, and the best ending to his past self.
Su Lin couldn't tell what was wrong, but he just felt very depressed.
"Ugh."
Su Lin sighed, in fact, there is nothing bad, the problem is, he has lived for millions of years, and what values will be washed away by time, how similar are they to the current Lu Mingfei? This is a question that Su Lin has not considered before.
He thinks the best is what Lu Mingfei is willing to accept now.
Especially that guy, who had cast so many doppelgangers in the future world before to awaken in the past and create all kinds of different world lines.
According to Lu Mingze, there are too many birthday gifts to make up, and even the box containing the gifts can drown the current Lu Mingfei.
This guy doesn't even listen to Lu Mingze's persuasion now, and the only benefit may be the human race.
Because some people dislike that modern technology is too backward to satisfy his entertainment, he plans to make a leap forward in technology.
Straight to the Fifth Industrial Revolution.
"It's so troublesome, why don't you just do something and sneak home."
What does it have to do with him, if you think about it carefully, at most, Lu Mingfei is overwhelmed by all kinds of 'happiness', and it won't be too bad.
After all, who can say how much ability Lu Mingfei has left in the future, it's not easy to mix.
Su Lin thought for a while.
That's it, and it doesn't say that you can't take advantage of both ends.
Wait for Lu Mingze to reply to the message.
"Hey, those two on the ground, are you awake?"
Su Lin said weakly, didn't look back, just looked up at the night sky.
The lights in the city were so bright that they obscured the light of the stars, and only the moon could be seen at a glance, and there were no clouds in the sky tonight.
Hearing this, the two executives of the Kassel Academy's executive department also gave up their intention to continue pretending to sleep on the floor.
They found that their headset had not been removed and that there was still a signal.
The two of them got up from the ground nervously.
"If you attack me, I'll remove your arms, and if you dare to run, I'll take your legs."
"If you speak out, I'll cut out your tongues."
In order to avoid some unnecessary situations, Su Lin issued a notice concisely and clearly.
"Ahh
Su Lin suddenly sneezed, he was confused, could he still sneeze with the historical projection of the godhead?!
Who's scolding me? Who's destroying my B-block?