When did you first notice him?

The teacher is lecturing, why does he sleep?

The little Bai Shihan was very puzzled at this time, the person in front of her was simply beyond her cognition.

I slept in class, went to play after class, and was often invited to the office by the homeroom teacher to chat.

This is probably the legendary bad boy......

According to my parents, stay away from this kind of person.

But isn't he afraid of anything?

Bai Shihan didn't understand much, but he was inexplicably curious about him.

It's not that she wants to notice him, it's just that this person is her tablemate, and it's hard to turn a blind eye.

"Is there anything to eat?"

"Yes...... Some. ”

She didn't know why, but she decided not to talk to the other party anymore and not to contact the other party, but she still took out the bread from the drawer and handed it to him.

Lin Xinyu stretched out his hand and took it: "Thank you." ”

His voice is soft and very pleasant to listen to.

Bai Shihan couldn't hold back, looked up at him, although he didn't like to study, he did look good.

The only downside is that every time I come back from outside, I smell weird.

Dislike......

Even so, she didn't dare to tell Lin Xinyu directly.

She usually rarely speaks, but she doesn't know what to do at the moment, so she lowers her head and continues to nibble on her bread.

If only I could be as bold as he was.

When this idea came to mind, Bai Shihan himself was startled by himself, and quickly shook his head to expel it from his mind.

If he was like him, he would definitely be killed.

Why is he okay?

Lin Xinyu left deep doubts in her heart.

The atmosphere between the two suddenly became silent.

Lin Xinyu finished eating quietly, put it in his pocket, turned around and walked towards the door of the classroom.

I'm going to get those weird smells again.

Seeing the other party walking in the direction of the toilet, Bai Shihan roughly guessed what the other party was going to do, and immediately frowned.

But before she could come back to her senses, she felt someone approaching the corner where she was.

Annoying guy again......

She didn't know why, the squad leader Li Hua always came to look for her from time to time, either with the right answer or asking questions.

Bai Shihan didn't know how to refuse, and she didn't want to communicate, so he just said that she was sitting still in her seat, and there was really no way, so she handed him the homework that the other party needed.

The rest was left unattended.

Li Hua seems to have discovered this, but she doesn't have any idea of giving up, and insists on it every day, as if she thinks that this will make her change her mind in the long run?

"Shihan, why are you sitting in the corner, sit in front with me, it's usually convenient to answer and make progress together." Li Hua said with a smile.

Bai Shihan glanced at the smile on his face, he didn't hate it, but he didn't like it much.

She did not answer the other party's words, but lowered her head and continued to write the paper.

"I'll outscore you overall." Li Hua's expression was still gentle, as if it didn't matter what the other party said.

Bai Shihan held the pen a little harder, but in the end he still didn't answer.

She doesn't like to socialize with others, to be precise, she is used to being alone, but at the same time she will not refuse, in fact, she really wants the other party not to come to her answer in the future, and she doesn't like it very much.

"You don't study at the same table all day, sleep in class, sit with him, and be sure that you will be taken away one day."

Bai Shihan's pen tip stopped sliding.

Although she doesn't like Lin Xinyu's attitude towards learning, relatively speaking, she hates this kind of behavior of saying bad things about others behind her back, especially the tone and eyes of this person, which makes her very unhappy.

However, I didn't know how to reply, so I could only choose to remain silent in the end.

Seeing that the other party didn't speak, Li Hua didn't continue to entangle, turned around and prepared to leave.

Not long after, Lin Xinyu came back from outside.

may be a psychological effect, just now after listening to Li Hua finish saying bad things about him, Bai Shihan at this time always felt afraid to look at the other party, and his eyes were evasive.

Lin Xinyu didn't care, sat straight back to his position, turned his head sideways, smiled lightly on the corner of his mouth, and said in a gentle voice: "First, borrow me to copy the homework again." ”

Looking at the harmless expression of humans and animals in front of him, Bai Shihan wanted to refuse him, if he could, he also wanted to explain to him the importance of studying, but when the words came to his mouth, he took the homework and took a candy from her table by the way.

"No, I can't just eat your milk with you, can I?" Lin Xinyu blinked, with a bit of playfulness in his tone.

Although she didn't like him either, any behavior done by the other party was beyond the little girl's cognition, and she didn't know how to refute it, so she could only nod her head and hum.

She's not good at communicating with people, let alone boys, and she's only one person at most, so she's never thought about who to be friends with.

Today's move is an exception.

"Why are you so obedient, I feel like you don't like to answer with the squad leader, next time you don't like it, just say it directly, what's this, including not wanting to copy my homework, you can say it directly, it's not good if it's too well-behaved."

Lin Xinyu said so, the speed of actually copying the homework was very fast, for fear that the other party would listen to it, and then immediately take the homework away, it would be worth the loss.

However, he was not wrong, Bai Shihan did listen to it.

It's just that she still doesn't have the guts.

Refuse? What if you just say it and make others angry?

Her personality is not suitable for conflict with people, and she also feels that she doesn't need to cause trouble for this kind of thing, and she simply doesn't want to deal with it.

When he was still working, because Lin Xinyu's body just turned sideways, Bai Shihan could clearly smell the unpleasant smell on his body, which made people feel very uncomfortable, and he frowned without being able to manage his expression, but he quickly regained his calm.

"Don't you like to talk to people?" The other party seemed to sense her rejection and asked directly.

Bai Shihan was stunned and did not answer.

"Seeing that you are alone every day, are you reluctant to talk to people?"

Hearing this, Bai Shihan hesitated, but nodded.

"A girl who is obviously very cute, why don't you want to talk to people." Lin Xinyu sighed.

Bai Shihan lowered her head and continued to write her homework, she actually wanted to answer his doubts, but she didn't know how to answer, so she had to give up her plan.

"Is there anything else to eat?"

"Yes, yes......"

"Sure enough, you will only speak if you ask you what you want to eat." Lin Xinyu took the snack she handed over from the drawer, took a bite, and said vaguely.

Bai Shihan was silent.

Even so, her heart was particularly satisfied at this time.

Talking to someone again......

She also wants to change, or she envy Lin Xinyu very much, no matter who she gets along with, she always looks familiar, and she looks like she is not afraid of heaven and earth.

But she couldn't do it because she was afraid.

Fear of loneliness, fear of strangeness.

Fear of alienation and indifference from others.

She would rather stay alone in school than have anything to do with anyone else.

This is also the reason why Bai Shihan doesn't make friends, and the most important thing is that he is afraid of losing.

Since she was a child, she has been accustomed to living alone by herself, and she has slowly developed a timid and cowardly character.

And now Lin Xinyu suddenly appeared and caught her off guard.

According to the previous way of getting along, most classmates left without saying a word to themselves, and when they saw that she was not enthusiastic, they would take the initiative to leave, leaving her to sit quietly in a daze.

But during this time, she was a little surprised.

Lin Xinyu actually took the initiative to talk to her, and most of them were inconsequential things, and most of them were asking Bai Shihan for snacks.

I had snacks before, but I was in a hurry to go, so I thought about bringing some bread and something to eat, but I didn't expect that it was he, the bad guy, who snatched one of her breads.

But the other party is not the kind of unreasonable person, and she came to school hungry like her, after doing the exercises between classes, Bai Shihan found that there were a lot of snacks that Lin Xinyu gave her in the drawer.

"I don't eat your stuff for nothing."

From that day on, Bai Shihan would always put some food in the drawer.

It's not candy, it's bread.

Sometimes she prepares milk, but she finds that Lin Xinyu rarely drinks milk, and most of the time she drinks soda and juice.

Those are not what she often drinks, so she didn't go to the supermarket to buy them, otherwise she would definitely be discovered by the other party and that she deliberately prepared these things for him.

In this way, Lin Xinyu gradually got used to the small snacks in her drawer, and whenever she was hungry, or her mouth always felt unbearable and lonely, she would ask.

After a long time, he said hello directly, and then he didn't need Bai Shihan to take it, he had already taken the initiative to reach out.

Although there is not much conversation between the two, it seems that some kind of tacit understanding has been formed, and they know each other's true thoughts in their hearts, and they do not interfere with each other.

Bai Shihan also liked this plain as watery day, but the smell that appeared every day on the other party's body was really unpleasant.

"You, can, can, don't go to the toilet......"

This is the longest sentence Lin Xinyu has heard her say.

The voice is not like the rumored rejection of people thousands of miles away, on the contrary, it is a little gentle, and it sounds soft and glutinous on the whole, and it always feels good to bully?

"Don't go to the bathroom? So you want me not to spend the whole day? ”

"No, it's not......"

"What's that? Why do you feel like you're a little scared of me? ”

Hearing this, Bai Shihan's whole body stiffened obviously.

Did he see it? Sure enough, you shouldn't have spoken......

"You're really trying to make friends, aren't you?"

"No, it's not."

How could Bai Shihan, who was guessed to be in the middle of his thoughts, admit his inner thoughts so simply, even if he was nervous and a little stammering, he still didn't forget to refuse.

"This candy is delicious, try it?" Seeing that the other party was unmoved, Lin Xinyu continued, "It's okay, it's class time, and there are still ten minutes to go to class, and you can finish eating before class." ”

may be a little weak-hearted, this time Bai Shihan reached out and took the candy he put on the table, and then put it in his mouth.

"I didn't lie to you, was it delicious?"

"Hmmm......"

"You just opened your eyes wide, didn't you? Doesn't it feel a little incredible? ”

"One, a little bit ......"

Through this chat, Lin Xinyu found that the same table was not what other classmates said at all, but it was very easy to get along with, and there was even an illusion that he wanted to bully her.

"From then on, we'll be friends."

"Friend, friend? No, no! ”

Bai Shihan hurriedly waved her hand, how could she have friends, and she had never made friends, how to maintain a relationship, what to do between friends, she didn't know anything, so she didn't want to make friends.

Again: it's not that I don't want to, but I'm afraid.

But after this period of getting along, Bai Shihan really envied Lin Xinyu and longed for what he did.

Especially the kind of free and resolute that you know will make others unhappy, but still refuse directly.

Such a character made Bai Shihan very envious and admired.

She has always looked like a good student, so she wants to be friends with Lin Xinyu in her heart, and it would be great if she could get rid of his bad habits.

It's just that...... She has never taken the initiative to make friends since she was a child.

So when facing Lin Xinyu, I always felt that I was very passive, even very restrained, and I didn't dare to speak, let alone take the initiative.

"Eat my candy and you're my friend."

“？？”

Why is this still the case?

Bai Shihan felt more and more that he didn't know enough, and he wanted to be his friend after eating?

And......

"No, it can't be like that."

Bai Shihan thought it was incredible.

Usually she would never refuse what others said, but this time, she didn't know why, and even she couldn't understand why she had to refuse Lin Xinyu's request.

"Well, then don't be friends."

I don't know why, Bai Shihan, who should have been glad to hear this, was a little lost in his heart for no reason.

Maybe it's because she still wants to know more about Lin Xinyu.

Seeing her like this, Lin Xinyu couldn't help laughing: "Look, won't you refuse now?" I thought you wouldn't say no. ”

"No, it's not." Bai Shihan hurriedly retorted, her face flushed.

Lin Xinyu raised his eyebrows: "Then are you my friend?" ”

Bai Shihan opened his mouth to speak, but he didn't know what to say.

"So, if you don't like things in the future, just refuse them directly."

After speaking, Lin Xinyu sat in the seat.

Then he took out his textbook and prepared for class under Bai Shihan's bewildered gaze.

In fact, when Lin Xinyu came back, he saw Li Hua coming to Bai Shihan, if it was if she was willing, he would definitely not say anything, but she was obviously unwilling, so why didn't she refuse directly?

He didn't understand this before, but after chatting with her today, he suddenly realized.

This seems to be a tablemate who is not easy to communicate with, but it is actually easy to be bullied by others, and it is more kind, but there is also a weakness.

That is, it is too easy to be pinned down.

Just like just now, if he didn't give Bai Shihan the steps, it is estimated that she would suffocate to death, such a simple girl, where would she know what reason to refuse.

Also at the same moment.

Bai Shihan wrote down three words in his notebook with a stroke of a pen: Be a friend.

(End of chapter)