Wen Jingshan Special (1)
How does Wen Jingshan like her younger brother?
She didn't know why.
originally wanted to help take care of him, but later, in getting along with Bai Wenjie, coupled with the other party's various bold expressions of love, slowly, inexplicably, I always thought of him.
"Senior sister, senior sister, there is a new Chinese restaurant over there, I heard that the food in it is delicious, should we go together?"
"Senior sister, senior sister, brother-in-law, they all went out to play, and I was so bored alone......"
"Senior sister, I'm a little uncomfortable, can you accompany me?"
asked again and again, asked her out again and again to take a walk, and gradually, Wen Jingshan found that she really liked this boy who was four or five years younger than herself, but never disliked herself, and was very gentle and considerate.
Fate played a joke on them.
obviously said that he would help take care of others, but he took care of him and fell in love with him.
At first, Wen Jingshan didn't admit it, and she always refused hard, no matter how she denied it, but after a long time, more and more evidence was placed in front of her, making her powerless to refute it at all.
"Senior sister, I find that I seem to like you more and more."
Bai Wenjie learned from Kong Yuna that chasing girls should be thick-skinned, so he always played straight balls and took the initiative to attack.
The sincerity in her eyes has never been false, but Wen Jingshan, who was staring at her, was a little weak-hearted, a little scared and flustered, and even a little scared.
"Sister, are you ignoring me because you hate me? Am I doing something wrong? ”
Wen Jingshan: "I don't hate you, it's just that I've been too tired lately." ”
"Sister, can I hug you?"
Wen Jingshan was stunned, but Bai Wenjie took the opportunity to stretch out his arms and hug her.
Such a sudden intimate contact made Wen Jingshan's body tremble, almost subconsciously struggling, but then she felt the temperature from the other party's body.
He was comforting her, and, telling her his feelings, his decision.
Wen Jingshan stopped struggling and let the other party hug her, she lowered her head, her long hair covered half of her face, and she couldn't hide the panic on her face at all.
It's been a long time since she's experienced what it's like to be in love.
The object of the previous conversation was not her at all, but her figure and appearance.
It's only been a week since they've been together, and they want to hold hands, kiss, and even open a room, which makes it difficult for her, who is slow-paced, to accept.
Originally, she was a little resistant to holding hands, but as for the later behaviors, she was even more disgusted, she just wanted to slow down in the fast-paced era, but the argument she could get was: What to pretend, look so beautiful, it is definitely not the first time.
Then break up directly.
Because of this, Wen Jingshan doesn't want to fall in love, and even has a kind of disgust for boys who are interested in seeing sex.
And Bai Wenjie's sentence: "Sister, I know that I like you now because of your appearance and appearance, but I'm not in a hurry, I will definitely become better and better, and then prove that I like you, not only your appearance, but your personality in getting along, I like it very much." ”
For this sincerity, as well as his respect for himself every time he gets along, all kinds of details are combined, Wen Jingshan admits that it is indeed slowly falling.
It's just that he is five years younger than her, will such a relationship really be recognized?
This is what she struggles with, but she is reluctant to push him away.
This kind of contradiction and pain made her feel a strong sense of oppression in her heart.
"Sister?"
The sound of the girl in his arms sobbing softly made Bai Wenjie's heart ache to death, but at the same time, his heart also tightened and loosened, and when it was tight, he hoped to get her answer quickly, let her relax, and then continue after she relaxed.
But on the other hand, he was worried about her refusal, in that case, he would lose this relationship forever, which made him dare not think about it.
"Sister, I'm sorry, I'm in too much of a hurry."
"Needless to say, I'm sorry, it's not your problem."
Wen Jingshan raised her head and looked at him with red eyes.
She didn't blame him, after all, she promised to take care of him, and she was all to blame for the current result.
"Senior sister, we can take our time, if you still don't like me in the future and don't feel for me, I won't pester you anymore."
Bai Wenjie is not the kind of person who stalks, and when he feels the other party's uncomfortable heart, he understands that he is pushing too hard these days, and she should be left with space to think.
Two years ago, Wen Jingshan was only twenty years old, and now she is no longer the ignorant girl she was at the beginning.
"I know, let's go back first, I'm a little sleepy tonight, I want to rest early."
"Well, then I'll send you back."
Bai Wenjie took the initiative to drive, and now he is already eighteen years old, and all the driver's licenses have been handled.
The car was parked steadily at the door of Wen Jingshan's apartment building.
"I won't go up, just pay attention to the senior sister."
Wen Jingshan nodded, turned around and walked towards the community, she didn't know how to face him, but she told herself in her heart that she liked him.
It's just that I don't know how to face him.
And Wen Jingshan, who was standing at the door of the building, did not go home immediately, but stood there blankly, looking at the dark night, thinking about the hug just now, and many strange feelings welled up in her heart.
Does Bai Wenjie really like her?
Or, just because she's pretty, and after a while, the interest fades, and it's fine, right?
Wen Jingshan thought about it, and suddenly felt a little relieved, but there was still a faint sour and grievance in her heart, why, there was an urge to cry?
She doesn't like it!
But Bai Wenjie is a person who can't help but want to be close.
She kept reassuring herself, calming down, no matter what, she had to stabilize her emotions first.
She needed time to digest it.
Wen Jingshan didn't know that Bai Wenjie had been watching her at the bottom of the building, until he saw her completely disappear from view, and then he left with confidence, he also knew that he was too intense just now, but he couldn't control it, but he also slowly reflected, thinking that he was pushing too hard and had to change the way he got along.
……
The next day.
The two tacitly didn't mention what happened yesterday, as if nothing happened yesterday, just an occasional exchange, and the atmosphere seemed a little awkward.
Wen Jingshan secretly observed Bai Wenjie while working, he was still the same sunny appearance, and he treated her more gently and enthusiastically, but whether it was her answer or her attitude, it affected him unconsciously.
"Senior sister, what are you looking at?"
Wen Jingshan, who was immersed in her work, woke up suddenly when she heard this question.
"Huh? Nothing, nothing, I'm reading the newspaper, do you want to drink water? I'll pour you a cup of tea. ”
Wen Jingshan hurriedly shook her head, and then took out her coffee pot and poured him a glass of water, this action made Bai Wenjie a little happy, it can be seen whether he likes it or not, not to mention, the senior sister has never spent his money with him, and every time the other party buys him something for a bigger reason than him, so the senior sister is with him because of the money, and he won't believe it at all.
Every time only when he looks for her, the other party will come out, as long as Bai Wenjie is not in the right mood, Wen Jingshan will even put down his work and slowly enlighten him.
If this is not like, then he will definitely never believe in any bullshit love again, he has to work hard to marry Wen Jingshan as his wife in the future.
Thinking of his dream, he is full of energy, he wants to be a successful entrepreneur and let the woman he likes live a happy life.
Bai Wenjie was planning a beautiful blueprint for the future in his mind, but he didn't notice that Wen Jingshan looked at him with a strange gaze.
What came to her mind was the image of last night, the hug, and she didn't resist.
originally thought that it was only because of the stimulation of alcohol that she would agree to Bai Wenjie by magic, but after sobering up, she had a soft spot for that embrace, and even a little nostalgic......
"What is Senpai thinking?"
"No, I didn't think about anything, you go to work."
Wen Jingshan hurriedly lowered her head and pretended to continue working, unwilling to look at Bai Wenjie's shining eyes, she was afraid that she would not be able to help but throw herself into his arms.
Although Bai Wenjie was puzzled, he did not ask, but sat down and concentrated on his work.
……
Through this period of getting along, Wen Jingshan herself is a little incredible, she found that she would really like this brother who is five years younger than herself, which is simply incredible.
Especially Bai Wenjie can always quickly grasp the keenest senses in her heart, and she can even feel that Bai Wenjie seems to be testing herself, and moreover, she is still testing whether she really likes him?
Wen Jingshan even found that she had some expectations in her heart, some hesitation, and even more fear, afraid that she would lose Bai Wenjie unconsciously.
"Senior sister, I'm not in a hurry, if you feel bothered, I won't say those words in the future." Bai Wenjie saw that she was silent for a long time, thinking that she was uncomfortable.
"No, no, don't think about it." Wen Jingshan shook her head in a panic.
"You...... Don't dislike me? Wen Jingshan hesitated for a moment, and finally mustered up the courage to ask.
As soon as she said this, her cheeks turned crimson and she was ashamed, and she wanted to burrow under the table to avoid his gaze.
"Age is not a problem, what's more, sister, you are very beautiful and look younger than me." Bai Wenjie smiled and praised her.
Wen Jingshan suddenly breathed a sigh of relief, it turned out that she didn't dislike her, she thought that he would feel old.
"Thank you." Wen Jingshan smiled and thanked her, and returned to her previous elegant appearance, she is a person who can easily regulate her emotions.
Bai Wenjie pursed his lips and smiled, his gaze fell on Wen Jingshan, becoming more and more gentle, with a shallow smile on the corner of his mouth.
"No matter how long it takes, I will wait for you, I admit that I do like your looks and figure, but after getting along, I like your personality and your every move."
He is not the kind of superficial person, if he likes it, he has to hug him, and even open a room to get it.
In this fast-paced era, Bai Wenjie also wants to take his time when it comes to feelings.
"Alright, you can eat." Wen Jingshan was a little flattered, she didn't expect him to say this to herself, and there was a sweetness in her heart, but she didn't show anything, but urged him to finish eating quickly so that he could work as soon as possible.
Bai Wenjie was not polite, he liked this opportunity to be alone with Wen Jingshan, although there was a bit of a gap between the two, but he believed that he would be able to solve it.
……
At night, Wen Jingshan lay on the bed after washing, staring at the ceiling, and her mind echoed over and over again what Bai Wenjie told her this morning.
She suddenly found that she was accustomed to Bai Wenjie's daily companionship, used to his insistence on getting off work on time every day no matter the wind or rain, even if it was thunder and lightning, used to chatting with him, teasing boring children, and used to discussing future plans together in the company.
She also knows that she likes him, not only because she likes his handsome and excellent appearance, but also because she likes his kindness and simplicity.
But......
How much does Bai Wenjie like himself?
She couldn't guarantee it.
Wen Jingshan couldn't sleep after tossing and turning, all in her mind was the scene of Bai Wenjie's confession to herself today.
Her heart was beating fast, and her heart was pounding violently, as if she had returned to the way she first treated her feelings.
Lost the dead, took care of my brother and took care of him until he liked him......
Wen Jingshan's face became more and more ruddy, she quickly covered her hot cheeks, and her heart beat faster and faster, as if it would jump out at any time.
Wen Jingshan kept comforting herself: "Wen Jingshan, Wen Jingshan, why are you so unproductive, aren't you just confessed by your younger brother, as for being scared like this!" ”
Wen Jingshan closed her eyes and forced herself to sleep, but no matter how she forced herself to sleep, her mind would think of the fleshy words that Bai Wenjie said to her, her ears were red, her heartbeat was getting faster and faster, even her breathing became rapid, and her chest rose and fell violently.
Finally, she couldn't take it anymore, lifted the quilt and climbed out of bed, walked into the bathroom, unscrewed the cold water, and washed her hot face with cold water.
"Wen Jingshan, are you crazy?"
Wen Jingshan stared at herself in the mirror with a crimson face and confused eyes, and scolded in annoyance, but as soon as she finished speaking, she burst out laughing.
"Then let's talk secretly and not let others know?" Wen Jingshan muttered softly and made a final decision.
"Sister, you haven't slept yet?"
received a call from Bai Wenjie in the middle of the night, and she found that she didn't feel any boredom, but still liked it a little.
From this moment on, Wen Jingshan clearly understood that she could no longer do without this younger brother.
If it weren't for liking, she would never be like this, she wouldn't be in such a mood, and every time she heard his voice, she would feel very happy.
Like a person's heart will not deceive people, nervous, and worried when he is not with him, all kinds of uneasy emotions, will only be stable after hearing the other party's voice.
The current Wen Jingshan is like this.
Slowly, she discovered.
It's hard for me to leave him now, at least that's what the voice in my heart says.
(End of chapter)