Extra chapter Their Years (10)

That night was not very clear to Lin Han many years later.

She only vaguely remembered that night and later it started to rain outside.

She heard the sound of rain hitting the window lattice, and she remembered that Lu Yao had been saying sorry, and the voice with drunken sorrow was a little more decadent and low than the clear and elegant when she was awake.

The boy who is about to turn 20 is young, and when he explores her, he is not gentle, and when Lin Han's tears wet his hair, he comes to kiss her guiltily, flustered and helpless but can't stop.

Lin Han finally left a small tooth mark on his shoulder, with resentment and a small vent for his fruitless crush in the past two years.

Lin Han always said that she liked Lu Yao, and it had nothing to do with Lu Yaozhi whether she liked him or not.

Originally, Lu Yao was the white moonlight that Lin Han longed for but never wanted, obviously so gorgeous and dazzling, and she was just an ordinary girl, why did she attract him to stop?

Now all this, she is voluntary, knowing that he is thinking of another girl in his heart, knowing that there is no result in doing this, but she still compromises, this is more or less a little selfish!

I know it's out of reach, but I still want to leave an unforgettable memory in his years, even if it's not so colorful.

That night, she transformed from a girl into a new self, even if her boy was young and reckless, he still didn't understand very well, how to love a girl, for Lin Han after all, it was like a bitter coffee candy, slightly bitter, but it also made people sink.

At least the only thing she confirmed was that this was a territory that Gu Qingqing had never touched, and for the time being, it belonged to Lin Han.

Only she had experienced his youthfulness, and he was different from the hot soul beneath the gentle surface.

Even if it's short-lived.

Lin Han lay in Lu Yao's arms and listened to the rain outside the window with his steady heartbeat and breathing.

She calmly used her mobile phone to send a text message to her parents to report her safety, saying that she was staying at Chen Ling's house today, because Chen Ling's parents were not at home, she went to accompany Chen Ling.

The mother had long been accustomed to Lin Han spending the night at Chen Ling's house, and she did not suspect that she still instructed the two girls to live in such a big villa as usual, and the doors and windows must be locked.

Lin Han said to his mother with tears in his eyes, "Okay." ”

When Chen Ling's call came, Lin Han got up, went to the bathroom, lowered his voice and answered the phone.

"Are you alright?" Chen Ling's voice was full of guilt.

"You can buy me something......" she said the name of the medicine calmly and sensibly.

"You guys?" Chen Ling's heart was cut, she finally became an accomplice, but Lu Yao, he didn't know that he had buried a girl's future.

"Don't blame Senior Lu Yao, I volunteered." Lin Han was calmer than her.

"Am I being inappropriate?"

Chen Ling covered her mouth and held back the tears in her eyes, "No, our Lin Han is very brave, it's Lu Yao's bastard who is not blessed!" ”

"Then, help me keep it a secret!" Lin Han said, don't tell Lu Yao, never, because ah, she knows him too well, if Lu Yao knows, according to his character, he and Gu Qingqing will definitely be finished, but this is not what Lin Han wants, she doesn't want to keep the boy she loves in this way at all, because of responsibility, because of the feelings left by obligation, that is not love!

Lin Han calmly swallowed the pill sent by Chen Ling with warm water, and then lay back beside the boy.

The only glimmer of light in the darkness was the moonlight projected outside the window, and Lin Han looked at it and became distracted.

Behind him was the sound of the boy's steady breathing, with a slight smell of his own.

Tomorrow, he and her will be strangers, Lin Han thought, let her sink before this! It can be regarded as a kind of farewell to the past......

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The rain that had fallen all night finally stopped, and when the morning light shone into the room through the curtains, Lin Han was combing his long hair in yesterday's white dress.

Lu Yao was still sleeping, and Lin Han wanted to leave quietly without planning to wake him up.

She took her things, took one last look at his sleeping face, and quietly closed the door.

She wandered outside the hotel, not knowing where to go for a moment.

Until the flow of people gradually increased as the sky became brighter and brighter, until a bright fiery red flashed in her eyes......

It was a young and beautiful girl, different from the beauty that Lin Han needed to embellish, the girl's beauty was innate, even on such a street, her beauty was still dazzling.

Her long fiery red dress is like a rose blooming under the scorching sun, swaying and full of wild and hot beauty.

A boy dressed in white walked out of the revolving door of the hotel slowly and elegantly, with a good appearance like glass and jade, which attracted passers-by to take a few more looks, and the beautiful eyes looked around as if they were looking for something.

After a brief moment of confusion and disbelief, the boy's originally gentle demeanor seemed to crumble in an instant.

Lin Han was a little far away, and he could also sense the joy of reuniting the old love that was being performed there.

The beautiful girl in the red dress and the elegant boy in white are like the scenes performed in idol dramas, first like the unbelievable in a dream, then tentative, closer, and finally like a volcanic lava eruption.

They hugged each other, at the door of the hotel.

The boy gently hugged the bright girl in the red dress, always spoiled and connived, the girl seemed to be crying, Lin Han saw it, Lu Yao raised his hand to wipe her tears.

Lin Han smiled, there was a feeling of emptiness in his heart, and the most beautiful fairy tale ushered in the most beautiful ending.

The prince waited for the princess who left him, and from then on, the prince and the princess lived happily ever after.

The mermaid who occupies the magpie's nest should have dissipated into the most empty bubble in their world the moment the princess returned, and just as she appeared, her departure should have been silent......

The moment Lin Han turned around, she seemed to sense that there was a way and looked at this side.

She thought, that might be a delusion, too!

Lin Han took out her mobile phone and dialed a call, until the other party picked up the phone, she said to the person on the other end of the phone, "Do me a favor!" ”

For the last time.

She actually knew why Lu Yao lost his temper yesterday? Gu Qingqing accounted for the main factor, but Chen Ling's words were not ruled out.

Now that you've made up your mind, it's better to be more thorough.

After hanging up the person's phone, she dialed Chen Ling again, and calmly stated her thoughts and plans.

"Are you crazy?" Sure enough, Chen Ling was about to explode on the other end of the phone.

Lin Han was silent, obviously his eyes were so dry that he couldn't do it, but tears still slowly slipped out.

"Why do you have to give way when Gu Qingqing comes back?" Chen Ling has never been so angry at Lin Han, this time it is really a deep love and responsibility, her girl, how can she be so stupid?

"Senior Lu Yao has never had me in his heart, Chen Ling, you should understand, we never started!" She can't do what is difficult for strong people, she really can't do it, instead of tying a person who doesn't love you to you in the name of responsibility, it's better to make him feel that she doesn't really love him from beginning to end.

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"Xiaohan, Lu Yao is looking for you!" Wang Ping knocked on her daughter's door, this girl is really, since she came back from Chen Ling's house two days ago, she has locked herself in the room and doesn't go out to play, if it weren't for the fact that when she eats and chats with herself, it is as natural as before, Wang Ping would think that something is wrong with this child.

Lu Yao is Xiaohan's senior, and Wang Ping knows it, so he is very relieved to let him in.

He still likes this boy a lot, Si Swenwen, he is good at learning and dancing, and Wang Ping is also very happy that his daughter can be friends with such an excellent boy.

"Mom, I'm ......" Lin Han looked at the boy who pushed the door in behind his mother in surprise.

Lu Yao wore a blue short-sleeved sweatshirt today, paired with sweatpants of the same color, and a pair of white sneakers that were so clean that they seemed to shine.

Blue, his favorite color, is also Gu Qingqing's favorite color to wear in front of him.

Lu Yao looked deeply at the girl in front of him, combing her ponytail, wearing a clean plaid dress, an undercurrent surging in her gentle eyes, and a gentle smile as usual on her lips, "Lin Han, I heard that you are going to school soon, right?" ”

"Hmm!" Lin Han responded in a whisper, seeing him now, Lin Han was somewhat unnatural, and his mind would always recall his gaffe and her tears that day.

"Would you like to have a good chat with the seniors?" Lu Yao looked at her seriously and asked for her opinion.

"I'm going to prepare dinner, Xiao Lu, why don't you stay at home for a light meal today!" Wang Ping could see that the two children had something to say, so she wanted to leave space for the two children in the name of cooking.

"Let's go out for a walk!" Lu Yao said to Lin Han, turned his head and said to Wang Ping, "Auntie, I'll take Lin Han to walk around here and send her back later." ”

"Okay." Wang Ping doesn't have any opinions, anyway, they are also acquaintances, and there is no problem.

"Senior, I'm ......" Lin Han wanted to say no.

It was Lu Yao who suddenly came over to hold her hand, so naturally, Lin Han unconsciously changed his shoes and went out with him.

She has always known that although Lu Yao is gentle and good-tempered, he also has the strength of a boy.

There is a park near Lin Han's house, she often came to play when she was a child, and there is her favorite merry-go-round in the park, but I heard that this side seems to be about to be developed, and the small park should also cease to exist in the near future.

Lin Han and Lu Yao walked to the entrance of the park without saying a word.

Lu Yao looked at the girl's face with a slight layer of sweat because of walking, and then he thought that she might have been following his steps, walking a little faster, "I'm sorry, Lin Han......" He wanted to say that he shouldn't have walked so fast, he should have stopped and waited for her, but the girl's pure and sad eyes made him a little speechless.

He is a gentle person who seems to be very considerate of others, but in fact he is just a layer of disguise.

Otherwise, how could he not perceive that this girl had silently liked him for two years in a place he didn't know, but he could only choose to live up.

"Senior Lu Yao, you don't have to apologize." Lin Han thought, he actually didn't have anything to be sorry for her, but he just didn't know and didn't like it.

"That night......" He was a little embarrassed, in fact, Lu Yao was drunk, and he was really sad that night, but he didn't feel it.

When he woke up, there was no one around, and then he saw Gu Qingqing when he went out, and he clearly forgot what was most important to him.

"You were drunk that night, we sent you to the hotel to rest, Wu Yue stayed to take care of you, he didn't say hello to you in the morning and left first." Lin Han said very calmly, this is the scene she has rehearsed so many times in her heart!

How calm as water should she be, her face indifferent.

What kind of reaction should she make, what kind of expression should she have to show the truth of the matter.

After repeated rehearsals, it doesn't seem to be that difficult.

Lu Yao crossed the snow-white sheet in front of his eyes, and the small tooth marks on his shoulder, his head was a little dizzy, and it was like a string in his brain, which he couldn't relax.

"Really?" He didn't miss any subtle expression on her face.

"Of course." Lin Han pretended to smile lightly, "How could Senior Lu Yao not believe me?" Tell me, when did Lin Han deceive Senior Lu Yao? ”

Lu Yao smiled bitterly, yes, when did Lin Han deceive Lu Yao?

She didn't, she just buried her love for him in her heart for two years......

"Qingqing is back and plans to retake the college entrance examination." Lu Yao couldn't tell how he felt when he said this, it was obviously a reunion between lovers, but he was not as happy as he imagined.

Lin Han had already accepted this reality, so she wasn't sad at all, at least on the surface she had to pretend to be so.

"I'm so glad you're together again." Lin Han smiled slightly, looking almost unable to see a trace of other emotions, "I also want to tell Senior Lu Yao a good news!" ”

Good news?

Lu Yao felt uneasy in his heart,

The girl next to her smiled like a flower, "I'm with Wu Yue." ”

And Wu Yue?

By the way, Wu Yue likes Lin Han, and he also sent Lin Han home, it was he, Lu Yao, who followed them like a thief, and personally pierced Wu Yue's careful thoughts.

He got his wish!

Lu Yao smiled bitterly, and what position did he have to say and think about this?

"Wu Yue! Over here! The girl's cry of joy interrupted Lu Yao's trance-like thoughts.

Lu Yao looked at Wu Yue in the distance and ran over in a dazzling yellow basketball uniform.

The boy's smile was a little ruffian and a little cute in the sun, and he ran towards the girl with a basketball in his arms.

"Are you playing around again?"

"Well, those rookies, they were caught off guard by a cap from Young Master Ben!" Wu Yue was a little proud.

"Where's the towel? Help you wipe your sweat. ”

The boy, who was a head taller than the girl, bent over slightly, accommodating the girl, and wiped the sweat and sweaty hair from his forehead with a soft white towel.

The picture is warm and beautiful, and Lu Yao on the side is like a superfluous stranger.

"Let's go get some drinks!" Wu Yue thought that Lin Han was slow, so he snatched the towel a few times and solved it, and naturally took the girl's hand, only then did he see Lu Yao, who was standing not far away and looking at them, "Lu Yao is also there!" Lin Han and I are going to have something to drink, are you going? ”

Lu Yao smiled and shook his head, as rational as him, and told himself that he couldn't be the light bulb of other people's little couples.

"Qingqing is waiting for me, I won't go today, how about another day?"

Wu Yue smiled brightly, "Okay, I heard that you are going to participate in the rating of the 'Lotus Award', come on!" ”

"Good!" Lu Yao replied with a smile.

Looking deeply at the girl standing next to Wu Yue, Lu Yao said softly, "I wish you happiness!" ”

Lin Han also smiled, there was already a light in his eyes, "Thank you, Senior Lu Yao!" You want to be happy too! "To be the best dancer! She said to herself.

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After Lu Yao left, Lin Han finally couldn't hold on and squatted on the ground and cried.

Wu Yue silently stayed by her side, did not persuade her, did not interrupt, and waited until she had cried enough before handing her a tissue.

"It's so sad, why don't you tell him the truth?" Wu Yue was distressed, but he also knew that he had no position to comfort her, after all, he was just a fake "boyfriend"!

"I don't want him to be embarrassed, he loves Gu Qingqing's ......" Even if he knew that the person who was there that night was her, what could he do? Guilt is not love.

Wu Yue smiled bitterly, but not necessarily.

He could see that Lu Yao was actually ......

But, as Lin Han said, that doesn't matter anymore.

"Wu Yue, thank you for accompanying me to finish this play today." Lin Han wiped away his tears and tried to soften his tone, "You don't have to meet in the future......

Wu Yue's face turned pale, such words were tantamount to pushing him out of her world completely!

"Good ......"

Wu Yue agreed, as long as his girl could be happy, he could stay away, watch from afar, just like Lin Han looked at her boy from afar.

Few people know that although Wu Yue seems to be flowery and face-controlled, the girl who really walked into his heart was only Lin Han from beginning to end.

Even if he says it, it is estimated that some people will not believe it!

Then he will keep this secret for Lin Han, Lu Yao, that guy is so lucky, just think of it as Wu Yue's last bit of selfishness!

He also wanted to see if these two people would end up together after going around and around?

If they're not together after all these years, he'll never let go......

Lu Yao, let's make a bet!

Bet on fate, who will favor you more, you say, okay?