Chapter 19 It's normal to drift away
Later, for a long time, Lu Yao and Lin Han never intersected too much, and the sentence "You really have no heart." It became a question that had been haunting her for so long.
Maybe, Lin Han thought, she may really be a hard-hearted person, in this encounter, Lu Yao is more like the party who pays and walks in, but she is the one who can't help herself. Otherwise, Chen Ling would not have pointed at her nose and scolded her for being a pig, and pushed the man she liked to Gu Qingqing's white lotus.
In the face of Chen Ling's heartache, Lin Han just said lightly, Lu Yao and her had no intersection in the first place, but they had the wrong entanglement at the wrong time, these should not have happened, compared to the misplaced encounter, they should return to each other's correct trajectory.
"It really doesn't hurt your heart?" Chen Ling asked her.
Lin Han smiled bitterly and thought, how could it not be heartache? After all, it was the boy he loved, once, and now.
It's just that she is 26 years old, not eighteen years old eight years ago, some aspects should have matured a long time ago, and she should have seen through, such a situation and such an environment can't give her capricious capital, her reason is just a better way to protect herself, she can protect herself in this secret love that is not dominant, and she can pretend to keep her heart, which is already the best she can think of.
She was indeed cowardly, afraid of taking risks, afraid of moths to the fire, and her desperate desperation had long been dedicated to the hopeless rush eight years ago, hurting, crying, burning, and without hesitation, and that was enough.
Lin Han and Lu Yao gradually drifted apart, but they and Luo Yuanze got closer and closer.
They are friends, and they will sneak out of the studio together when they are out of the show, and together with Luo Yuanze's agent, a large number of people are looking for treasures in the small shops around the studio.
Lin Han usually mixes around Luo Yuanze's agent and assistant, dresses in a low-key manner, and doesn't have too many overly intimate conversations with Luo Yuanze, so those paparazzi and proxy photographers can't find a big top-notch melon for the time being.
Lin Han thought of Lu Yao's reminder to himself, and now that he thought about it, it was indeed exaggerated, not as serious as he said.
She also enjoys this comfortable feeling of getting along with the opposite sex without too much entanglement.
It's just that she didn't know that it was because Luo Yuanze protected her too well.
The entire crew of "Flower Shadow" also takes good care of her, even if it is somewhat due to the two entertainment bigwigs Chen Ling and Ming Che.
Human feelings, sophistication, human nature.
Lin Han is just a social phobia, she is not a novice, she understands these, but she doesn't think it's important.
The years are quiet and smooth, and this is what she has always needed.
In an instant, half a year has passed since the start of filming to the completion of the drama "Flower Shadow", in fact, as early as the original casting period, most of the scenes of this drama took almost eight months, and then it took half a year to shoot here, and it also took time to post-produce special effects synthesis and dubbing.
From the start to the end of the filming of a drama, no matter how reluctant everyone is, it is finally time to say goodbye.
On the day of the finale banquet, Lin Han watched the characters announce the completion of the film in front of the camera, and the beautiful actresses holding flowers all cried into tears, hugging the artists they knew and saying comforting words such as having the opportunity to cooperate again in the future.
Whether it is sincere or false, Lin Han will be a little stunned in her heart, these people are partners who have been together for more than half a year, and she has also harvested stories in this big family that she has never harvested in those circles she is in before.
At least, she thought, she wrote her first entertainment article here. I hope that Luo Yuanze guy will never see that the male protagonist of her new book is a little like him.
Writing comes from life!
Fortunately, Lin Han wrote the male protagonist of the new book as a likable character, a little bad and a little cute.
Qu Yin likes the male protagonist in Lin Han's new book very much, and even thinks that if the book is made into a film and television, he will find Luo Yuanze to play it.
Lin Han was frightened into a cold sweat, and Qu Yin, who begged for mercy again and again, was very puzzled.
Lin Hangan explained with a smile, "Luo Yuanze is a top-notch person, and he won't like to play this kind of brainless role in Xiao Tianwen." ”
Qu Yin still didn't give up, "How do you know if he doesn't agree if you don't try?" "After all, it's Luo Yuanze, who has even played the bitter second male in "Flower Shadow", why can't he play this role in your new book?"
Lin Han didn't bother to talk to her, after all, after the end of the new book and the fact that she had been with the crew of "Flower Shadow" for so long, she was already a little tired of it, and now she just wanted the finale banquet to end quickly, and she didn't want to go home and lie down.
Putting away the energy that he and Qu Yin were talking about on WeChat on his mobile phone just now, Lin Han raised his eyes and saw Chen Ling beside him staring at him with a sharp gaze as if he was about to stare out of a hole.
Chen Ling resisted the urge to knock someone's head, and her eyes motioned for her to look at Lu Yao and Gu Qingqing opposite her.
Handsome men and beautiful women are holding beautiful bouquets of flowers and wearing exquisite flowing costumes are being interviewed by reporters, which looks really special and pleasing to the eye.
The drama "Flower Shadow" has been presented in the media from preparation to filming, and now it has been completed, tearing and fighting, and some people have more scenes outside the play than in the play, thanks to the toughness of Ming Che and Chen Ling, there are not too many waves after all.
It's rare to be able to end it perfectly.
Lin Han looked at Lu Yao wearing a white embroidered gold thread costume and exquisite crown makeup to create impeccable perfection, and thought abruptly, this may be the last time they will meet! There should be no intersection in the future.
Lin Han numbly listened to the director's speech, listened to the producer's speech, and then the starring and supporting roles, and a large group of people remembered the past and thought about the future with tears.
With the moment when the photographer of the group photo pressed the shutter, everyone's shouts of "happy finishing" were frozen, and everyone's faces were frozen as if they were piled up or true or moved, Lin Han saw the hands of Lu Yao and Gu Qingqing who were standing in front of her, which was definitely in the C position......
Lin Han packed her luggage in the hotel and walked back and forth in the suite where she lived, looking at the furnishings in the room that she had gradually become familiar with, as if she could remember everything that happened in this room from these objects.
remembered the first time Lu Yao knocked on her door, brought the food he cooked and pretended to be packed in the hotel to eat with her, remembered the night he was drunk, their loss, remembered the long dream she had when she was lying in Lu Yao's arms, and remembered their break......
Thinking like this, she and Lu Yao unconsciously still have so many details and pictures that can be recalled.
Her heart, after all, can't go back to the past, and she doesn't have the kind of waves when she met him.
She zipped up her suitcase and dragged it to leave the suite when there was a knock on the door.
Open the door, and there are unexpected people standing outside the door.
"Qingqing?"
Gu Qingqing has already changed out of her costume, her makeup is exquisite, she is wearing a long CHANEL white down jacket, a black one-piece hip skirt inside, her long hair is like a cloud with a slight wavy curl, she looks extremely charming and temperamental, the nude bare leg artifact, and a pair of heelless boots on her feet are stepping on the hotel carpet, compared with Lin Han's casual dress, you can see the difference between appearance and temperament at a glance.
"Are you leaving?" Gu Qingqing smiled, her expression was soft, and she was full of feelings of attachment to her good friend.
Lin Han said calmly and asked, "Is there something you have come here for?" ”
"For the trouble Lu Yao caused to you some time ago, I come to apologize to you!" Gu Qingqing said.
She is really not domineering at all, Lin Han thought, Gu Qingqing really doesn't look like the "original match" who came to the door to tear the "little three"! On the contrary, Gu Qingqing looked at her, and Lin Han actually thought of a better adjective, pity.
That's right, mercy.
Lin Han thought, she is so pitiful! You see, passively being a "little three" will still be looked at by the "original match" with sympathetic eyes!
"Apologize?" Lin Han looked at Gu Qingqing, who obviously had a natural expression on the other side, with a strange expression, and repeated what she said strangely.
Gu Qingqing sighed, as if he was also quite troubled, "Lu Yao, that person, has always been unable to grasp the proportions he should have, he was like this eight years ago in Shenghua Affiliated High School, and it is also like this eight years later, he is too gentle, so it is not surprising that you will misunderstand what he has in mind for you, after all, Lu Yao is like this to everyone." ”
When Lin Han heard this, he didn't get angry but laughed, because of Gu Qingqing's tone that should be taken for granted.
"So, Miss Gu, did you come to explain to me about Lu Yao's matter?" With a smile on his face, Lin Han had obviously seen that Gu Qingqing's operation was to declare sovereignty.
She felt very ridiculous, Gu Qingqing's seemingly calm but actually panicked way to declare sovereignty did not make Lin Han's heart fluctuate, but made her feel ridiculous.
"You don't have to!" Lin Han turned around, she didn't want to say it, she had been talking about these hypocritical polite words over and over again, she had been talking for almost half a year, and she was really tired, "There is no need to involve me in the matter between you and Lu Yao, even if there is really any crisis between you, it is your own problem and not me, don't you think?" ”
Always broaching on her, she will also be annoyed, this kind of Gu Qingqing has really wiped out all the good memories about Gu Qingqing that have been in Lin Han's heart for a long time.
Gu Qingqing listened to Lin Han's words, the expression on her face became very subtle, like a jealous little woman, she was not very angry, and she also had a sense of temptation, "You really don't care if Lu Yao is with me?" ”
There will be no jealousy, no grievances, no anger, no sadness, this is really not what she Gu Qingqing wants to see!
After all, she and Lu Yao were together because of someone's inadvertent sentence "I like it." ”
Obviously, Lin Han's gaze has not left since the moment Lu Yao appeared, obviously she is Lu Yao's former girlfriend, and now her rumored girlfriend, Gu Qingqing should be jealous and angry, she actually knows all the entanglements between Lu Yao and Lin Han, but she endured it until now, looking at Lin Han and Lu Yao and thinking that they had hidden her.
Gu Qingqing didn't want to think about those details, because thinking about it would make her more and more disgusted with herself, the self that she had worked so hard to hide in the dark was not normal.
"Don't care!" Lin Han replied very simply.
Gu Qingqing smiled weirdly, and said to herself, "You heard it!" ”
Around the corner, slight footsteps sounded, and Lin Han saw the person who came out of the corner behind Gu Qingqing, wearing a light blue down jacket, a white shirt underneath, no tie, white trousers, and white leather shoes.
Lin Han's surprise only lasted for a second, looking at the pair of beautiful people standing side by side like golden boys and girls, he smiled indifferently, "It seems that it is really early rather than coincidental, the two of you should not be in the mood to come in for a cup of tea now!" ”
What is it called? Lin Han studied it in his heart for a long time, is the description of loose tea appropriate enough?
"Qingqing, it's time for us to go!" Lu Yao came over and took Gu Qingqing's hand, Lin Han looked at their blue and white outfits, it turned out that the men's down jacket on Lu Yao's body was the same as Gu Qingqing's, and it was also CHANEL's, of course, the price of this dress was also the kind of luxury that Lin Han would never spend money on.
The two of them also wore a watch that looked like a couple, it was CARTIER's latest diamond watch, the silver-white dial was inlaid with a circle of fine diamonds, the women's strap was a burgundy cowhide strap, and the material of the men's strap was the same as that of the women's, but the color was camel-colored, and it looked particularly tall.
IT IS SAID THAT LU YAO AND GU QINGQING RECENTLY TALKED ABOUT THE BRAND SPOKESPERSON OF CARTIER IN ASIA, AND NOW IT SEEMS THAT THEY SHOULD ALSO BE WARMING UP FOR THE LAUNCH OF THE BRAND LATER.
It's good, Lin Han thought, it's good, Lu Yao's fashion resources will obviously make a leap because of "Flower Shadow", which is really helpful for his coffee position.
"Goodbye Lin Han! Hopefully we'll have a chance to meet again in the future! Gu Qingqing's posture was like a winner.
Lin Han smiled and said, "Goodbye!" ”
Goodbye, she thought, maybe, goodbye means no goodbye......
Lu Yao took Gu Qingqing's hand and walked out, and Lin Han's gaze was released at the same time.
The two entered the elevator one after the other, and in the closed elevator car, Lu Yao and Gu Qingqing stood at a short distance apart, judging the two of them with the deliberate closeness they showed in front of Lin Han just now.
Gu Qingqing's face finally disappeared from the deliberately disguised happiness and sweetness, and looked at the indifferent Lu Yao like a resentful woman, and sneered, "Is it worth it to kill a thousand enemies and lose eight hundred?" ”
Gu Qingqing thought, should this person really think that in Lin Han's woman whose heart is harder than a stone, pretending to be close to that woman will be jealous and will not be able to fight back?
"It's not worth it." Lu Yao's face was bitter, and he responded absentmindedly, thinking, but I couldn't control myself...... I can't control my desire to get close to her.
Knowing that what Gu Qingqing said to Lin Han was intentional, he acquiesced, probably trying to figure out what he meant to Lin Han.
Knowing that Lin Han's woman will not give herself the response she wants, she knows that Lin Han's heart is like a rock and will not be shaken, she has her own three views, her own moral standards, and Lin Han's character may not be able to do things that will be wrong after crossing the line.
"Haruka, after so many years, isn't it good for us to be together?" Gu Qingqing looked at him with tears in her eyes.
Isn't it good?
Lu Yao looked at her tears, obviously he and Gu Qingqing were their first love, and he once thought he loved her very much.
Love, Lu Yao thought, what kind of feelings is it?
Gu Qingqing saw that Lu Yao's face finally had a soft warmth, and then said, "I know that you have always blamed me for leaving you to study back then, Yao, I promise you that I will never leave again, okay?" "So, your heart, can you come back to me?
"Good!" Lu Yao stretched out his hand to wipe her tears, approached her, and hugged her, "I promise you......"
Gu Qingqing smiled, leaning on his arms, her heart still hurt like a pinprick, they would be fine, she said to herself, hypnosis, and buried the deepest desire and shame in her heart.
I don't touch the secret feelings in your heart, Lu Yao hugged the woman in his arms tightly, and secretly made up his mind in his heart.
I'm going to forget that hard-hearted woman, and so are you......