Chapter 62 Gu Qingqing's thoughts
When Lin Han was pulled out by Gu Qingqing to go to the supermarket to buy daily necessities, the whole person seemed to be in a fugue, which felt particularly unreal.
Lin Han's residence did not have anything she could use, and she had to buy slippers, towels, toothbrushes, and shower caps.
Gu Qingqing was like a fine quality inspector who carefully selected dozens of daily necessities on the shelves, and finally selected his suitable daily necessities and threw them into the shopping cart pushed by Lin Han.
When the checkout came out, Lin Han and Gu Qingqing were both carrying two bags full of things in their hands.
The two girls walked slowly back to Lin Han's rented house along the tree-lined path, the tall and beautiful Gu Qingqing was naturally more likely to attract the attention of passers-by than Lin Han, even if Gu Qingqing was wearing sunglasses and a sunhat, passers-by could infer the beauty of the woman in front of them from the faint silhouette under the cover of the sunhat and sunglasses, because the cover was relatively tight, they naturally couldn't connect the woman in front of them with the glamorous and outstanding actress on the big screen.
That's the Silver Frost Movie Queen with good looks and acting skills! How could you come to such an inconspicuous island town as Mochizuki Island?
has Gu Qingqing's powerful aura, plus Lin Han doesn't want to bring any unnecessary disturbance to Gu Qingqing on the street. On the way from the supermarket to home, Lin Han didn't say anything, and could only silently help Gu Qingqing carry the things he bought.
Entering the door of the rental house, his dizzy mind finally cleared up, Lin Han felt that he could have a good chat with Gu Qingqing, where did he think about it, and Gu Qingqing grabbed the topic.
"You said before that downstairs is Aunt Li's room, then I definitely can't live in it, Lin Han, what do you say I'm going to do?" The sparkling beautiful eyes looked at Lin Han, which was already an obvious hint.
I would say you should stay in a hotel or a homestay. How could a big star have nowhere to stay? Lin Han didn't want to complain about how Gu Qingqing and Lu Yao were both in the same way, and they didn't change their way of lying, did they like her slap so much? Isn't the incense car mansion fragrant?
"Gu ......"
Lin Han looked at Gu Qingqing's pitiful appearance on the other side, and his mouth suddenly became hot, and he paused, as if he lacked confidence, "You better go back to the hotel!" You should have booked a hotel here! She thought, don't celebrities like to live in hotels? Simple and convenient, with good security, it will definitely be the first choice of their stars.
Of course Gu Qingqing knew Lin Han's thoughts, her Lin Han, who was so simple that she could see through it at a glance, was like this ten years ago, and it was still like this ten years later, so simple, so simple that she couldn't perceive complex emotions.
Gu Qingqing smiled, put down the things he was packing, hugged Lin Han's left arm, rested his head on her shoulder, and the tip of his nose was filled with the fresh mint fragrance that belonged to Lin Han.
"No, I didn't book a hotel, I came to you alone." Gu Qingqing leaned on her shoulder and muttered, with emotions that could no longer be hidden between her lowered eyebrows.
Gu Qingqing was obviously very wrong, no matter how dull Lin Han was, she could feel it, but she didn't understand, she didn't understand the meaning of her words.
"Come to me?" Lin Han looked at her in a trance.
Gu Qingqing raised her head, her eyes looked at her, direct and enthusiastic eyes, "Yes, I'm looking for you!" ”
Ten years, how many decades can they have? How many decades can be squandered?
Whether she is not tolerated by the world, or she can't be blessed, Gu Qingqing doesn't care, she just doesn't want to live as empty as in the past ten years.
Ten years ago, she and Lin Han could have been friends all the time, if it weren't for Lu Yao's sudden intrusion, which robbed Lin Han's attention and sincerity, how could Gu Qingqing think of taking Lu Yao one step ahead of Lin Han, taking advantage of the ignorance of a teenager and the shyness of a girl, to join forces with Wu Yue to make a game, and be with Lu Yao one step ahead of Lin Han.
If Lin Han hadn't shown his liking for Lu Yao in front of her, it might have been a different situation now!
Gu Qingqing originally thought that she might also like Lu Yao, but putting everything aside, Lu Yao is indeed a very good boy, handsome and gentle, and after becoming her boyfriend, he was even more devoted to her. There has never been any transgression and discomfort for Gu Qingqing, but she is still unhappy, not because of Lu Yao, but because of the emptiness and jealousy in her heart. She lied to herself that she should treat Lu Yao as her true love, and she deceived and deceived as if she took it seriously.
It's just that the boy who was as pure as a dream at the beginning, in the end, slowly began to drift away in his own work, and became the paranoid and crazy appearance hidden under the gentleness now, and it wasn't because of her.
Lu Yao finally saw his heart clearly.
The person who also sees his mind clearly is Gu Qingqing.
It's been ten years, and it finally took her ten years to understand her true heart.
It turned out that she was wrong, and she had been wrong all along.
In order to gamble on a sulk that does not exist, he hurt Lin Han and hurt himself even more.
Is it too late to make up for it now?
It's in time, right?
Gu Qingqing looked at Lin Han beside her with a complicated expression, and the feeling in her heart was sour and indescribable.
Gu Qingqing finished taking a bath and sat down beside Lin Han with the fragrance of mint shower gel that was the same as Lin Han's.
"Help me blow my hair!" Gu Qingqing handed her the hair dryer and pointed to her half-wet hair.
Lin Han's words were interrupted, and he held a hair dryer and looked at Gu Qingqing beside him at a loss.
"What are you doing, do you have words on my face?"
Lin Han lowered his head and said sullenly, "No." ”
The moment the hair dryer sounded, Lin Han's fingers swept across Gu Qingqing's long wet hair with the arc of the hair dryer in his hand, and the comfortable strength made Gu Qingqing fall into a long-lost memory for a while.
She remembered the past, when she and Lin Han were still friends, she had also blown Gu Qingqing's hair like this, Lin Han at that time really didn't want to mention how envious Gu Qingqing was for having long soft and shiny hair, although Lin Han's own hair was also very good, but it was really far behind Gu Qingqing.
Gu Qingqing in her eyes has really always been such a flawless and beautiful existence, which makes her inferior and dwarfs her.
Lin Han never felt that there was anything wrong with Lu Yao choosing Gu Qingqing, on the contrary, Lin Han even felt that the current Lu Yao was so entangled with himself was a blasphemy of the relationship between Lu Yao and Gu Qingqing.
"Qingqing, you're so busy with work, it's better not to stay with me for a long time" Lin Han finally mustered up the courage to say what was in his heart.
"Are you driving me away?" Gu Qingqing's happy mood slowly turned into loss because of Lin Han's words.
Gu Qingqing's hair was dry, Lin Han put down the hair dryer in his hand and looked at the beautiful and moving Gu Qingqing in front of him apologetically, and some words seemed to be no longer so difficult to speak.
"You don't belong here."
Lu Yao doesn't belong here either.
Lin Han swallowed the words into his stomach.
"Then, where does Lin Han think I should belong?" Gu Qingqing asked rhetorically, the smile on her lips was broken and full of sadness. "You're still blaming me, aren't you?"
Blame her?
Lin Han didn't understand what Gu Qingqing meant.
Gu Qingqing sniffed out a trace of resistance and self-denial from Lin Han's brief hesitation.
"If I said that I didn't come here for Lu Yao this time, but just wanted to come to you, would you believe me?"
Come to her?
The more Lin Han looked at Gu Qingqing in front of him, the more he felt puzzled. She seemed to have walked into a dead end she didn't understand, and the answer was so close that it made her feel as if she was covered with a veil of distance, which she couldn't touch or see.
Gu Qingqing's eyes looked at her deeply, and there were too many emotions in her eyes, "I never did all this because of Lu Yao, Lin Han, why can't you understand?" ”
Why don't you understand?
The warm water in the shower wet Lin Han's skin, and she was still thinking about Gu Qingqing's words just now in her mind as she stood in the rest of her life.
Gu Qingqing, what does she mean?
She doesn't understand, she really doesn't.
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The bathroom where Lin Han lived was next to her bedroom, so Gu Qingqing could clearly hear the sound of rushing water coming from the bathroom.
The joy and satisfaction churning in her heart were almost about to burst through her chest, Gu Qingqing was like Alice who had accidentally strayed into the fairyland in her heart while searching for treasures, groping in this small bedroom full of Lin Han's atmosphere, as if this could make up for the regrets she had missed in Lin Han's life for so many years.
Open the wardrobe, neatly hung, and folded clothes that belong to Lin Han, Gu Qingqing's hand slowly roamed over Lin Han's clothes, imagining Lin Han's playful and cute appearance in these clothes, her heart softened, until she saw a few clothes and pants that did not belong to Lin Han on the left side of the wardrobe, men's short T, pants and tie clips.
It's not a small place, but it's filled with the breath of another person. In her eyes, it was like a stark and ruthless provocation, mocking her shady motives.
Gu Qingqing's hand swept across Lu Yao's clothes, and the emotions surging in her heart were like the urge to tear these expensive clothes, which were obviously just light-colored blue and white, but in Gu Qingqing's eyes, it was like a blood-colored red, which stimulated the impulse and malice in her heart.
She was trying, trying to calm the impulses in her heart, until Lin Han's call sounded outside the bedroom, and she pretended to smooth the wrinkles on Lu Yao's clothes as if nothing had happened.
Just like when she entered the door, she saw the men's slippers in the corner of the shoe cabinet, which were abrupt and dazzling.
Gu Qingqing tried hard to suppress the uneasiness and disgust in her heart.
"Let's sleep together tonight!" Gu Qingqing took Lin Han's hand and rubbed it a little coquettishly.
"Qingqing, you...... What's going on? ”
This kind of Gu Qingqing and the previous Gu Qingqing are like two people.
Is this still the same Gu Qingqing who targeted him everywhere because of Lu Yao?
Lin Han has never seen such a fragmented character design when writing a novel! She didn't understand, was there something wrong with her or something wrong with Gu Qingqing's brain?
So Lin Han, you still feel something, right?
So......
"Are you scared?"
Are you afraid of me like this?
Gu Qingqing's eyes were a little weird that he couldn't see through.
Lin Han remembered Gu Qingqing's hostility towards him because of Lu Yao before, and thought that this should be her whim!
She still hasn't changed!
Lin Han said disapprerovingly, "What do I have to be afraid of!" ”
She had survived watching Gu Qingqing and Lu Yao together for so long before, what else was there to be afraid of now?
Gu Qingqing's eyes became deeper and more gentle as she looked at Lin Han, "Remember your words, Lin Han!" I'll take it seriously! ”
She's going to take it seriously!
Gu Qingqing's eyes Lin Han couldn't see through, was uneasy, and difficult to grasp.
Gu Qingqing, what does she want to do? What are you thinking?
The woman in front of her is beautiful and full of attractiveness, she is like a star in the sky, bright and distant.
Lin Han really couldn't see through her......
Things seem to be getting out of control!