Obviously, her choice was not to have this child.

She knows that when the child comes into the world in this situation, the child will not be happy, and it cannot be happy.

The boundless pain that was left after losing everything made her almost collapse.

She asked the imperial doctor to ask for abortion pills, but the imperial doctor refused to prescribe it for her at all, saying that women in the palace were not allowed to have abortions without permission, otherwise it might be difficult to get pregnant for life, so she had to think carefully.

"Imperial Doctor, you are a good person, even if I beg you, I will give you as much silver as you want, just help me prescribe a few medicines." Qu Xiaonan begged.

"Niangniang...."The imperial doctor frowned in embarrassment: "Niangniang, don't embarrass Weichen, this makes His Majesty find out, Weichen's life is difficult to protect, and please think twice before acting." “

Seeing that the imperial doctor was so stern, Qu Xiaonan had no choice but to give up, not wanting to embarrass him anymore.

She wanted to think of a way for herself, but she was depressed and panicked, so she went to the Imperial Garden and took a walk for fun.

Li Xiuye is not there, and he wants to take advantage of Li Xiuye's absence to dispose of this child, no matter what way it is used.

Qu Xiaonan had already made a decision in his heart.

"! Big things are not good. A palace maid hurried over.

"What's the matter? So flustered. Qu Xiaonan frowned unhappily.

"Hui Niangniang, your parents were not well settled in Lingnan and were robbed by bandits, they have no money on them, I heard that Mrs. Qu also has a heart disease, and now she is seriously ill in a broken house." The palace maid cautiously reported.

"What? How so, I'm going to go and find them. Qu Xiaonan's face turned pale instantly.

"Niangniang, Your Majesty has instructed that no one will be allowed to enter or leave until he comes back, not even the queen will not let in half a step." The palace maid dissuaded.

Qu Xiaonan was stunned, and then tears fell, "Then what should I do, it's my father and mother, but as a daughter, I can't help anything." “

"Don't cry, Niangniang is pregnant, so you can't be angry." Seeing this, the palace maid hurriedly took out a handkerchief from her arms and handed it to her: "Niangniang, wipe your face." “

"Shut up! I'm not allowed to tell anyone about my pregnancy! Do you hear me? Qu Xiaonan scolded angrily.

The palace maid was so frightened that she quickly silenced and nodded yes.

Qu Xiaonan wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes, if it weren't for Li Xiuye, how could his parents have fallen to this point now, they were sick in the poor mountains and bad waters of Lingnan, and they had no money on their bodies, and they must have suffered a lot by succumbing to a dilapidated house.

Thinking of this, Qu Xiaonan felt unbearable heartache.

Qu Xiaonan choked up: "The only thing I can ask for is the prince to help Liang, you send someone to deliver a message to the prince, begging him to send someone to see my parents, just let me beg him." ”

After Qu Xiaonan gave the order, he continued to be sad.

She hated Li Xiuye's cruelty, in order to consolidate her position, she could eradicate all hidden dangers, and she also hated why she was so cowardly, she couldn't even protect her parents.

So, how could she keep such a person's child!

However, she didn't expect that things were not as smooth as she thought, and Li Xiuye actually came back!

Damn, I don't know who spread the news that she was pregnant and fell into the ears of Li Xiuye, who was outside.

Li Xiuye, who had been gone for a long time, actually came back, and when she came back, she didn't bother to see Zhao Qingshuang, and came directly to her palace

As soon as Li Xiuye entered the door, he saw Qu Xiaonan crying silently, his face was full of tears, Li Xiuye walked up to her, looking at her pear blossom with rain, he couldn't help but feel distressed: "Xiao Nan, you are really pregnant, right?" I deliberately pushed everything off and rushed back to see you! “

"Li Xiuye, what are you doing?" Qu Xiaonan raised his eyes to look at him and asked in a cold tone.

"You are pregnant with our child, how can I not come back." After Li Xiuye finished speaking, he stretched out his hand and took her into his arms: "Don't worry, I will definitely be good to you in the future, I know that you have been worried about your parents recently, you can rest assured, as long as you nurture our children well, I will definitely send someone to settle your parents." ”

Li Xiuye's big hand caressed her lower abdomen, and his eyes were full of tenderness.

"Li Xiuye, don't lie to me." Qu Xiaonan struggled twice, but was unsuccessful.

"Xiao Nan, when did I lie to you, as long as you wait for childbirth obediently, I will definitely settle your parents well, let them stay honestly in Lingnan, not be wronged at all, and not let them suffer a little more." Li Xiuye said seriously.

"You talk counts?" Qu Xiaonan asked in disbelief.

"Of course it counts." Li Xiuye said solemnly: "Xiao Nan, I am so eager for us to have a child, I am too eager to have a home." ”

As he spoke, Li Xiuye's eyes were filled with tears.

"Xiao Nan, I know that I did something wrong, the matter of Shuang'er, and my sudden accession to the throne, as well as the matter of your parents, I didn't tell you in advance, maybe I took advantage of you.

But since we have been married for so long, it is I who have been in love with you for a long time and gradually fell in love with you, Xiao Nan, forgive me, okay? “

Li Xiuye said so much in one breath, he took a deep breath and continued: "Now that you have my flesh and blood, I will treat you well and will not let you suffer a little more. “

Qu Xiaonan didn't answer, just cried silently.

Li Xiuye wants a child too much, and her child.

But since Li Xiuye said so, Qu Xiaonan has no reason not to want this child.

Even if she resented Li Xiuye in her heart, she was unwilling to kill the child, Qu Xiaonan gently leaned on Li Xiuye's shoulder and sobbed in a low voice.

Li Xiuye was happy to see that she was willing to forgive herself.

Immediately took her to live in the most luxurious palace, second only to Zhao Qingshuang, enjoying the treatment of the stars holding the moon, every day there are all kinds of pastries made by chefs sent to her palace, clothes and jewelry are dazzling, jewelry.

Li Xiuye loves her very much, and Qu Xiaonan naturally enjoys it, but the shadow in her heart still lingers.

He accompanied her every day and even took her out of the palace.

Returning to the small room where they once lived, Qu Xiaonan's pain gradually became lighter.

also slowly accepted Li Xiuye, and the two of them made a mountain alliance and sea oath in a small room in the jungle.

She snuggled in his arms, and Li Xiuye lowered his head and kissed her: "After our child is born, we can take it here to play every once in a while, and when the child grows up, you can also tell it that this is the place of love between the father and the mother." ”

"Well, don't be serious about being a father." Qu Xiaonan responded with a frown.

Li Xiuye smiled and didn't say anything, but the warm palm moved on her flat lower abdomen, and Qu Xiaonan's lower abdomen was slightly convex.

"Xiao Nan, the child is four or five months old, and our child should also think of a name." Li Xiuye suddenly proposed.

"Isn't it not yet born? Wait. Qu Xiaonan asked puzzled.

Li Xiuye nodded, and then enjoyed the fun here with her.

Li Xiuye said earnestly: "Xiao Nan, I worked hard to become an emperor, not because I am such a bad person," he said, he suddenly paused and continued: "Rather, I want to protect you, protect our children, I don't want you to have a home, I also want to have a home." “

Qu Xiaonan was stunned, he didn't expect him to say this to himself, and he didn't know how to answer for a while.

"Because you are my life, Xiao Nan, do you understand?" Li Xiuye held her hands and said with a serious expression.