Chapter Fifty-Eight: Late Night Conversation
Kan Yue was stunned for a moment, and then said slowly: "Why don't I sleep on the chair!" ”
Chen Tian shook his head, "Then where is it, where is the reason to let girls sleep in chairs, I sleep in the bed, if this spreads, I will be embarrassed and embarrassed." ”
"In that case, I'll sleep for half the night, and you will sleep for the second half of the night." Kan Yue said again.
"No, you don't! You sleep yours, I'm used to it, I can sleep anywhere. Chen Tian said directly lying on the chair.
Kan Yue glanced at Chen Tian with complicated eyes, then didn't say anything, and slowly walked to the big bed and lay down.
Chen Tian also did not forget to remind: "The night is cold, remember to cover the quilt." ”
"Good!" Kan Yue replied in a low voice, and then lay on his side to look at Chen Tian who was lying on the chair in front of him, Chen Tian had closed his eyes at this time, and did not notice that Kan Yue was looking at himself.
looked at Kan Yue, a smile appeared on the corner of her mouth, and then she pulled up the quilt on the side and covered it, and a pair of smart eyes slowly closed.
The room fell silent for a moment, and only the sound of the two of them breathing evenly could be heard. The rain outside was getting heavier and heavier, and there was still a cool breeze blowing into the house, Chen Tian, who was lying on the chair, couldn't help but tighten his clothes.
Kan Yue, who was on the big bed not far away, just opened her eyes and saw this scene, so she picked up a quilt on the bed and came to Chen Tian, and gently covered Chen Tian with the quilt.
Chen Tian's eyes were closed, pretending to be asleep, and after Kan Yue left him, Chen Tiancai secretly breathed a sigh of relief, the main reason why he pretended to be asleep was that he didn't want to embarrass the two, it was quite embarrassing for a man and a woman to live together, and if they came out like this, neither of them would want to sleep well at that time.
Kan Yue returned to the bed lightly, at this time her face was flushed, she reached out and touched it, it was extremely hot, she hurriedly lay down as if she was a thief, pulled up the remaining quilt and wrapped herself in it.
……
"Chen Tian."
I don't know how long it took, Chen Tian, who was sleeping groggyly, heard a soft call, he opened his eyes in a daze, and when he turned around, he just saw Kan Yue's smart eyes looking at him.
Chen Tian was stunned for a moment, sat up and asked, "What's wrong?" ”
Kan Yue also sat up, wrapped the quilt around her body, shook her head and said, "It's okay, I just can't sleep, I want to chat with you." ”
Chen Tian was stunned for a while, and then said in his heart: "You can't sleep, I'm sleeping, you just wake me up!" ”
But he only dared to think about it in his heart, but he didn't dare to say it, if he accidentally upset her, he didn't know how he died, and now he didn't have the strength to compete with Kan Yue.
"Can't you?" Seeing that Chen Tian's expression was constantly changing, Kan Yue asked softly.
"Okay, okay!" Chen Tian came back to his senses, nodded hurriedly, and then wrapped the quilt around him and sat down, looked at Kan Yue and said, "Say it!" ”
Kan Yue also looked at Chen Tian and said slowly, "Don't you want to know my identity?" ”
"Yes, but if you don't take the initiative to say, I won't ask." Chen Tian said calmly with a calm look in his eyes.
Kan Yue took a deep breath, then looked at the ceiling and said, "I think, you should have guessed that I am from the royal family of Panning." ”
Chen Tian didn't speak, waiting for Kan Yue to continue, and sure enough, Kan Yue slowly lowered his head, and then continued: "I am from the Panning royal family, but my identity is a bit special, so I won't tell you for the time being." ”
Chen Tian nodded and did not ask.
Kan Yue said again: "What I'm a little puzzled about is that you seem to be a little prejudiced against the royal family, can you tell me?" ”
Chen Tian smiled bitterly, "Can I not say it?" ”
"Whatever you want." Kan Yue didn't ask.
Chen Tian glanced at Kan Yue and saw a faint sadness between her eyebrows, so he asked, "Do you have anything on your mind?" If you don't mind, you can tell me. ”
Kan Yue sighed and said slowly: "Do you think it's good to be born in the royal family?" ”
Chen Tian didn't answer immediately, but pondered for a while before saying: "I think no matter where you are born, as long as you have your parents by your side, it is good to be free to do what you want." ”
"What if your parents just use you as a tool for their interests and power?" Kan Yue showed a trace of desolation on his face and asked rhetorically.
Chen Tian took a deep breath and said softly: "My parents are very good to me, so I can't empathize, I only know that my parents are missing, and I don't have enough strength to find them." ”
Kan Yue leaned against the head of the bed, laughed at herself and said, "I really envy you for having such parents, it would be nice if my parents were like this." ”
Chen Tian looked at Kan Yue who was leaning on the head of the bed, and Chen Tian saw helplessness, envy and loneliness on her face.
At this time, Kan Yue spoke again, "I haven't felt mother's love, father's love, father's love..., my father has often beaten me since I was a child, and I was thrown into the ice cellar if I didn't agree with me, and I stayed for a few hours, if my sister hadn't interceded for me, I'm afraid I would have died." ”
Speaking of this, Kan Yue paused, sighed and continued: "I thought I was too useless, my father and mother treated me like this, so I began to work hard to cultivate, in the eyes of outsiders, I am a beautiful girl in the sky, and at a young age, I have reached a height that others can't reach in a lifetime, but who knows how much I have paid behind this?" ”
"I'm cultivating while others are sleeping, I'm cultivating when others are playing happily with my companions, I'm still cultivating when others are playing in my parents' arms, but in the end I found out that I was still wrong, I found out that I was born as a mistake, what they care about is that I am a daughter, not the heir they want, if they didn't think that I still have a little value, I'm afraid they would have discarded me a long time ago!"
In the end, Kan Yue's voice gradually decreased, until only a small sobbing sound remained, she didn't turn her head, trying her best to suppress the sound of sobbing, not wanting Chen Tian to hear it.
Seeing this, Chen Tian slowly stood up and walked to the side of the bed, stretched out his hand and patted Kan Yue's shoulder, just as he was about to speak, Kan Yue threw himself into his arms, and the tears that kept rolling in his eyes also gushed out like a broken embankment, and after a while, Chen Tian's clothes were wet, and the crying that he tried to suppress turned into a loud cry.
After a few hesitations, Chen Tian still reached out and patted her shoulder gently, and said softly: "It's okay, everything will pass." ”
Kan Yue's crying gradually decreased, but her head was still buried in Chen Tian's chest, Chen Tian didn't dare to move, and his hands didn't know where to put them.
Fortunately, it didn't take long for Kan Yue to raise her head, wipe the tears on her face, and sobbed and said, "I'm sorry, I wet your clothes." ”
Chen Tian glanced at a large wet chest and chuckled: "It's okay, it's better to cry out about this kind of thing." ”