"It's just that even in the face of my own grandfather, I can feel a sense of distance from it, as if there is something far above me in their hearts compared to me, so even if it is my own grandfather, my feelings for him seem to be more respect and admiration, and family affection is secondary."

After Qian Lingxue said this, she smiled helplessly, and there was a bit of self-deprecation in her smile.

Because Qianrenxue couldn't have love for her grandfather at the first time, but the so-called respect and so-called admiration, which is the most abrupt and easy to create estrangement between family members.

Yang Di didn't wonder that this situation happened, Qiandaoliu was a person who valued the development of the Martial Spirit Hall more than anything else, and for this, he could endure many things,

For example, he agreed that his own granddaughter Qianrenxue would come to the Heaven Dou Empire to do undercover work, and agreed with Bibi Dong, an absolutely dangerous element, to let her implement the plan to objectively develop the Wuhun Palace.

But people with this style of acting tend to be negligent about the way they treat their relatives, basically treating their relatives with the same attitude as their subordinates, even if he is a good leader, his family does not need a good leader.

"But when I was six years old, my father died, and very suddenly, I was completely unprepared, and I was in a state for a long time, and after I reacted, all kinds of emotions filled my mind, and I didn't know who I could talk to, and I just felt like I was about to collapse."

When Qian Lingxue said this, her eyes were slightly red, as if she was once again in a situation where her entire inner world had collapsed several times.

Yang Tie put his hand on Qianrenxue's shoulder and patted it lightly to calm Qianrenxue's emotions.

Qianrenxue is the biggest secret of the entire Wuhun Palace, in the original world line, before Qianrenxue took the initiative to reduce her intelligence and expose herself, no one had heard of Qianrenxue's name.

In Yang Jie's mind, this must be a decision made by the great worship of Qiandaoliu, because even if Qianrenxue is a radiant person, her origin is extremely disgraceful, which is detrimental to the image of the Martial Spirit Palace.

It can be said that if Qianrenxue's popularity on the Douluo Continent is too high, then Bibi Dong's destruction of the Martial Spirit Hall is a matter of one sentence, even if that sentence belongs to the burning of jade, Qiandaoliu will not dare to bet.

Therefore, the only people who can come into contact with Qianrenxue should be Chihiro, Chido-ryu and the worship hall who are like brothers and sisters with Chido-ryu, and the elders.

And this led to the loss of a playmate at the age when she needed it most, and there were only elders who needed to be respected and admired by herself, and Qianrenxue also had a certain sense of distance from them, and she was not so close to her father.

And when Chihiro, a guy who only became a good father, died, Qianyue lost the only harbor where she could release her emotions.

Because it is difficult for people to show their cowardice in front of those they admire, who wants to show their bad side in front of their idols?

Qianrenxue can only suppress her pain and sorrow in her heart, and there is nowhere to release negative emotions, and no one can confide in.

In most cases, even adults will almost inevitably lead to an emotional and mental breakdown, and Qianrenxue was only six years old at that time.

Yang Jie's ability to quickly recover after losing her mother at the age of five in this life is because her mental age is more than forty, but Qian Lingxue was really six years old when she lost her father, and then she didn't have a psychological distortion because of this, she could only sigh at the strength of her heart.

Qian Lingxue gently held Yang Jie's hand, adjusted her emotions, and planned to continue.

But as she recalled some bad memories, Qian Lingxue's eyes showed a touch of murder, and her tone became resentful:

"Then my grandfather took me to meet a mother, who I had never seen before I was six years old, and I was only amazed when she saw me for the first time, and then I could only see the word 'disgust' in her eyes, and until the last time I saw her, I could only see disgust."

Yang Di has nothing to say about this, in this matter, Bibi Dong's attitude cannot be said to be incomprehensible, without the suffering of others, do not persuade others to be kind, he thinks that Qian Lingxue is very innocent in this relationship, but he will not think that Bibi Dong is unreasonable.

"For the next six years, my grandfather and other elders maintained their old attitude towards me, but there was one less person who loved me, one more person who hated me, and I still couldn't get in touch with other people.

So, I was extremely lonely in the Wuhun Palace, I couldn't get love from my mother, and when I knew that I could leave there, I agreed, and said goodbye to the place where I had never left for twelve years, and then, I met you. ”

After Qian Lingxue finished speaking, her purple eyes looked at Yang Jie, her eyes were as gentle as water.

"Because, I'm the first kid you met?" Yang Di asked guessingly.

"That's right," Qian Lingxue nodded, and the smile on her face was even gentler:

"You're the first person of my generation to come into contact with, and you're special to me, unlike anyone I've met before."

"So, I'm getting a bonus? If I were the second peer you met, you wouldn't have feelings for me? Yang Di attaches great importance to this question, because it involves the essence of Qian Lingxue's feelings for him, whether it starts with curiosity, or whether she really likes a certain point about him.

Qian Lingxue looked at Yang Jie's somewhat "panicked" expression, and shook her head with a smile:

"I'm not a casual person, if you're just the first kid to have contact with me, I'll still like you, but there's a high probability that I'll treat you as my younger brother, even if it's a match between Elder Snake Spear and Elder Thorn Dolphin, I think it's hard to change the result."

"Then Sister Xue, why do you have feelings for me?" Yang Jie's heart was much more relieved when he said this, and his tone was much calmer.

"Remember what you gave me after you got the first soul ring?" Qianyue asked.

Of course, Yang Di can't forget, that gift is his own decision after careful consideration:

"Remember, it's two fairy grasses, which I found in the secret realm of the Sunset Forest."

"Xiao Yan, I don't know what you think, but at the first time," Qian Lingxue paused before saying:

"I use them as tokens of affection."

"Ding, a token of love?" Yang Jie's eyes widened suddenly, he didn't think about emotional things at all when he sent it out:

"Sister Xue, why do you think so?"

Qian Lingxue chuckled lightly and asked rhetorically:

"Xiao Jie, what do you think it means to send flowers to a girl?"

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